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JOURNAL 


OF  THE 

LIFE,    TRAVELS,    LABOURS, 

AND 

RELIGIOUS    EXERCISES 

or 

ISAAC    MARTIN, 

LATE  OF  RAIIWAY,  IN  EAST  JERSEY,  DECEASEIX 


FEINTED   BY    WILLIAM    P.   GIBBOrfS, 
SIXTH  AND  CriKRRV  STREETS, 

1834. 


27-l^'53') 


JOURNAL    &e. 


Uif  DER  an  apprehension  of  religious  duty,  I  am  in- 
•iiuced  to  record  some  occurrences  of  my  life,  and  to 
•declare  of  the  Lord's  dealings  with  me  from  my  young 
and  tender  years.  Having,  through  Divine  merqy, 
experienced  preservation  through  many  difficulties 
^nd  trials,  I  have  a  hope  that  the  same  arm  of  power 
will  sustain  me  through  the  various  probations  that 
may  yet  be  my  lot,  in  this  vale  of  tears. — Being  now 
in  the  thirty-fourth  year  of  my  age,  I  begin  this  work. 

I  was  born  in  New  York,  the  IGth  of  the  1st 
month,  1758;  and  was  carefully  educated  in  the  pro- 
fession of  Truth,  as  held  by  the  people  called  Qua* 
kers.  My  dear  father,  Isaac  Martin,  was  an  upright, 
honest  Friend;  one  that  feared  God,  and  loved  the 
Truth.  Being  much  concerned  on  his  children's  ac- 
count that  they  might  have  the  Lord  for  their  portion, 
he  watched  over  us  for  our  good, — often  caused  us  to 
read  the  holy  scriptures,  and  other  good  books,  and 
look  us  to  religious  meetings.  He  had  a  dispensation 
of  the  gospel  ministry  committed  to  him,  and  hath 
left  a  good  savour  behind  him.  In  his  last  illness,  he 
expressed  that  death  was  no  terror  to  him ;  and  there 
is  cause  to  beHeve  that  he   is   admitted  among  the 


4  ISAAC    MARTI \'S    JOURNAL. 

faithful  followers  of  the  Lamb,  in  that  ''city  which 
hath  foundations,  whose  builder  and  maker  is  God/' 

Having  found  much  benefit  from  a  religious  edu- 
cation, I  desire  that  parents  may  consider  the  great 
importance  of  their  station,  and  watch  over  these 
committed  to  their  care,  as  such  who  must  give  an 
account,  in  an  awful  season.  May  they  endeavour 
to  cultivate  every  tender  sensation  that  may  appear 
in  their  ofispring,  arising  from  a  conviction  of  their 
understandings,  by  the  power  of  Truth. 

When  I  was  about  eight  years  old,  I  felt  the  re- 
proofs of  instruction,  to  the  tendering  of  my  heart. 
Being  tempted  to  take  a  nut  out  of  a  barrel,  at  a 
neighbour's  house,  when  rcacliing  after  it,  I  was  se- 
cretly smitten  with  a  conviction  th.at  it  was  wrong; 
so  that  I  durst  not  take  it.  A  clearer  manifestation 
of  the  Divine  witness,  operating  in  my  heart,  I  have 
no  recollection  of  since  !  Having  related  the  circum- 
stance in  the  family,  my  dear  father,  like  a  tender 
parent,  deeply  concerned  for  my  present  and  future 
welfare,  informed  me  what  it  was, — even  the  Spirit 
of  Truth,  that  had  thus  niet  with,  and  reproved  me; 
and  directed  n>e  always  to  take  heed  unto  it. 

About  the  ninth  and  tenth  years  of  my  age,  tlic 
Lord  was  pleased  to  visit  me  Irequently  as  I  sat  in 
meetings;  sometimes  immediately  by  his  own  holy 
spirit,  and,  at  other  times,  through  instruments,  and 
my  heart  was  broken  and  contrited.  I  used  often  to 
read  Friends'  books,  particularly  tk.eir  d}ing  sayings, 
from  which  I  received  much  instruction;  being  ani- 
mated, at  times,  with  desires  to  follow  the  examples 
of  those  worthies,  especially  of  children  near  my  own 
age,  whose  lives  were  pious  and  their  end  h.appy. 
These  accounts  being  recorded  for  the  benefit  of  posr- 


terily,  the  good  remembrancer, — the  holy  spirit  was 
near,  to  excite  me  to  examine  myself,  in  order  that  I 
might  see  whether  I  was  not  short  of  them  in  purity ; 
and  also  to  animate  me  to  a  watchful,  circumspect 
walking. 

Thus,  the  great  Shepherd  extends  the  crook  of  his 
love  to  his  children,  in  their  infant  years^  when,  like 
Samuel,  they  are  not  yet  acquainted  with  the  voice 
of  the  Lord. 

Between  this  and  the  sixteenth  year  of  my  age,  I 
was  too  much  prone  to  levity  ;  yet  was,  at  times,  met 
with,  by  my  inward  Teacher,  and  cries  begotten  in 
me  after  him.  Pride,  and  a  hasty  temper,  would  at 
times  make  some  appearance  in  me;  and  once  or 
twice,  some  evil  expressions  dropped  from  my  hps ; 
which  were  the  occasion  of  deep  sorrow.  Several 
other  instances  also  occurred,  wherein  I  erred,  and 
went  astray  from  the  law  of  the  Lord  written  in  my 
heart — But  as  I  turned  to  him,  and  found  a  place  of 
repentance,  I  felt  a  hope  of  his  forgiveness. 

About  this  time,  the  Lord  Almighty,  in  the  riches 
of  his  love  to  me,  a  poor,  unworthy  creature,  was 
graciously  pleased  to  visit  my  soul,  and  often  to  break 
in  upon  me,  in  a  powerful  manner;  whereby  my  heart 
was  greatly  tendered  and  broken  before  him.  Blessed 
be  his  holy  name.  He  allured  me,  and  brought  me 
into  the  wilderness;  then  was  I  often  led  into  solitary 
places,  to  pour  out  my  prayers  before  him.  After- 
wards he  gave  me  to  taste  of  the  dainties  of  his  table, 
and  furnished  my  soul  from  day  to  day  with  the  in- 
comes of  his  heavenly  love.  He  then  plainly  showed 
me,  that  if  I  would  retain  those  seasons  of  spiritual 
consolation,  with  which  he  favoured  me,  I  must  break 
off  associating  with  my  youthful  companions  in  va- 

A* 


nity;  otherwise  I  could  not  enjoy  those  blessed  ti'me* 
of  refreshment.  And  I  may  say,  with  the  apostle,  f 
consulted  not  with  fiesh  and  blood,  but  gave  up  to  the 
Divine  requiring.  Frequently  since,  has  my  soul 
blessed  the  Lord  my  God  for  pointing  out  this  path  ta 
me,  and  enabling  me  to  walk  therein.  For  ^ve  had 
begun  to  corrupt  one  another,  with  foolish  talking  and 
jesting"; — customs  too  much  indulged  in  by  young 
people,  although  the  Holy  Spirit  is  grieved  thereby. 

Divers  of  my  companions  were  Friends'  children; 
and  although  brought  up  in  the  form,  were  yet  toa 
much  unacquainted  \vith  the  power  of  godliness. 
Some  of  them  afterwards  giving  way,  little  by  little, 
and  not  minding  the  day  of  small  things,  became  cap- 
tivated with  divers  foolish  and  hurtful  lusts;  and  by 
associating  with  the  people  of  the  world,  became 
leavened  into  its  nature.  Thus,  gradually  departing 
from  the  plain  dress  and  manners,  in  which  they  had 
been  educated,  they  indulged  themselves  in  following 
the  vain  fashions  of  a  wicked  world  ;  whereby  a  door 
was  opened  for  associating  with  persons  of  irreligious 
Hves,  which  proved  a  snare  to  them. 

Simplicity  and  plainness  of  dress  and  language^ 
have  often  been  as  a  hedge  of  preservation  from  much 
evil, — until  the  day  of  God's  salvation  hath  dawned 
upon  the  understanding,  and  brought  the  mind  into 
covenant  with  him. 

As  I  yielded  obedience  to  the  discoveries  of  Divine 
Light,  a  holy  care  was  felt,  that  I  might  be  preserved 
within  the  bounds  and  limitations  of  the  pure  Truth, 
Thus,  having  tasted  of  the  good  word  of  life,  and  in 
nneasure  been  made  partaker  of  the  powers  of  the 
world  to  come,  a  great  fear  and  care  possessed  my 
heart,  lest  I  should  fall  away,  and  lose  the  dew  of  mj 


ISAAC  Martin  s  journal.  T 

youth.  Finding  a  holy  warfare  begun  in  n^c,  I  was 
concerned  that  it  might  be  carried  on;  and  having 
felt  the  reproofs  of  the  Lord  for  transgression,  I  saw 
the  necessity  of  watcliing  against  the  first  motions  of 
sin.  But  I  was  assaulted  with  many  temptations,  and 
besetments;  yet  the  Lord  was  gracious  unto  me,  and 
I  was  often  drawn  into  quiet  retirement,  that  I  might 
wait  upon  him  for  the  renewal  of  my  strength;  and 
under  these  exercises  and  conflicts  my  tears  wxre 
often  strewed  in  solitary  places. 

About  the  eighteenth  year  of  my  age,  my  health 
gradually  declined  for  several  months,  so  that  many 
thought  I  was  going  into  a  consumption.  In  which 
time,  the  Lord  was  very  gracious  to  me,  and  took 
away  the  fear  of  death,  so  that  reflections  thereon 
were  pleasant  to  me.  Being  at  this  time  apprentice 
to  a  man  who  was  not  in  profession  with  Friends,  I 
found  great  difficulties  and  trials  among  the  w^ork- 
men,  who  wxre  men  of  wicked  lives,  and  much  given 
to  the  use  of  strong  drink;  but  my  cries  were  to  tho 
Lord  for  preservation,  Avho  mercifully  preserved  me 
from  being  infected  with  their  evil  conduct. 

A  concern  had  been  increasingly  with  me  for  some 
time,  to  request  liberty  of  my  master  to  attend  week- 
day meetings,  and  I  felt  a  willingness  to  serve  him 
after  the  expiration  of  my  apprenticeship,  as  long  as 
would  be  equal  to  the  time  I  should  occupy  in  attend- 
ing them.  At  a  certain  time,,  when  under  an  exer- 
cise to  go  to  a  week-day  meeting,  there  came  a  per- 
son to  the  shop  on  business  with  my  master,  and  the 
time  of  the  meeting  being  near  at  hand,  I  believed  it 
my  duty  to  request  liberty  to  go;  yet  was  unwilling^ 
to  break  in  upon  their  conversation.  But  the  mai> 
staying  until  it  was  meeting  time,  I  turned  my  mind 


ISAAC    MARTIN'S    JOURNAL. 


inward,  and  besought  the  Lord,  who  strengthened 
me  to  mention  my  desire,  which  I  did,  and  it  was 
granted. 

About  this  time  disturbances  broke  out  between 
England  and  America,  and  great  numbers  moved  out 
of  the  city.  Business  of  course  became  dull,  and  my 
health  being  much  impaired,  my  master  gave  mo 
liberty  to  go  to  a  relation's,  in  the  country.  It  being 
a  time  of  great  commotion,  the  Lord  showed  me, 
that  I  must  take  no  part  in  setting  up,  or  pulling  down 
the  powers  of  the  earth, — not  even  to  contribute  there- 
to, by  any  part  of  my  words  or  actions.  When  the 
minds  of  many  appeared  unstable  as  water,  and  great 
distress  and  confusion  prevailed,  in  various  places,  I 
found  it  best  for  me  to  have  but  little  to  say  about 
state  affairs.  But  while  the  potsherds  of  the  earth 
were  dashing  against  one  another,  I  felt  resigned  to 
the  Lord,  who  preserved  me  through  all.  One  in- 
stance of  Divine  kindness,  which  I  w^itnessed,  among 
others,  was  as  follows:  Being  at  my  relation's,  in  the 
country,  there  came  a  party  of  Hessians,  who,  hav- 
ing set  fire  to  a  neighbouring  house,  belonging  to  a 
member  of  Congress, — came  to  ours,  and  appeared 
very  violent.  One  of  them  presented  a  gun  to  one  of 
my  cousins;  and  it  appeared  as  though  they  would 
have  done  mischief.  We  were  in  great  surprise,  not 
knowing  to  what  lengths  they  might  go;  but  in  the 
height  of  our  anxiety,  I  took  up  a  bible,  and  unex- 
pectedly opened  it  at  a  passage  which  was  very  suit- 
able to  our  present  condition.  My  fears  were  imme- 
diately dispelled,  and  a  calmness  came  over  my  mind, 
so  that  I  had  no  more  fear  of  them,  than  if  they  had 
been  children.  Soon  after  this,  they  went  away  with- 
out doing  any  injury. 


9 

In  the  twenty-first  year  of  my  age,  I  returned  to 
New  York,  and  tbund  it  necessary  to  enter  into  some 
business.  And  herein  I  was  brought  under  great  trial ; 
being  by  trade  a  hatter,  and  not  Jiaving  freedom  in 
my  mind  to  make  fashionable  hats,  and  decorate 
them  with  ribbons,  lace,  and  feathers,  as  was  then  the 
custom  of  the  times.  Under  this  exercise,  I  very 
much  relinquished  the  thoughts  of  following  my  trade; 
and  was  minded  to  go  on  Long  Island,  and  hire  my- 
self to  some  honest  Friend,  and  work  at  the  farming 
business,  for  a  maintenance.  But  while  under  these 
considerations,  as  I  was  one  day  walking  the  streets, 
it  came  into  my  mind,  with  a  degree  of  living  faith,, 
that  I  might  follow  my  trade,  and  sell  plain  hats.  x\s 
this  intimation,  which  I  bclieyed  was  a  Divine  intel- 
ligence, ran  through  my  mind,  I  had  a  hope  that  a 
way  would  be  provided  for  my  support;  and  tho 
event  proved  the  certainly  thereof,  altho-ugli  to  the 
outward  eye,  it  appeared  very  doubtful. 

I  have  found  by  experience,  that  it  is  best  to  attend 
to  the  inward  Guide,  even  in  my  outward  occupation 
and  business,  and  to  beware  of  the  merchandize  of 
Babylon.  For,  as  that  faith  which  overcomet'i  tho 
world,  is  abode  in,  a  way  is  cast  up,  wdiere  there  ap- 
peared to  be  no  way,  and  the  mind  learns  content- 
ment with  a  little;  because  He  who  fcedeth  the  ravens^ 
and  clotheth  the  lilies,  is  mindful  of  his  humble,  de- 
pending children.  And  although  their  faith  may  be 
closely  proved,  yet,  as  there  is  a  keeping  the  word  of 
his  patience,  they  will,  in  due  time,  bo  favoured  to 
see  the  mountains  of  dilficulty  skip  like  rams,  and  tho 
little  hills  of  opposition,  like  lambs.  For  Sion's  tra- 
vellers do  well  know  that  there  are  many  of  these  to 
be  surmounted  in  their  journey  from  Egypt's  darlv- 


10  ISAAC  martin's  journal. 

ness,  through  the  wilderness,  toward  a  better  coun- 
try. 

Oh !  here  is  the  patience  of  the  saints.  Here  are 
they  that  keep  the  word  of  God,  and  the  testimony  of 
Jesus.  These  cannot  bow  unto  the  god  of  this  w^orld, 
nor  worship  the  beast,  after  whom  multitudes  are 
gone  astray — sacrificing  the  precious  testim.onies  of 
Truth  unto  w^orldly  mammon  as  their  chiefest  good ; 
whereby  their  understandings  become  so  darl(«ned 
that  they  can  see  no  beauty  in  holiness.  Thus  the 
precious  gift  of  grace,  of  which  all  are  made  par- 
takers, becomes  hid,  kept  dow^n,  and  oppressed.  For 
the  mind  being  gone  from  under  the  power  of  the 
cross,  and  seeking  after  fleshly  ease,  a  desire  arises 
in  it  to  be  increased  wath  worldly  goods,  although  the 
channel  through  which  they  are  sought  may  be  very 
impure.  Hence  also  an  indulgence  in  liberties,  which 
they  who  are  brought  into  the  glorious  liberty  of  the 
children  of  God  dare  not  allow ;  for  these,  having 
tasted  of  the  sweet  incomes  of  Divine  love,  are  con- 
cerned so  to  live  that  nothing  may  prevent  its  arising 
and  filling  their  hearts.  These  are  often  concerned 
to  bring  their  deeds  to  the  Light,  the  just  witness  of 
God,  which  directs  and  goes  before  them,  even  as  the 
pillar  of  fire  and  of  cloud  went  before  the  children  of 
Israel.  Hereby,  their  wills  being  brought  under  the 
government  of  him  who  is  King  of  kings  and  Lord 
of  lords,  they  learn  of  him  who  is  meek  and  lowly  in 
heart.  Thus  the  child's  state  is  brought  forth  in  them, 
and  they  can  cry,  Abba,  Father !  feeling  a  holy  hun- 
ger and  thirst  after  spiritual  refreshment. 

Although  it  is  the  lot  of  these,  at  times,  to  pass 
through  baptizing  seasons,  and  sometimes  to  suffer 
with  the  Seed,  that  is  under  suffering  in  the  hearts  of 


ISAAC    MARTINS    JOURNAL.  11 

the  unfaithful  and  disobedient ;  yet  they  are  comforted 
when  He  cometh,  whose  presence  is  their  glory,  dia- 
dem, and  crown  of  rejoicing;  and  abiding  in  him 
who  is  the  true  Vine,  and  thus  partaking  of  his  life, 
they  are  carried  through  heights  and  depths,  and  en- 
abled to  walk  by  faith,  to  the  overcoming  of  the  many 
difficulties  which  lie  in  their  way  toward  a  better 
state  of  being.  Thus  the  children  of  the  Lord  are  all 
tauo^ht  of  the  Lord ;  and  he  beinsr  their  leader  and 
teacher,  brings  all  things  into  a  holy  order  and  har- 
mony, whereby  the  standard  of  Truth  is  exalted  by 
them,  and  an  evidence  furnished  whose  servants  they 
are,  and  by  whom  they  have  been  instructed. 

Oh  !  that  the  ,  children  of  men,  universally,  would 
attend  to  this  inward  Teacher !  how  would  they  be 
preserved  in  the  hour  of  temptation,  and  even  be  fa- 
voured, when  satan  presents  his  alluring  baits,  with 
his  subtile  transformings,  to  distinguish  between  the 
voice  of  tlie  true  Shepherd  and  that  which  opposes 
the  Lord's  w^ork  in  the  heart ! 

It  is  to  be  feared  that  professors  of  the  Christian 
name  are  too  generally  climbing  up  in  their  own  ima- 
ginations and  comprehensions  of  the  pure,  unchange- 
able Truth ;  without  coming  to  Christ,  the  door,  into 
the  true  fold  of  rest,  where  his  flock  know  him  to  go 
in  and  out  before  them,  and  find  pasture :  yea,  they 
find  rest  to  their  souls,  even  that  peace  which  is  an 
evidence  or  seal  of  Divine  approbation  ;  whereby  they 
are  enabled  to  say,  "  My  beloved  is  mine,  and  I  am 
his." 

O  Lord,  draw  me  more  and  more  into  a  near  union 
with  thyself!  that  I  may  ever  follow  that  Divine 
Light  which  thou  hast  caused  to  shine  in  my  heart ; 
and  which  thou  hast  given  me  to  believe,  is  sufficient 


12  ISAAC  martin's  journal. 

to  carry  mc  ihrou^rh  the  wilderness  of  this  world, 
where  are  innumerable  dangers.  Lei  me  feel  ihy 
presence  ;  then  shall  I  fear  no  evil :  for  thy  presence 
is  better  than  life.  Give  me  a  measure  of  that  faith 
which  overcomcth  the  world  :  that  so  I  may  be  kept 
in  times  of  trial;  even  w-hcn  thou  art  pleased  to  with- 
hold thy  cliecring  love  from  being  spread  abroad  in 
nny  heart.  And  when  I  stand  as  in  the  bottom  of 
Jordan,  grant  that  I  may  be  kept  firm,  and  enabled  to 
bear  a  living  testimony  for  thee,  so  as  to  come  up 
with  songs  of  thanksgiving  and  praise  to  thy  great 
name.     Even  so.     Amen. 

In  the  twenty-third  year  of  my  age,  I  entered  into 
marriage  with  Elizabeth,  daughter  of  Joseph  Dela- 
plaine,  of  New  York.  Our  marriage  was  accom- 
plished, with  the  unity  of  Friends,  on  the  12th  of  the 
4th  month,  1780.  As  my  mind  w^as  exercised  on 
this  weighty  subject,  it  apj^eared  to  be  of  great  im- 
portance; and  in  order  that  I  might  make  straight 
steps  therein,  I  was  concerned  to  ask  counsel  of  the 
Wonderful  Counsellor,  that  his  holy  fear  might  be 
my  preservation*  And  I  can  truly  say,  I  sought  him 
with  my  whole  heart,  and  had  evident  confirm.aiion 
of  his  direction. 

Let  all  who  are  engaged  in  this  iniportant  concern 
seek  after  Divine  counsel  and  approbation  :  then^  in 
times  of  aflliction  and  trial,  they  may  with  satisfac- 
tion rcmcml^er^  that  th-ey  entered  not  therein  witliout 
the  guidance  of  best  wisdom.  Jn  all  right  marriages, 
there  is  a  union  of  spirit  experienced,  and  a  harmo- 
nious labour  to  promote  each  others  happiness,  tem- 
poral and  spiritual.  Husbands  and  wives  are  thus 
made  a  blcssinir  to  each  other  and  to  their  children. 
As  they  seek  for  wisdom  from  above,  they  become 


ISAAC  martin's  journal.  13 

qualified  to  cultivate,  both  by  precept  and  example, 
the  tender  minds  of  their  offspring,  and  to  impress  them 
with  a  sense  of  the  duty  they  owe  to  their  great  Cre- 
ator, and  the  necessity  and  advantage  of  taking  heed 
to  the  inward  appearance  of  grace  and  truth,  in  early 
life.  Thus,  when  parents  are  jointly  concerned  to  di- 
rect the  minds  of  children  to  the  source  of  all  good, 
with  earnest  supplications  to  the  Lord  on  their  behalf, 
they  oftentimes  see  the  travail  of  their  souls,  and  are 
satisfied  that  the  blessing  which  makes  us  truly  rich 
will  continue  to  attend  their  labours. 

But  for  want  of  this  religious  concern  resting  on 
the  minds  of  parents,  how  many  of  the  dear  youth 
are  in  a  state  of  rawness  and  ignorance,  with  respect 
to  the  great  concerns  of  rehgion.  Being  thus  neg- 
lected, and  becoming  much  estranged  from  the  testi- 
monies of  Truth  professed  by  us,  as  branches  pro- 
ceeding from  the  inward  principle  of  Light  and 
Grace,  they  are  unable  to  give  an  answer  when  asked 
for  a  reason  of  their  hope. 

My  heart  hath  been  affected  in  taking  a  view  of 
the  state  of  our  religious  society.  In  divers  places, 
too  much  ease  and  lukewarmness  have  crept  in ;  and 
for  want  of  keeping  up  a  faithful  watch  against  a 
worldly  spirit,  the  minds  of  many  are  too  deeply  im- 
mersed in  the  concerns  of  this  life.  Yet  these  con- 
cerns would  be  attended  with  the  Lord's  blessing,  if 
prosecuted  within  the  bounds  of  pure  wisdom,  and 
•with  an  eye  single  to  the  leadings  of  Truth  ;  so  that  wc 
should  experience  in  them  this  language,  The  Lord 
our  righteousness.  Thus  would  he  be  unto  us  wis- 
dom, whereby  we  should  be  instructed  how  far  we 
might  launch  into  trade  and  business  with  safety  and 
propriety.  I  am  persuaded  that  our  desires  after 
B 


14  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1784 

gain  would  be  less  than  at  present  is  the  case  with 
many.  There  would  not  be  such  an  anxious  desire 
in  parents  to  hoard  up  riches  for  their  children  ;  which 
have  often  proved  a  snare,  and  too  generally  carried 
them  away,  as  with  the  wings  of  vanity,  followed  by 
pride  and  spiritual  indifference  respecting  the  best  in- 
terest of  the  soul,  which  is  of  more  value  than  the 
whole  world. 

Until  our  Sion  shall  arise  and  shake  herself  from 
the  dust  of  the  earth,  which  she  hath  contracted  by 
adhering  to  the  pleasant  things  of  this  world,  the 
Lord's  work  will  not  prosper  in  such  a  manner  as  is 
consistent  with  his  good  pleasure.  For  he  is  calling 
for  the  hearts  of  the  children  of  men,  where  his  ho- 
nour delighteth  to  dwell  But  this  cannot  be  while 
the  love  of  the  world  has  the  greatest  place  there ;  as 
is  too  much  the  case  with  many,  whose  views  and 
desires  after  gain  are  not  bounded  by  pure  wisdom. 
Thus  blindness,  in  part,  hath  happened  unto  our  Israel, 
and  an  eclipse  is  brought  over  the  understandings  of 
many,  so  that  they  see  not  the  beauty  and  excellency 
that  arc  in  the  pure  Truth.  Instead  of  loving  the 
Lord  above  all  things,  it  is  to  be  feared  that  these  love 
him  the  least;  manifesting  a  much  greater  propensity 
and  care  after  earthly  mammon,  than  to  lay  up  trea- 
sure in  heaven. 

Having,  for  a  considerable  time,  believed  it  right 
for  me  to  leave  the  city,  I  waited  to  know  the  mind 
and  will  of  the  Lord,  with  respect  to  my  removaL 
After  solid  consideration,  Rahway,  in  New  Jersey, 
appeared  to  be  pointed  out  as  the  place  of  my  settle- 
ment; I  accordingly  removed  there  with  my  family, 
in  the  9th  month,  1784. 

Having,  for  several  years,  had  to  pass  through  va- 


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rious  trials  and  baptizing  seasons,  under  which  I  be- 
lieved, at  times,  I  should  be  called  to  the  work  of  the 
free  gospel  ministry,  I  was  sometimes  almost  brought 
to  despair,  through  the  weight  of  those  exercises 
which  the  Lord  permitted  to  attend  me  for  my  refine- 
ment. But  he  did  not  suffer  the  flames  to  kindle  upon 
me,  when  I  passed  through  the  fire,  nor  the  waves  of 
afl^liction  to  overwhelm  me.  And  although  my  faith 
was  deeply  proved,  yet  his  arm  was  underneath  to 
sustain  me,  else  I  had  fainted ;  and  1  have  found  "  it 
is  good  for  me  that  I  have  been  afflicted ;"  yea, 
blessed  be  the  hand  that  dispensed  these  trials,  in  or- 
der to  humble  me,  and  to  bring  my  will  into  subjec- 
tion to  his  holy  requirings.  After  being  wrought  upon'' 
by  the  power  of  Truth,  in  my  youthful  days,  I  had 
felt  my  inward  Guide  drawing  me  into  quiet  retire- 
ment; and  now,  at  times,  wdien  in  company  with 
Friends  whom  I  much  preferred,  I  felt  Truth  spread- 
ing over  my  mind,  and  greatly  desired  that  it  might 
reach  the  company  and  bring  us  into  a  holy  silence, 
BO  that  we  might  witness  the  renewal  of  our  strength 
in  the  inner  man.  But,  feeling  myself  a  stripling,  I 
I  was  too  diflident  to  propose  our  sitting  in  silence , 
although  I  have  since  believed  it  would  have  contri-^ 
buted  to  my  strength. 

For  some  time  this  concern  had  been  increasing, 
and  as  I  united  therewith  and  was  obedient,  these 
seasons  were  owned  by  the  sweet  incomes  of  heavenly 
goodness.  In  the  1st  month,  1788,  being  at  our" 
Quarterly  meeting,  at  Shrewsbury,  I  felt  a  concern 
to  stand  up,  with  a  few  words;  but  fearing  lest  I 
should  be  deceived,  I  earnestly  besought  the  Lord  for 
preservation  from  going  too  fast,  or  not  coming  up  in 
a  faithful  discharge  of  my  duty.   Under  the  humbling 


10  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1788 

^  dispensations  through  which  I  had  passed,  I  had 
learned  a  good  degree  of  resignation  to  the  Lord's  re- 
quirings ;  and  my  will  being  now  in  subjection,  He 
was  pleased  to  furnish  me  with  a  clear  evidence  of 
my  duty,  and  that  woe  would  be  to  me  if  I  gave  not 

'"up  thereto.  Then  did  I  not  consult  with  flesh  and 
blood,  but  yielded  obedience  to  what  the  Lord  re- 
quired of  me,  and  was  favoured  with  much  calmness 
of  mind.  Although  I  did  not  feel  a  very  extraordi- 
nary degree  of  life  and  power,  whilst  speaking,  nor 
yet  such  precious  incomes  of  love  and  peace,  after 
sitting  down,  as  some  I  have  read  of,  (which  occa- 
sioned some  exercise  to  my  mind,)  yet  as  I  had  been 
for  years  much  in  the  capacity  of  a  child,  who  is 
taught  the  parent's  mind,  and  has  learned  obedience 
through  chastisement,  as  well  as  by  manifest  tokens 
of  parental  love  and  regard,  for  small  acts  of  obe- 
dience, so  I  desired  to  be  content ;  being  conscious  I 

Jiad  done  my  duty,  and  no  more.  The  sweet  refresh- 
ment intended  for  me  w^as  withheld  about  two  days, 
when  my  heart  was  unusually  tendered  and  contrited 

.before  the  Lord. 

After  my  return  home  from  Shrew- sbury,  my  mind 
was  sweetly  clothed  with  Divine  love,  in  an  extraordi- 
nary manner.  When  amongst  my  friends,  visiting  them 
in  their  families  in  a  social  way,  the  good  hand  was 
very  near,  drawing  me  into  a  holy  awe  before  him. 
As  I  kept  under  it,  the  savour  of  Divine  life  and  love 
often  overspread  the  company,  and  w^e  had  seasons 
of  refreshment  together.  In  such  opportunities  my 
mouth  was  frequently  opened  to  speak  well  of  the 
name  of  the  Lord,  and  to  encourage  others  to  draw 
near  unto  him  in  spirit ;  which  seasons  he  graciously 
owned  with  his  loving  presence,  to  my  great  comfort 


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and  confirmation.  In  meetings,  my  mind  was  often 
overshadowed  with  heavenly  goodness,  and  I  felt 
concerned  to  stand  up,  sometimes  without  any  open- 
ings further  than  to  arise ;  and  the  Lord  hath  helped 
me,  with  matter,  when  nothing  at  first  appeared  in 
my  view  by  way  of  testimony.  My  friends  had 
unity  with  my  public  appearances;  and  in  the  7th 
month,  1790,  I  was  recommended  to,  and  accepted 
by  the  Quarterly  meeting,  as  an  approved  minister, 
having  stood  in  the  station  of  an  elder  from  the  1st 
month,  1786. 

In  the  fore  part  of  the  year  1791,  w^ith  the  concur- 
rence of  our  monthly  meeting,  I  performed  a  visit  to 
most  of  the  families  within  its  hmits ;  and  was  in  a 
good  degree  owned  therein,  with  that  peace  and 
comfort  which  is  preferable  to  the  fading  enjoyments 
of  this  world — which  passeth  not  away  nor  groweth 
dim  with  the  lapse  of  time.  How  gloriously  w*ould  the 
righteous  testimonies  of  our  fathers  be  upheld,  if 
Friends  were  to  seek  continually  this  inward  Com- 
forter, bestowing  to  earthly  things  no  more  than  a 
just  consideration,  and  having  their  great  desires 
bent  on  giving  glory  to  God  in  the  highest,  pro- 
moting [)eace  on  earth,  and  good  will  to  all 
men. 

In  the  4th  month,  I  laid  before  the  monthly 
meeting  a  concern  to  visit  some  of  the  families  of 
Friends,  within  the  verge  of  Shrewsbury  monthly 
meeting,  and  obtained  a  certificate  of  concurrence 
therewith.  Soon  after  which,  I  accompanied  Mary 
Ridgway  and  Jane  Watson  to  an  appointed  meeting 
on  Staten  Island,  in  which  they  were  eminently  fa- 
voured to  preach  the  everlasting  gospel.     They  had 

E* 


18  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURNAL.  [1791 

come  from  Ireland,  in  the  Lord's  service,  and  were 
very  zealous  against  a  lukev^arm,  worldly  spirit.  I 
had  near  unity  with  them,  as  also  with  our  friend 
Samuel  Emlen,  of  Philadelphia,  who  was  at  our 
Quarterly  meeting. 

Our  beloved  friend,  Sarah  Lundy,  having  a  con- 
cern to  pay  a  religious  visit  to  some  parts  of  New 
England  and  Nova  Scotia,  my  dear  wife  offered 
to  accompany  her;  which  I  encouraged,  on  ac- 
count of  the  near  unity  I  felt  with  the  concern. 
William  Shotwell,  of  Plainfield,  being  willing  to  go 
with  them,  I  went  on  to  New  York  with  my  dear 
wife,  and  they  all  embarked  on.  board  a  vessel  for 
Newport,  Rhode  Island.  In  a  few  days  after  my 
return  home,  accompanied  by  Henry  Shotwell,  I 
set  out  on  a  visit  to  the  families  of  Friends,  within 
the  limits  of  Shrewsbury  monthly  meeting,  having 
the  unity  of  my  friends  therein.  We  visited  the 
meeting  at  Squankum,  and  all  the  families  belong- 
ing to  it ;  also,  most  of  those  at  Squan  ;  then  came 
to  Shrewsbury,  and  were  at  their  meeting  on  First 
day,  in  which  I  was  silent.  The  seed  of  life  ap- 
peared to  me  to  be  much  pressed  down  in  many 
hearts. 

Having  visited  about  thirty-five  families  at  Shrews- 
bury, and  twenty  at  the  other  two  meetings,  I  felt  re- 
leased from  the  service  and  returned  home  to  my 
family.  In  this  journey,  although  poverty  of  spirit 
was,  at  times,  my  lot  to  pass  through,  yet  I  had  cause 
to  adore  that  good  hand  which  led  me  forth,  opened 
the  way,  and  often  favoured  me,  in  these  family  visits, 
to  my  humbling  admiration. 

I  live  in  an  age  wherein  vital  Christianity  appears 


1791]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  19 

to  be  at  a  low  ebb  in  the  hearts  of  many  people.  Even 
the  society  of  which  I  am  a  member,  does  not  shine 
in  that  beauty  and  lustre  which  the  Lord  would  en- 
due it  w^ith,  if  there  was  a  steadfast  dAvelHng  under  his 
anointing  influence.  It  was  this  that  dignified  our 
worthy  predecessors,  who,  like  Paul,  were  crucified 
to  the  w^orld,  so  that  they  loved  not  their  lives  unto 
death.  How  is  it  with  thee,  O  my  soul !  Hast  thou 
contributed  to  this  too  general  lukew^armness  that 
prevails  among  thy  fellow  professors,  by  neglecting 
to  improve  the  talent  with  which  thou  art  intrusted  ? 

For  some  years  I  have  laboured  under  bodily  weak- 
ness, and  from  my  youth  have  had  many  scruples, 
with  respect  to  living  to  eat  and  drink.  Sometimes 
I  have  been  enabled  to  practice  mortification,  and  to 
keep  my  body  under ;  but  though  favoured  with  a 
good  appetite,  my  w^eak  state  of  health  has  been  such 
that  I  have  felt  a  care  lest  by  too  much  abstinence 
the  body  should  languish.  I  have  also  had  a  long 
conflict  with  the  practice  of  smoking  tobacco.  In 
the  nineteenth  year  of  my  age,  it  was  recommended 
to  me  for  the  removal  of  several  apparent  symptoms 
of  a  consumption.  After  these  had  subsided,  I  con- 
tinued the  use  of  the  pipe,  feehng  a  strong  inclination 
thereto,  only  as  an  amusement.  But  I  found  the  wit- 
ness within  me  opposed  to  this  indulgence ;  and  was 
concerned  to  maintain  the  watch  against  it. 

In  seasons  when  my  faith  has  been  closely  tried,  I 
have  been  mercifully  favoured  to  feel  that  I  still  loved 
the  Lord.  And  in  these  times  of  proving  I  felt  a  care 
that  if  I  could  not  do  much  for  the  Truth,  I  might  be 
preserved  from  doing  any  thing  against  it.  A  hope 
also  was  sometimes  revived  that  in  the  Lord's  time 


20  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1791 

truth  and  righteousness  would  again  flourish,  and 
Sion  shine  forth  in  her  ancient  beauty. 

For  the  testimony  of  Jesus,  Friends  formerly  suf- 
fered the  spoiling  of  their  goods,  cruel  whippings, 
and  imprisonments ;  and  many  sealed  their  testi- 
monies with  their  blood.  But  too  many  of  their 
successors  lived  in  affluence,  and  indulged  them- 
selves as  in  the  sunshine  of  ease.  Mark  the  conse- 
quence: dwarfishness  respecting  the  spiritual  life  en- 
sued, and  many  became  so  much  ensnared  by  earthly 
mammon,  that  their  spiritual  senses  were  greatly  be- 
numbed, so  that  they  were  not  in  a  situation  to  exalt 
the  standard  of  the  Prince  of  Peace.  Neverthless,  a 
remnant  has  been  preserved,  who  have  been  zeal- 
ous for  the  Truth,  and  their  lights  have  shone  with 
brightness,  so  that  a  living  testimony  hath  been  borne 
to  the  glory  of  Him  who  is  causing  light  to  break 
forth,  to  the  discovering  of  the  mystery  of  iniquity  in 
all  its  workings.  And  I  have  faith  to  believe  that  the 
Sun  of  righteousness  will  more  and  more  arise  upon 
the  nations,  dispelling  the  mists  of  error  and  super- 
stition, until  the  earth  becomes  filled  with  the  know- 
ledge of  the  Lord.  For  as  people  come  to  believe  in 
the  inward  principle  of  grace  and  truth  manifested 
in  the  heart,  and  faithfully  adhere  to  its  dictates,  they 
will  have  bread  in  their  own  houses,  and  water  in 
their  own  cisterns ;  so  that  they  will  not  need  to  look 
to  man  for  direction,  but  will  "  sit  every  man  under 
his  vine  and  fig  tree,  where  nothing  shall  make  them 
afraid." 

6^//  mo.  11  thy  1701.  In  considering  the  nature  of 
covetousness,  I  had  this  view  of  its  efiects ; — that 
where  it  is  suffered  to  have  place  in  the  mind,  it  pre- 


1791]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  21 

vents  a  right  dependence  on  Him  who  superintends 
the  universe.  It  also  leavens  into  a  selfish,  earthly 
spirit,  in  which  true  love  to  God,  and  one  to  another, 
becomes  less  and  less  the  concern  of  those  who  are 
bhnded  with  it.  Now,  although  to  provide  for  our 
families  is  a  duty  incumbent  upon  us,  yet,  through  a 
distrust  of  the  care  of  Providence,  too  many  become 
so  attached  to  the  gold  which  perishes,  that  their  con- 
duct declares  it  to  be  the  summum  homtm  of  their 
pursuit.  And  how^ever  some  of  these  may  appear 
with  a  seeming  outside  show  of  religious  concern, 
yet  the  penetrating  eye  of  perfect  purity  beholds  them 
as  idolaters ;  and  will  plead  with  them  in  an  awful 
day,  when  all  coverings  will  be  stripped  off,  that  are 
not  of  his  spirit.  It  therefore  highly  concerns  all  to 
consider  the  uncertainty  of  their  time  here,  and  to 
seek  the  wisdom  that  cometh  from  above,  by  which 
right  bounds  may  be  set  to  their  desires  of  gain,  and 
they  be  taught  to  do  good,  and  to  be  wilUng  to  com- 
municate to  the  necessities  of  the  poor  and  the  dis- 
tressed. Thus,  may  those  who  are  intrusted  with 
riches  become  qualified  to  act  as  good  stewards,  and 
fill  up  their  stations  on  earth  with  a  holy  propriety. 

21 5^.  My  wife  having  been  absent  about  seven 
weeks,  in  company  with  Sarah  Lundy,  in  Truth's 
service,  I  received  a  letter  from  her  dated  at  New- 
port, Rhode  Island,  proposing  her  going  on  to  Nan- 
tucket and  Nova  Scotia.  Although  I  had  been  fa- 
voured with  a  good  degree  of  resignation,  in  giving 
her  up  to  go  this  journey ;  yet,  as  I  am  subject,  at 
times,  to  mental  depression,  which  her  cheerful  and 
pleasant  company  has  tended  to  mitigate,  the  pros- 
pect of  her  longer  absence  occasioned  a  close  exer- 


22  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1791 

cise,  under  which,  for  a  time,  I  let  in  discourage- 
ments. But,  attending  a  meeting,  appointed  by 
Rebecca  .Tones  and  Rebecca  Wright,  I  felt  some 
satisfaction ;  and  next  morning,  calling  to  see  them, 
they  spoke  some  words  of  encouragement,  which  had 
a  reviving  effect  on  my  mind.  After  which,  1  visited 
a  sick  brother,  and  we  took  a  ride  about  eight  miles, 
for  the  benefit  of  the  air,  which  I  believe  was  of  use 
to  us  both. 

When  the  Master  appears,  and  lifts  up  the  light  of 
his  countenance,  it  is  then  tliat  Sion's  travellers  jour- 
ney forward  with  delight.  But  when  he  withdraws 
the  cheering  rays  of  heavenly  love,  who  can  but 
mourn  the  privation  ?  Methinks  a  dungeon,  with  the 
enjoyment  of  his  presence,  is  far  preferable  to  a 
palace,  when  the  soul  is  entirely  separated  from 
him. 

2'^'d.  Our  week-day  meeting  somewhat  dull. — > 
Surely,  if  there  was  a  harmonious  labour  and  travail 
for  the  arising  of  the  power  of  Truth,  we  should  ex- 
perience a  nearer  access  to  the  throne  of  grace ;  so 
that  we  could  say,  one  hour  in  the  Lord's  house  is 
better  than  a  thousand  elsewhere. 

24t/i.  Poverty  is  my  portion  ;  though  not  without 
a  hunger  and  thirst  after  righteousness.  Methinks  it 
is  the  lot  of  the  saints  to  experience  seasons  of  strip- 
ping; for  the  Master  told  his  disciples  that  in  the 
world  they  should  have  trouble.  Now,  surely,  it 
must  be  this  that  is  to  wean  us  from  the  world,  and 
thus  prepare  us  for  a  foretaste  of  that  glory  which  is 
to  come.  For  Sion's  travellers  cannot  derive  conso- 
lation from  the  perishing  enjoyments  of  sense ;  be- 
cause these  naturally  draw  the  mind  from  a  depend- 


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ence  upon  Him  who  superintends  the  universe,  and 
whose  power  alone  can  bring  into  a  state  of  pure  re- 
signation, wherein  we  can  say,  Thy  will  be  done. 

26ih,  "  Having  food  aud  raiment,  let  us  be  there- 
with content,"  said  an  inspired  apostle.  Yet  how  few 
professing  Christians  are  willing  to  have  their  desires 
bounded  only  b}^  things  necessary  for  the  comforta- 
ble support  of  the  body  !  1  hope  I  have,  in  good  mea- 
sure, learned  to  be  contented  with  a  little.  But  Oh ! 
that  my  faith  may  be  increased,  and  that  1  may  be 
more  and  more  devoted  to  the  Lord's  service.  May 
the  wisdom  from  above  ever  set  bounds  to  my  de- 
sires, and  limit  my  wants,  so  that  I  may  be  content 
in  whatever  condition,,  divine  Providence  may  place 
me. 

7t/i  mo.  1st.  For  some  time  past,  I  have  had  doubts 
of  the  propriety  of  making  high-crowned  hats,  ac- 
cording to  the  present  new  fashion.  As  I  have  re- 
tired to  the  Divine  teacher  within,  I  feel  most  easy  to 
forego  the  profits  that  might  result  from  the  business. 
And  however  I  may  be  thereby  deprived  of  much 
custom,  I  have  a  hope  that  an  overruling  Providence 
will  still  provide  for  me  those  things  which  are  need- 
ful for  my  support. 

My  mind  has  also  been  exercised  on  the  subject  of 
oaths.  As  a  religious  society,  Friends  have  borne  a 
testimony  against  oaths,  for  upwards  of  a  century. 
Our  predecessors  suffered  deeply,  because  they  could 
not  violate  the  command  of  Christ,  "  Swear  not  at 
all."  On  this  account  they  were  exposed  to  the  cruelty 
of  wicked  men,  and  some  of  them  laid  down  their 
lives  in  prisons.  I  believe  the  testimony  against  oaths 
will  yet  rise  higher.  In  order  thereto,  it  is  worthy  of 
consideration,  whether  those  who  are  scrupulous  of 


24  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1791 

taking  oaths  themselves,  can,  with  consistency  of 
conduct,  be  the  means  of  others  swearing  on  their 
account.  This  subject  has  for  years  been  a  matter 
of  weight  on  my  mind;  and  T  never  remember  being 
accessary  to  others  taking  oaths,  though,  as  to  in- 
terest, a  sufferer  thereby. 

1th  mo.  20th.  For  several  days  past,  have  been 
much  with  a  sick  brother-in-law,  who  appears  near 
the  close  of  time.  Although  his  life  hath  been  exem- 
plary, he  being  what  is  called  an  upright  man,  yet 
has  he  found  it  hard  work  to  come  to  a  state  of  per- 
fect resignation  to  meet  the  king  of  terrors.  But  not- 
withstanding his  faith  has  been  closely  tried,  I  have 
a  hope  that  his  sun  will  go  down  clear.  Surely,  if 
the  righteous  scarcely  be  saved,  what  will  be  the  end 
of  those  who  live  to  themselves,  as  without  God  in 
the  world? 

8th  mo.  25th.  Have  been  at  Shrewsbury,  about  a 
week  past,  visiting  some  families  of  Friends,  in  seve- 
ral of  which  the  spring  of  life  was  felt  to  flow 
sweetly,  to  the  refreshing  of  our  spirits,  and  encour- 
aging to  follow  on  to  know"  the  Lord.  Surely,  his 
works  are  works  of  wonder  ;  not  only  in  the  creation 
of  the  outward  universe,  and  providing  for  its  various 
inhabitants,  but  also  in  his  dealings  with  the  children 
of  men,  in  order  to  bring  them  to  an  acquaintance 
with,  and  entire  dependence  on  himself.  Sometimes 
he  withdraws  the  cheering  rays  of  his  love  from  the 
sensible  enjoyment  of  the  dedicated  soul, — permitting 
fears  and  doubts  to  assail  it,  so  that  faith  seems 
almost  gone.  These  dispensations  have  I  witnessed ; 
and  close  have  been  the  searchings  of  heart,  with  de- 
sires that  if  any  thing  in  me  occasioned  these  trials, 
it  might  be  removed. 


1791]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  25 

This  day,  at  our  week-day  meeting,  the  beloved  of 
my  soul  again  appeared,  dispelling  the  gloom  that 
had  covered  my  mind,  and  I  v^^as  melted  into  humble 
contrition  before  him.  In  this  state,  I  felt  that  I  loved 
the  inward  appearance  of  the  Divine  presence  more 
than  any  other  object ;  and  the  language  of  my  heart 
is.  What  shall  I  render  unto  the  Lord  for  all  his  un- 
merited mercies  and  favours  ?  Oh !  that  neither 
heights  of  enjoyment,  nor  depths  of  stripping  nor  suf- 
fering, may  ever  separate  me  from  my  God,  who,  in 
matchless  mercy  early  visited  me  with  his  loving 
kindness,  which  is  indeed  better  than  life.  To  him 
I  desire  unreservedly  to  commit  myself,  that  I  may 
be  further  instructed  in  that  knowledge  which  is  life 
eternal. 

9th  mo.  2d.     Having  read  William  Law  on  the 
Spirit  of  prayer,  I  felt  my  mind  nearly  united  to  some 
truths  therein  contained,  respecting  that  death  to  self, 
and  its  workings,  experienced  by  the  truly  regenerate ; 
and  by  which  the  creature  becomes  humbled"  like  a 
little  child,  with  breathing  cries  after  the  sincere  milk 
of  the  Word  ;  these  being  the  genuine  effects  of  the 
new  birth  taking  place  in  the  soul.  In  this  state  there 
is  a  learning  of  him  who  is  meek  and  lowly  in  heart, 
and  thus  that  rest  comes  to  be  experienced,  which  is 
a  foretaste  of  the  glory  hereafter   to  be   revealed. 
May  this  be  more  and  more  my  happy  experience. 
And  may  the  Lord,  in  his  unutterable  love,  vouchsafe 
that  wisdom  which  cometh  from  above,  to  direct  me 
through  the  wilderness  of  this  world  ,*  so  that  in  the 
hour  of  temptation  I  may  be  preserved  in  safety,  and 
in  every  trial  and  besetment,  may  I  feel  that  sustain- 
ing arm  of  Divine  power,  which  can  support  and 
strengthen  the  soul,  in  all  its  conflicts.     Thus  shall  1 
C 


26  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1791 

know  that  "  the  Lord  on  high  is  mightier  than  the 
noise  of  many  waters."  "He  giveth  power  to  the 
faint ;  and  to  those  who  have  no  might  of  their  own, 
he  increaseth  strength."  He  "  is  round  about  his 
people,  as  the  mountains  are  round  about  Jerusalem," 
and  ho  will  not  suffer  an  hair  of  their  heads  to  fall  to 
the  ground  without  his  permission.  How  great  is 
the  encouragement  to  trust  in  him  with  all  our  hearts ! 
Although  the  times  look  gloomy,  with  respect  to 
the  increase  of  the  government  of  the  Messiah,  yet 
can  he  enlarge  his  kingdom  by  ways  and  means  un- 
looked  for  by  short-sighted  mortals.  Man  is  inade- 
quate to  the  promotion  of  the  glorious  cause,  until  en- 
dued with  power  from  on  high.  When  this  is  expe- 
rienced, and  the  holy  warfare  maintained,  the  eye 
being  kept  single  to  the  light,  the  various  workings  of 
those  spirits  which  are  opposed  to  this  divine  govern- 
ment are  discovered,  and  victory  over  the  enemy  ob- 
tained. 

I  am  sometimes  under  depression  of  spirit,  because 
I  cannot  feel  greater  indwellings  of  the  Redeemer's 
love  ;  but  I  hope  to  be  sustained  under  these  provings 
by  Him  who  alone  can  keep  me  in  the  faith,  and  en- 
able me  to  grow  in  the  Truth,  even  in  these  seasons 
of  inward  want.     I  have  been  willing  to  part  with 
every  thing  that  I  believed  prevented  the  enjoyment 
of  durable  riches  and  righteousness;  and  I  still  feel  a 
necessity  to  keep  up  the  spiritual  watch,  lest  I  should 
be  surprised  at  unawares,  and  make  work  for  repent- 
ance. Too  many,  who  have  run  well  for  a  season,  by 
not  keeping  the  loins  of  their  minds  girt  about  with 
Truth,  have  lost  ground,  and  fallen  away.     Oh  !  that 
I  may  press  forward  unto  perfection,  and  so  be  en- 
abled, in  an  awful  season  to  adopt  the  language,  "  O 


1791]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  27 

death,  where  is  thy  sting  ?  O  grave,  where  is  thy 
victory?-'  This  will  abundantly  compensate  for  a 
few  moments  of  sorrow  and  trial,  which  are  more  or 
less  the  lot  of  those  who  are  travelling  toward  the 
heavenly  Canaan  :  for  the  apostle  reckoned  "  that  the 
sufferings  of  this  .present  time  are  not  worthy  to  be 
compared  with 'the  ^lory  which  shall  be  revealed  in 
us." 

9th  mo.  16th.  I  attended  the  circular  Quarterly  or 
general  meeting  at  Mendham,  and  was  favoured  with 
ability  to  point  out  the  great  benefit  resulting  from 
obedience  to  the  principle  of  Divine  grace,  implanted 
in  the  heart;  by  which  ability  is  graciously  afforded, 
to  work  out  our  salvation.  By  this  also  are  discovered 
the  workings  of  the  corrupt  root  of  evil  in  us,  which, 
if  followed,  leads  away  from  the  purity  of  Truth,  so 
that  the  mind  at  length  becomes  dark  and  insensible, 
like  the  heath  in  the  desert  which  knoweth  not  when 
good  Cometh. 

nth  mo.  1st.  Was  at  our  Quarterly  meeting,  held 
at  Shrewsbury,  where  our  friend  Robert  Nesbit  was 
eminently  favoured  to  preach  the  gospel  to  divers 
states  present.  Also,  in  the  meeting  for  discipline, 
like  a  skilful  surgeon,  examining  the  wound  to  the 
bottom,  in  order  to  clear  out  the  corrupt  matter,  he 
pointed  out  the  causes  of  deficiency,  in  a  very  striking 
manner,  and  fervently  laboured  for  a  reformation, 
and  the  advancement  of  the  testimonies  of  Truth. 
May  a  blessing  attend  his  sincere  labours ;  he  having 
distinguished  himself  as  a  faithful  follower  of  Christ. 

After  the  Quarterly  meeting,  Iproceeded  to  finish 
the  visit,  heretofore  engaged  in,  to  the  families  of 
Friends  at  Shrewsbury,  and  was  favoured  to  get 
through,  to  a  good  degree  of  satisfaction.     Althougli 


w'*>  ISAAC    martin's    JOURiVAL.  1791] 

a  remnant  are  preserved,  who  bear  testimony  to  the 
Truth,  in  its  simplicity  and  purity,  yet  many  appear 
to  have  fallen  into  a  languid  state,  so  as  not  to  see 
with  holy  clearness  the  excellency  of  abiding  in  their 
tents,  as  described  by  one  formerly: — "How  goodlv 
are  thy  tents,  O  Jacob ;  andthy  tabernacles,  O  Israel  1 
As  the  vallies  are  they  spread  forth,  as  gardens  by  the 
river  side;  and  as  trees  of  lign-afoes  which  the  Lord 
hath  planted."  Here,  the  beauty,  comeliness,  and 
fruitfulness  of  the  true  spiritual  Israel  are  typified ; 
deriving  their  sufficiency  from  the  Vine  of  life,  so  that 
none  are  barren  or  unfruitful  in  the  works  of  righteous- 
ness. 

Having  had  drawings  of  spirit  to  visit  the  families 
of  Kingwood  monthly  meeting,  and  being  furnished 
with  a  certificate  of  unity  from  our  own  monthly 
meeting,  after  a  solemn  parting  with  my  dear  family, 
I  left  home  the  5th  of  the  12th  month;  having  the 
company  of  Edmund  Williams,  of  Shrewsbury.  We 
attended  the  monthly  meeting  held  at  Hardwich,  and 
proceeded  to  Pauhns-kill,  and  thence  to  a  place  called 
the  Drowned  Lands ;  w^here,  coming  to  a  friend's  house, 
we  found  he  was  from  home  ;  but  a  messenger  going 
for  him,  through  some  misunderstanding  he  spread 
notice  in  the  neighbourhood  of  a  meeting  for  us.  This 
being  altogether  unexpected  by  us,  occasioned  consi- 
derable exercise ;  but  after  weighty  dehberation  we 
felt  easy  to  attend  it ;  and  although  I  felt  myself  poor, 
yet  faith  was  given  to  believe  that  the  Lord  would  be 
with  me.  About  sixty  people  collected,  among  whom 
w^as  a  Baptist  minister,  and  a  judge  of  the  court 
They  all  behaved  quiet  and  solid,  and  ability  was  fur- 
nished to  preach  the  gospel,  recommending  them  to 
the  gift  of  grace  which  they  had  received;  and  in- 


1791]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  29 

fonnlng  them  that  as  it  was  united  and  cooperated 
with,  they  w^ould  become  acquainted  with  lliat  reli- 
gion which  is  produced  by  the  ins})iration  of  the  Al- 
mighty ;  and  then  they  need  not  look  unto,  nor  depend 
on  man,  whose  breath  is  in  his  nostrils,  for  direction ; 
that,  as  they  became  obedient  to  the  heavenly  vision 
of  light  and  grace,  dawning  on  their  understandings. 
they  w^ould  become  acquainted  with  the  tender  deal- 
ings of  the  heavenly  Father,  and  w^ould  come  to  have 
bread  in  their  own  houses,  and  water  in  their  own 
cisterns ;  and  thus  come  to  a  well  grounded  hope  of  ;i 
happy  eternity. 

After  meetings,  the  priest  appeared  loving,  and  staid 
a  little  with  us ;  but  I  felt  drawn  into  stillness,  and 
found  it  best  to  be  cautious  and  guarded  in  my  con- 
versation, lest  I  might  lay  w^aste  the  doctrine  I  had 
delivered  to  others ; — a  watchful  attention  to  the  gift, 
or  manifestation  of  the  spirit  in  the  heart,  being  that 
on  which  our  safety  and  happiness  very  much  depend. 
After  visitins^  the  families  at  Paulins-kill  and  the 
Drowned  Lands,  we  returned  to  Ilardwich,  and  were 
several  days  visiting  families  there :  during  which 
time  I  felt  a  concern  to  have  a  meetinr?  at  Sussex 
court-house.  This  prospect  appearing  weighty,  1 
was  bowed  under  the  exercise,  until  I  informed  my 
companions  of  it ;  which  they  united  with.  My  spi- 
rit craved  that  the  Lord  might  accompany  mo  in 
this  weighty  undertaking;  and  I  can  testify  that  holy 
help  was  near,  enabling  me  to  clear  myself  o-f  what 
appeared  to  be  my  duty  towards  the  people.  Among 
others  who  attended,  were  a  Pi-esbyterian  priest  and 
divers  ruling  men  of  that  society,  who  were  quiet  and 
solid  in  their  deportment,  even  in  the  silent  part  of 


30  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1792 

the  meeting ; — they  not  being  such  strangers  to  silent 
spiritual  worship  as, formerly. 

I  hope  the  day  will  come,  when  the  knowledge  of 
the  Lord  will  more  and  more  cover  the  earth,  and 
the  people  more  generally  become  acquainted  with 
the  Divine  anointing  in  their  hearts  :  and  as  they  abide 
under  its  teachings,  they  will  see  the  deceit  of  a  hire- 
ling ministry.  May  the  Lord  hasten  the  day,  if  it  be 
his  holy  will,  so  that  thp  kingdom  of  antichrist  may 
be  laid  waste,  and  that  righteousness  which  exalteth  a 
nation,  more  and  more  abound. 

After  this  meeting,  we  continued  our  religious  visits 
to  the  families  of  Hardwich  preparative  meeting. 
Near  the  close  of  which,  as  I  was  riding  along  the 
road  my  mind  was  sweetly  comforted  and  refreshed,, 
with  the  incomes  of  Divine  love ;  furnishing  an  evi- 
dence that  I  had  been  among  them,  in  the  discharge 
of  my  duty  to  Him,  who  is  worthy  to  be  served.  I 
returned  home  the  27th  of  12th  month  and  found  my 
family  well ;  for  which  I  felt  thankful  to  the  Father 
of  all  our  mercies. 

In  the  2nd  month,  1792,  I  was  much  exercised 
with  inward  poverty,  and  frequent  conflicts  of  spirit 
which  brought  nae  very  low^  and  willing  to  be  resigned 
to  Divine  disposal.  In  this  state,  it  opened  to  me, 
that  I  must  return  to  Hardwich;  which  at  first, 
seemed  strange,  as  I  had  been  there  so  lately.  But,, 
attaining  to  i^esignation,  I  was  favoured  with  an  evi- 
dence of  peace ;  and  having  opened  the  concern  to 
some  of  my  friends,  who  concurred  therewith,  I  left 
home  the  27th,  accompanied  by  Richard  Hartshorne. 
As  we  passed  through  Hacketstown,  a  place  where 
none  of  our  Society  reside,  it  appeared  to  me  that  I 
must  appoint  a  meeting  there.     So  having  attended 


1792]  ISAAC    MARTIX'S    JOURNAL.  31 

Hardwich  week-day  meeting,  in  which  I  had  some 
service  with  the  unity  of  Friends,  a  meeting  was  ap- 
pointed at  Hacketstown  the  next  day.  Sarah  Lundy, 
who  had  lately  returned  from  a  religious  visit  to  Nova- 
Scotia,  and  several  other  Friends  went  with  us;  and 
the  meeting  was  held  to  good  satisfaction. 

We  also  had  a  meeting  at  Sussex  court  house,  and 
another  at  the  Drowned  Lands,  about  ten  miles  fur- 
ther. In  that  at  Sussex,  after  we  had  sat  a  considera- 
ble time  in  silence,  I  felt  a  concern  to  stand  up;  and 
having  delivered  a  few  sentences,  there  was  a  great 
cry  of  fire  in  the  town,  which  drew  most  of  the  peo- 
ple out  of  the  house.  So  I  sat  down,  and  was  favoured 
with  a  good  degree  of  composure,  though  not  without 
some  unpleasant  sensations,  at  intervals.  However, 
in  about  a  quarter  of  an  hour,  the  people  returned, 
in  greater  numbers  than  before ; — they  were  generally 
very  quiet,  and  the  meeting  ended  to  satisfaction. 

VV^e  dined  at  an  inn  near  the  court  house,  whither 
eame  a  woman  under  orreat  exercise  of  mind.  She 
had  been  at  the  meeting, — was  much  broken  in  spirit, 
and  expressed  her  fears  that  she  was  a  lost  sheep. 
I  gave  her  such  advice  as  I  hoped  might  be  to  her 
profit,  and  left  her.  In  the  meeting  I  had  been  led  to. 
treat  on  the  compassion  of  the  good  Shepherd,  who,, 
during  the  day  of  visitation,  strives  with  the  children 
of  men,  by  his  spirit  on  their  hearts  knocking  as  for 
an  entrance :  and  if  they  would  but  open  to  him,  he 
would  come  in  and  rule  there,  first  casting  out  the 
strong  mauj  or  will  of  the  creature,  and  spoiling  his 
goods.  The  great  danger  of  delays  in  the  important 
concerns  of  religion,  had  also  been  held  up  to  view^ 
as  also  the  necessity  of  making  our  calling  and  elec-. 
lion  sure  while  the  Almighty,  in  great  mercy,  waitetU 


32  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1793 

long,  to  be  gracious.  But  yet  it  is  declared  that  his 
spirit  will  not  always  strive  with  man :  a  due  con- 
sideration of  which,  methinks,  is  enough  to  awaken 
the  careless  sons  and  daughters  of  men,  from  their  spi- 
ritual slumber,  and  to  alarm  them,  lest  they  sleep  the 
sleep  of  death. 

Li  this  little  joun>ey,  I  felt  unity  with  the  faithful 
of  every  society,  who  endeavour  to  stand  approved  in 
the  Divine  sight,  and  according  to  the  light  and  un- 
derstanding given  them,  are  occupying  and  improving 
the  talents  committed  to  them,  to  the  honour  and  praise 
of  the  Giver.  The  true  church  is  constituted  of  those 
who  are  built  upon  the  revelation  of  Christ,  in  their 
souls  ;  and  nothing  short  of  this  will  stand  us  in  stead, 
let  our  profession  be  what  it  may.  As  Jesus  said, 
those  w^ho  do  the  will  of  his  Father,  are  his  brethren: 
and  of  such  is  the  church  militant  here  on  earth  com- 
posed ;  who,  persevering  in  faithfulness,  and  in  well- 
doing, will,  through  Divine  favour  in  due  time  become 
members  of  the  church  triumphant  in  heaven. 

In  the  5th  month,  1792,  I  left  home  accompajnied 
by  my  friend  Henery  Shotwell,  and  went  to  King- 
wood.  After  attending  the  week  day  meeting  there, 
and  visiting  several  families  of  Friends,  on  the  way, 
we  sat  with  Friends  in  their  5th  day  meeting  at  Hard- 
w^ich ;  also  visited  several  families  there  much  to  my^ 
satisfaction.  We  then  returned  to  Kingw^ood,  and 
proceeded  in  the  family  visit,  which  occupied  seve- 
ral days,  during  which  I  felt  deep  exercise  of  mind,  on 
account  of  the  ditliculty^pf  coming  at  the  spring  of 
life  in  some  famiUes  ;  it  was  indeed  an  humbhng,  b|^t 
I  hope  profitable  season  of  instruction  to  me. 

Rahraij  4th    month    14///,    1793.     An    exercising 
nneeting,  this  morning,   but  towards  the  coiK:'lusion,. 


1793]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  33 

the  case  of  Naaman  was  revived  with  a  call  to  the 
youth.  Invited  home  to  dine  with  me  a  poor  dis- 
consolate man,  who  told  me  he  had  no  gleam  of  hope 
in  Divine  favour,  for  some  months.  I  felt  a  little  to 
impart  to  him  in  the  way  of  consolation.  In  the  af- 
ternoon meeting  some  light  appeared,  aflbrding  a 
prospect  of  a  sweet  meeting  but  it  soon  closed,  and 
a  hard  travail  follow^ed  with  much  inward  poverty. 
At  length,  I  became  perfectly  resigned  thereto,  and 
could  say,  thy  will  be  done. 

Ibth.  Awoke  in  the  morning,  unwell;  having  been 
long  exercised  with  bodily  weakness :  but  was  enabled 
to  look  to  the  source  of  all  good,  and  to  pray  for  pre- 
servation. Went  to  work  about  three  hours,  then 
quit,  very  much  fatigued,  and  low  in  mind  ; — thought 
about  declining  my  trade,  but  saw^  no  other  business 
to  follow.  After  dinner  w^ent  to  work  again — had 
conversation  with  a  Baptist  on  predestination,  and 
gave  him  Benjamin  Holme's  Serious  Call,,  which  he 
kindly  accepted. 

10///.  Devoted  near  half  an  hour  this  morning  to 
religious  contemplation  and  prayer;  and  was  merci- 
fully favoured  with  a  contrite  heart :  Blessed  be  the 
Lord.  In  the  evening  felt  concerned  to  extend  some 
private  labours  toward  a  young  Friend,  who  appeared 
in  danger  of  being  led  astray,  by  a  disposition  to  in- 
dulge in  a  vain  show. 

Oh!  what  rawness  and  ignorance  prevail  among 
many  of  the  youth.  Are  not .  the  minds  of  parents 
too  much  on  the  earth  ?  whereby  dimness,  yea,  blind- 
ness hath  ensued,  so  that  an  interest  in  the  truth  ap- 
pears to  be  of  much  less  concern  than  worldly  riches 
for  their  offspring. 

IKth.  Attended  our  monthly  meeting,  at  Plainfield, 


34  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1793 

which  was  a  favoured  meeting.  Felt  a  concern  to 
exhort  overseers  and  other  active  Friends  to  a  more 
faithful  discharge  of  duty,  in  private  labour- with  the 
members,  for  the  support  and  advancement  of  our 
Christian  testimonies  ;  in  order  that  the  deficiencies 
so  long  complained  of  may  be  removed,  especially 
with  respect  to  a  drowsy  disposition  when  assembled 
for  the  purpose  of  Divine  worship,  as  also  in  regard 
to  the  neglect  of  attending  week-day  meetings. 

18/^.  Went  to  New  York  on  business.  The  pas- 
sengers in  the  boat  appeared  to  be  very  vain  and 
wicked  with  which  I  was  much  tried.  Surely  the 
Lord  will  visit  this  land,  because  of  the  abominations 
which  are  found  therein. 

21^^.  Morning  meeting  dull:  in  which  I  cou^d  feel 
but  little  of  the  circulation  of  Divine  life,  but  an  in- 
ward exercise  was  maintained,  to  hunger  and  thirst 
after  righteousness;  which  resulted  in  a  quiet  mind. 
I  felt  strong  desires  that  I  might  be  so  preserved  as 
never  to  grieve  the  Holy  Spirit,  and  enabled  to  do 
that  which  is  right  in  his  sight ;  which  I  saw  must 
be  through  a  death  to  self,  and  a  perfect  surrender  of 
the  soul  to  the  will  of  God. 

The  afternoon  meeting  was  more  lively.  I  was  tti- 
sacred  to  exhort  to  more  faithful  obedience  to  the  dis- 
coveries  of  Divine  grace,  in  the  way  of  the  daily 
cross ;  which  being  neglected  and  slighted,  there  was 
danger  of  incurring  Divine  displeasure.  May  it  ne- 
ver be  said  of  us  as  it  was  of  Ephraim  of  old  "he  has 
joined  himself  to  his  idols — let  him  alone.  " 

22nd.  This  evening,  J.  F.  departed  this  life.  He 
was  a  young  man  of  circumspect  life  and  conversa- 
tion. In  his  illness,  he  was  favoured  with  resignation 
to  the  Divine  will,  and  bore  his  sickness,  being  the 


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small-pox,  with  Christian  patience.  "  Mark,  the  per- 
fect man  and  behold  the  upright,  for  the  end  of  that 
man  is  peace." 

23rd.  Felt  poorly  with  my  usual  complaint  of  pain 
in  my  head,  so  that  I  gave  over  thoughts  of  attending 
the  funeral.  But  as  I  lay  in  bed  this  language  ran 
through  my  mind ;  arise  go  to  the  burial  of  the  young 
man,  and  preach  there  the  preaching  that  I  bid  thee. 
When  I  came  to  the  house,  our  dear  friend  A.  J.  was 
speaking  to  the  people.  After  which  in  a  living  manner 
she  appeared  in  supplication,  in  much  brokenness  of 
spirit.  I  felt  very  poor,  but  was  favoured  with  inward 
quiet  and  followed  the  corpse  to  the  grave  ;  where  I 
found  it  safest  for  me  to  sound  a  warning  to  those  who 
lived  in  forgetfulness  of  their  Creator  and  Judge ; — like- 
wise to  bear  testimony  to  the  comfortable  frame  of 
mind  of  our  deceased  friend,  during  his  illness,  as  the 
result  of  living  an  upright  life.  And  I  fully  believe  he 
is  released  from  sorrow,  and  admitted  among  the  faith- 
ful followers  of  the  Lamb. 

27th.  Select  Quarterly  meeting.  There  is  great 
need  of  keeping -ahve  in  our  spirits,  in  the  mighty 
concern  of  reading  and  answering-  queries,  lest  wc 
centre  in  a  state  of  formality.  Oh  !  that  we  may 
dw^ell  in  a  state  of  deep,  inward  attention  to  the  pure 
intimations  of  Truth,  so  that  we  may  have  ears  to 
hear  what  the  Spirit  saith  unto  the  churches. 

28^^.  A  low,  stripping  season,  with  me ;  but  w^as  a 
little  strengthened  and  encouraged  in  a  religious  op- 
portunity in  my  family,  this  afternoon,  in  which  Han- 
nah Cathrall  and  Ann  King,  two  ministering  friends, 
had  each  a  word  of  encouragement  for  myself  and 
my  dear  companion,  under  our  various  exercises. 
The  Lord  alone  knows  how  I  am  to  be  disposed  of. 


36  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1793 

May  these  humbling  dispensations  of  affliction  be  gra- 
ciously sanctified,  and  my  soul  cleave  unto  the  Lord, 
who,  at  this  time,  I  feel  near  to  the  tendering  of  my 
spirit. 

■  29th.  Attended  Quarterly  meeting.  My  sufferings 
still  continue;  and  my  trials, inward  and  outward,  are 
very  great ;  and  my  faith,  at  times,  is  at  a  very  low 
ebb.  Oh !  that  I  may  be  content ;  and  that  every 
thought  in  me  may  be  brought  into  perfect  obedience 
to  the  will  of  my  God;  so  that  when  he  has  tried  me, 
I  may  come  forth  more  purified,  and  be  wholly  de- 
voted to  him. 

fiOth.  Was  at  Youth's  meeting,  and  have  been  fa- 
voured with  more  than  usual  serenity  of  mind.  Had 
the  company  of  many  valuable  friends,. and,  at  the  re- 
quest of  John  Simpson,  a  tendering,  parting  opportu- 
nity, in  which  the  Lord  was  pleased  to  favour  us 
with  the  lifting  up  of  the  light  of  his  countenance. 
Oh!  that  I  may  be  formed  and  fashioned  by  him,  so 
as  to  be  enabled  to  say,  under  every  exercise  of  faith 
and  patience.  Thy  will  be  done. 

Sth  mo.  1st.  Devoted  some  time  in  religious  retire- 
ment, waiting  upon  the  Lord  for  the  renewal  of  my 
strength;,  and  I  did  not  wait  in  vain ;  for  He  was 
pleased  to  soften  my  heart  with  the  arisings  of  his  Di- 
vine power.  Oh!  the  need  I  have  of  his  help,  for  I 
am  a  poor,  weak  creature,  unable  to  think  a  good 
thought,  without  his  assistance.  I  see  the  work  of  the 
soul's  perfection  is  a  great  and  gradual  work ;  and 
unless  we  abide  in  a  state  of  watchfulness  and  prayer, 
how  liable  we  are  to  sUde  into  a  state  of  weakness 
and  insensibility? 

I  labour  under  great  affliction,  with  almost  constant 
pain  in  my  head,  which  has  somewhat  impaired  my 


1793]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  37 

memory.  This,  I  believe,  keeps  me  lower  than  I 
should  otherwise  be.  But  if  it  has  a  good  efiect,  may 
I  be  enabled  to  bear  this  humbling  dispensation  of 
Him,  who  "  doth  not  afflict  willingly,  nor  grieve  the 
children  of  men." 

2d.  At  our  week-day  meeting,  felt  the  well  was 
deep,  and  was  engaged,  as  much  as  I  was  able  to 
bear,  in  an  inward  wrestling  for  the  blessing  that 
makes  truly  rich. 

4th.  Much  fatigued  after  two  hours'  bodily  labour. 
While  in  this  state  of  mutability  there  seems  to  be  a 
near  connexion  between  soul  and  body.  When  the 
latter  is  oppressed,  the  former  often  partakes  with  it. 
Have  also  suffered  much  conflict  of  spirit,  when  my 
stock  of  patience  seemed  almost  exhausted.  At  length, 
this  instructive  passage  revived,  "Blessed  is  the  man 
that  endureth  temptation ;  for  when  he  is  so  tried,  he 
shall  receive  the  crown  of  life." 

5th.  At  meeting,  after  a  hard  struggle  with  worldly' 
concerns,  which  too  much  intruded,  was  favoured  to 
approach  the  throne  of  grace  ;  and  the  sceptre  of  Di- 
vine power  and  love  was  graciously  held  forth. 
Blessed  be  the  Lord,  whose  mercies  are  still  con- 
tinued. 

I5th.  Attended  the  burial  of  B.  Shotwell,  who  de- 
ceased with  the  small  pox ;  he  left  a  mournful  widow 
and  children.  A  meeting  was  held,  after  the  inter- 
ment, at  the  request  of  Samuel  Smith  and  Rebecca 
Jones,  who  were  both  favoured  in  testimony,  and 
spoke  of  the  uncertainty  of  time,  and  the  great  neces- 
sity of  making  timely  preparation  for  death. 

18//^.  My  prospects  of  making  a  livelihood  by  my 
trade  are  very  dull,  being  much  circumscribed  in  my 
business  on  account  of  the  prevaihng  fashions.     My- 
D 


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38  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1793 

self  unable  to  do  much,  and  fashionable  work  princi- 
pally wanted.  Bat  way  has  hitherto  been  made,  be- 
yond my  expectations.  May  I  be  preserved  in  the 
exercise  of  patience. 

Qth  mo.  I4th.  Jacob  vShotwell,  an  elder  of  our 
meeting,  being  about  a  mile  from  home,  was  thrown 
out  of  his  chair,  and  so  much  hurt  by  the  fall,  that  he 
died  in  about  two  hours  after.  Oh!  the  uncertainty 
of  our  time  here !  yesterday  he  spent  some  time  ai 
my  house;  but  now  is  summoned  almost  instantly 
from  works  to  rewards.  But  I  have  faith  to  believe 
he  is  arrived  where  the  wicked  cease  from  troubling 
and  the  weary  are  at  rest. 

A  day  or  two  after,  heard  of  the  death  of  Isabella 
Hartshorne  ;  after  about  a  year's  illness,  with  con- 
sumption. She  appeared  to  be  prepared  for  her  fi- 
nal change,  being  of  an  exemplary  life :  a  steady  at- 
tender  of  our  religous  meetings,  and  concerned  to  la- 
bour for  the  arisings  of  life,  in  order  to  worship  the 
Father  in  spirit  and  in  truth. 

Thus,  within  two  months,  our  meeting  at  Rahway 
has  been  stripped  of  four  useful  exemplary  members. 
May  others  be  raised  up  to  bear  testimony  to  the 
power  of  Divine  grace,  revealed  in  the  soul,  which  is 
able  to  give  victory  over  sin,  and  prepare  for  a  res- 
idence among  the  saints  in  hght. 

Having  felt  drawings  of  spirit  to  visit  Friends 
about  Shrewsbury,  I  set  out  in  the  latter  end  of  the 
7th  month,  and  was  at  the  meeting  at  Shrewsbury 
on  First-day,  where  I  was  concerned  to  exhort  the 
lukewarm  professors,  to  diligence  in  improving  the 
portions  of  time  mercifully  allotted  them,  lest  the  day 
of  gracious  visitation  should  pass  over.  The  exer- 
cised travellers  tov/ard  the  spiritual  Canaan,  were 


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encouraged  to  hold  on  their  way,  and  to  keep  to  the 
precious  gift  of  Divine  grace,  which  will  preserve  in 
the  hour  of  temptation,  and  enable  to  overcome  all 
evil.  But  it  is  to  be  feared  that  too  many  who  are 
making  specious  pretences  of  being  the  followers  of 
a  self  denying  Saviour,  are  yet  going  after  their  evil 
covetousness.  >Such  w411  fare  no  better  than  the  fool- 
ish virgins,  who  lacked  oil  in  their  lamps,  in  the  need- 
ful time ; — a  lively  figure  of  the  heavenly  virtue  of 
Truth,  which  keeps  the  souls  of  those  who  abide  in 
it,  fresh  and  green,  and  fruitful,  to  the  praise  of  their 
holy  Preserver. 

After  this  meeting  I  visited  a  number  of  persons, 
who  had  been  disowned  from  amongst  Friends. 
Unto  some  of  these  compassionate  regard  was  felt  to 
flow ;  and  were  they  but  w^iUing  to  come  under  the 
circumcising  power  of  Truth,  it  w^ould  gather  them 
as  from  a  vast  howhng  wilderness,  and  bring  them 
into  the  fold  of  heavenly  rest  and  peace. 

After  spending  about  nine  days  here,  and  at  Squan- 
kum,  I  returned  home. 

8^^  mo.  2nd.  Attended  the  morning  and  afternoon 
meetings  in  New  York,  and  was  enabled  to  point  out 
the  great  difference  between  a  hare  profession  and  a 
real  possession,  of  the  blessed  Truth  ;  the  former  tak- 
ing in  the  Jew  outw^ard,  who  observes  a  round  of 
ceremonies  and  external  performances,  wdth  much 
seeming  strictness,  but  at  the  same  time,  is  in  a  car- 
nal, unregenerate  state,  a  stranger  to  that  renova- 
tion of  heart  which  is  brouo;ht  about  bv  the  searchinf]^ 
powerful  word  of  Truth  ;  but  as  this  living,  quick- 
ening principle  is  believed  in,  abode  in,  and  delighted 
in,  by  the  Jew  inward,  whose  praise  is  not  of  men,  ho 


40  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURWAL.  [1793 

has  an  eye  to  the  recompense  of  reward,  and  comes 
into  the  real  possession  of  the  Truth. 

Oh  !  may  this  all-powerful  word  be  my  support 
through  this  afflicted  pilgrimage,  wherein  my  faith 
and  patience  are  often  deeply  tried.  I  feel  hke  a  so- 
journer here,  in  this  state  of  probation,  and  ought  not 
to  take  up  my  rest  in  fading  enjoyments,  which  are 
swiftly  passing  away,  and  I  am  hastening  towards  ar 
awful  scene  of  everlasting  fixedness. 

Toward  the  latter  end  of  the  8th  month,  in  com- 
pany with  my  kinswoman,  Sarah  Lundy,  who  was 
going  on  a  religious  visit  southward,  as  far  as  Caro- 
Hna  and  Georgia,  I  attended  Bucks  Quarterly  Meet- 
ing held  at  the  Falls.  Had  also  the  company  of  a 
large  committee  of  Friends,  appointed  by  the  Yearly 
Meeting,  to  visit  the  Quarterly  and  monthly  meetings 
in  order  to  afford  such  help,  as  in  wisdom  might  be 
furnished  to  stir  up  the  members  to  a  more  lively 
concern  in  attending  to  meetings,  particularly  those 
near  the  middle  of  the  week  ; — and  that  when  met,  a 
drowsy  spirit  might  be  guarded  against,  as  that  which 
frustrates  the  good  purposes,  intended  by  these  solemn 
occasions: — likewise  to  use  their  endeavours  to  dis- 
courage the  distillation,  vending,  or  unnecessary  use  of 
spirituous  liquors.  And  as  a  manifest  departure  from 
simplicity  and  plainness  of  habit  and  deportment, 
was  very  conspicuous  in  many  of  the  youth  ;  these 
also  claimed  the  solid  attention  of  the  committe,  and 
much  suitable  counsel  was  given — also  to  parents 
and  others  concerned  respecting  the  extravagant 
furniture  of  their  houses.  All  which  indicates  a  de- 
parture from  under  that  Divine  power,  manifest  in 
the  heart,  which,  as  it  is  abode  in,  crucifies  the  flesh 
with  its  affections  and  lusts,  and  sets  bounds  to  our 


1793]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  41 

desires.  But  alas !  the  love  of  money  has  done  us, 
as  a  people,  abundance  of  hurt,  and  is  as  a  corrupt 
root,  whence  other  evils  have  proceeded. 

Wi  mo.  8t/i.  Attended  a  General  Meeting  at  Mend- 
ham,  where  1  met  with  our  beloved  friend  John  Simp- 
son, w^ho  was  largely  and  livingly  led  forth  in  public 
testimony,  suitable  to  the  states  of  many  present,  a 
large  number  of  people  being  collected,  who  conducted 
with  sobriety.  Next  day,  we  w^ere  at  their  preparative 
meeting,  which  was  small,  but  a  profitable  season — 
after  which  I  went  with  John  Simpson  about  12  miles, 
to  a  meeting  he  had  appointed,  where  no  Friends 
reside — thence  I  returned  home. 

Pure  religion  is  a  work,  begun  and  carried  on  in 
the  heart,  by  the  power  of  Divine  grace,  which  as  it 
is  obediently  yielded  unto  by  man,  he  becomes  leav- 
ened into  a  meek  and  heavenly  temper,  or  disposition, 
and  brings  forth  fruits  of  righteousness,  to  the  praise  of 
him  who  is  the  Author  of  all  good. 

9th  mo.  \lth.  Having  had  a  prospect  for  several 
weeks,  of  attending  the  Quarterly  meetings  for  Glou- 
cester and  Salem,  my  mind  was  much  exercised, 
that  I  might  rightly  distinguish  the  voice  of  Israel's 
Shepherd  from  the  imaginations  and  conceptions  of 
my  own  mind.  But  on  carefully  weighing  the  con- 
cern, I  was  induced  to  believe  the  Divine  sanction 
attended  it.  So  I  parted  with  my  dear  family,  and 
came  to  my  beloved  friend  Benjamin  Clarke's,  at  Sto- 
ny Brook.  Next  day  reached  Thomas  Thome's  at 
1  laddonfield ;  where  I  was  informed  that  three  hun- 
dred persons  had  been  buried  in  Philadelphia,  within 
three  days  ;  the  yellow  fever  aAvfully  prevailing  there. 
19^^.  Attended  the  select  Quarterly  meeting  at 
Haddonfield ;  and  trul  v  it  was  a  very  solemn  season  ;  in 


42  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1793 

an  especial  manner,  when  the  business  of  appoint- 
ing representatives  to  the  Yearly  Meeting,  came  be- 
fore us.  It  was  thought  best  not  to  nominate  any  to 
the  service ;  but  for  Friends  to  be  very  weighty  in 
their  spirits,  and  such  as  had  a  prospect  of  attending 
the  Yearly  Meeting,  to  offer  their  names.  When  in 
a  very  solemn  manner,  such  as  I  never  before  wit- 
nessed, nine  Friends  gave  up  to  have  their  names 
entered  as  representatives  :  though  it  was  agreed, 
Friends  should  be  left  to  their  religious  feelings,  when 
the  time  came,  and  not  be  judged  bfemable,  if  they 
did  not  attend.     It  was  truly  an  affecting  time. 

After  meeting,  dined  at  Thomas  Thome's — then 
walked  into  the  fields,  and  humbly  spread  my  cause 
before  the  Lord  ;  my  heart  being  contrite,  and  greatly 
desirous  to  know  his  mind  and  will  concerning  my  at- 
tending the  Yearly  Meeting,  now  near  at  hand.  And 
blessed  be  his  name,  he  was  pleased  to  strengthen 
me  with  his  living  presence,  so  that  I  had  a  comfort- 
able belief,  it  would  be  well  with  me  if  it  should 
please  the  Lord  to  take  me  hence.  What  shall  I 
render  unto  him  for  all  his  mercies  to  me,  a  poor 
creature.  Oh !  that  I  may  serve  him  faithfully,  du- 
ring my  short  stay  here,  in  this  world  of  trials  and 
exercises ;  so  that  when  I  am  called  hence,  I  may 
appear  before  him  with  joy. 

Next  day,  attended  the  Quarterly  meeting  for  busi- 
ness at  Haddonfield,  where  suftering,  as  is  frequent  in 
most  of  these  large  promiscuous  gatherings,  was  my 
lot.  I  believe  the  time  will  come,  w^hen  Friends  will 
find  it  will  conduce  to  the  good  of  society,  to  keep 
these  meetings  select,  and  not  admit  those  not  pro- 
fessing with  us  to  sit  in  the  meeting  preceding  the 
transaction  of  business,  as  there  are  divers  inconve- 


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niences  attending  it.  But  as  there  is  great  openness 
with  many  to  be  at  our  meetings  for  worship,  it 
seems  to  me,  truth  will  point  out  the  necessity  of 
faithful  labourers  appointing  meetings  amongst  these 
more  than  has  been  the  case  of  latter  times. 

21 5/.  In  company  with  my  beloved  friend,  John 
Collins,  I  proceeded  to  Joseph  Kaighn's,  where  we 
met  our  dear  friends,  Joshua  Evans  and  Elizabeth 
Collins.  Joseph  very  kindly  took  us  in  his  boat  to 
Philadelphia.  After  landing  on  the  wharf,  my  spirit 
was  awfully  covered  with  a  measure  of  the  oversha- 
dowing of  the  Divine  presence;  and  standing  still  with 
my  mind  turned  unto  the  Lord,  I  could  say.  Thou 
knowest  I  have  come  here  in  obedience  to  thy  requi- 
rings ;  when  a  language  sweetly  ran  through  my  mind. 
My  peace  I  give  unto  thee.  I  then  proceeded  to 
Daniel  Offley's.  He  was  gone  to  visit  a  beloved 
young  woman,  Sarah  Rodman  of  Newport,  Rhode 
Island,  who  was  sick,  our  dear  friend  Daniel  being 
frequently  engaged  to  visit  the  sick  who  are  seized 
with  the  pestilential  disorder,  which  now  awfully 
prevails  in  this  city,  nearly  one  hundred  persons  daily 
departing  this  life. 

After  resting  a  few  minutes,  I  went  to  the  meeting 
of  ministers  and  elders,  where  I  met  with  a  number 
of  dear  brethren  and  sisters  who  had  come  to  this 
city  as  with  their  lives  in  their  hands.  There  were 
about  twenty  women  present.  Only  one  representa- 
tive attended  from  Burlington  quarter,  though  several 
were  there  from  each  of  the  other  quarters.  The 
Lord  our  God  was  graciously  pleased  to  favour  us 
with  his  blessed  presence.  All  fear  of  sickness  and 
death  seemed  taken  from  us,  and  an  holy,  awful  calm 
covered  our   spirits.     The  meeting   held   near  four 


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hours  ;  and  Friends  were  brought  near  to  one  another 
in  the  precious  fellowship  of  pure  love,  which  was  feh 
to  flow  from  vessel  to  vessel,  to  our  mutual  rejoice- 
ing  and  confirmation.  It  is  good  to  trust  in  the  Lord, 
for  his  mercies  endure  for  ever.  He  is  still  mindful  of 
his  people;  he  is  with  his  church,  and  will  yet  enlarge 
her  borders,  and  build  up  her  waste  places.  Joy  and. 
gladness  will  be  found  therein — thanksgiving  and  the 
voice  of  melody. 

Philade/phia,  9th  mn.  25th,  1793.  Awful  indeed, 
is  the  present  dispensation  of  Divine  Providence,  to 
the  inhabitants  of  this  city  ;  loudly  calling  for  deep 
humiliation  of  soul.  Now  his  judgtnents  are  poured 
out  upon  the  people,  in  a  very  w^onderful  manner. 
Oh  !  that  the  inhabitants  may  learn  righteousness ! 
Oil !  that  they  may  bow  low  before  him  in  humility 
of  soul,  and  cry  mightily  unto  him,  if  so  be,  he  may 
stay  his  hand.  May  the  Lord  Almighty  keep  me,  so 
that  whether  life  or  death,  I  may  be  resigned  un- 
to him  who  hath  been  very  gracious  unto  me,  since  I 
came  unto  this  city,  being  a  stay  to  my  mind,  which 
has  been  preserved  in  quietude.  Blessed  be  his  holy 
name. 

10th  mo.  8th.  I  left  home  in  company  with  my  es- 
teemed fi'iend  Hugh  Davis,  and  rode  to  Mendham. 
Next  day  reached  Hardwich  and  attended  monthly 
meeting  there  the  day  following.  After  which  we 
visited  divers  persons  who  had  been  disowned ;  and 
they  were  invited  to  return  unto  him  who  was  as  wil- 
ling to  gather  them  as  he  was  Jerusalem's  children 
formerly.  On  First-day  attended  meeting  at  Hard- 
wich. To  me  it  was  a  low  time — the  world  has  too 
much  place  in  many  hearts.  Next  day  rode  to  King- 
wood,  where  meeting  with  our  kind  friend  Henry 


1793J  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  45 

Cliffton  and  wife,  it  was  like  iron  sharpening  iron ; 
found  them  much  exercised  on  account  of  the  aw- 
ful dispensation  of  Providence,  at  this  time  of  great 
mortality  in  Philadelphia.  Divers  precious  servants 
of  the  Lord  having  been  removed  by  death  since 
Yearly  Meeting ;  among  whom  were  Daniel  Offley, 
Huson  Langstroth  and  Charles  Williams,  worthy 
ministers  in  the  prime  of  life;  also  Margaret  Haines, 
a  spiritually  minded  elder. 

Joseph  Moore,  a  minister  belonging  to  Kingwood 
meeting  also  deceased  the  6th  of  this  month.  He  had 
been  from  home  several  months  with  divers  other 
Friends  to  attend  the  Indian  treaty  at  Sandusky  ;  and 
after  his  return  home,  went  to  the  Yearly  Meeting 
in  Philadelphia  where  it  was  thought  he  took  the 
prevailing  disorder,  and  lived  but  a  few  days  after 
his  return  to  his  family.  He  was  a  valuable  friend,, 
much  beloved  by  those  who  were  acquainted  with 
him. 

20th.  Was  informed  that  within  a  few  days  past,, 
the  disorder  that  has  raged  in  Philadelphia,  for  about 
two  months,  is  very  much  abated.  A  wonderful  in- 
terposition of  the  Most  High  !  So  great  has  been  the 
mortahty  that  it  is  computed  that  about  four  thousand 
persons  have  been  taken  off  the  stage  of  this  life. 

llth  mo.  5th.  Favoured  with  the  company  and  re- 
ligious labours  of  Deborah  Darby  and  Rebecca  Young, 
two  dear  women  Friends  from  England,  who  arrived 
in  New  York  about  four  wrecks  since.  They  had 
also  an  evening  meeting  for  those  not  in  membership 
with  us ;  which  was  large  and  satisfactory.  Great 
have  been  the  favoiu*s  extended  to  this  meeting  at 
Rahway,  both  immediately  by  the  visitations  of  the 
Holy  Spirit,  and  instrumentally  by  servants  and  hand- 


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maids,  often  sent  among  us,  as  clouds  distilling  heav- 
enly showers,  for  the  watering  of  the  heritage.  But  I 
apprehend,  too  few  are  enough  sensible  of  these  fa- 
vours, so  as  to  make  suitable  returns  of  gratitude, 
love,  and  fidelity,  to  the  Author  of  these  blessings. 
May  there  be  an  increase  of  watchfulness  and  care 
among  the  members,  is  what  I  very  much  desire. 

^th.  My  spirit  has  been  revived  this  day,  in  feeling 
access  to  the  throne  of  grace,  and  being  divinely  sup- 
ported under  deep  exercises  both  of  body  and  mind. 
I  am  led  to  believe  that  I  must  bear  a  faithful  testi- 
mony against  the  spirit  of  pride  and  vanity,  not  only 
when  called  thereunto  in  public,  but,  as  a  seal  of  the 
same,  I  have  been  constrained  to  abstain  from  ma- 
king or  vending  such  articles  of  trade,  as  are  inven- 
ted to  gratify  the  vain  minds  of  the  people.  Under 
this  restraint,  the  prospect  of  maintaining  my  family 
at  times  looks  gloomy ;  having  also  for  a  long  time, 
been  much  afflicted  with  a  pain  in  my  head,  which 
renders  me  incapable  of  much  bodily  exertion.  But 
Oh !  that  my  faith  may  be  increased,  and  strength 
given  me  to  bear,  in  holy  resignation,  whatever  may 
be  dispensed  by  Him,  who  hath  hitherto  been  my 
caretaker  and  preserver ;  and  if  I  have  but  httle  of 
this  world's  goods,  may  I  still  love  and  adore  him 
above  all ;  for  it  is  in  unerring  wisdom  that  he  dis- 
penses affliction,  as  the  pathway  to  everlasting  glory. 
May  his  will  be  done. 

lOth.  Was  at  New  York  and  attended  fore  and  af- 
ternoon meetings,  which  have  much  increased  as  to 
numbers,  within  a  few  years  past.  While  I  was  com- 
municating some  solemn  and  humbling  truths  in  rela- 
tion to  the  shortness  and  uncertainty  of  our  time  here, 
^  and  the  great  necessity  of  m.aking  timely  preparation 


1794]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  47 

for  a  better  and  more  enduring  inheritance  ;  my  way' 
seemed  to  close  up,  and  I  sat  down,  thougli  under 
some  discouragement.  May  I  ever  be  careful  to  at- 
tend only  to  the  life,  however  like  a  fool  I  may  ap- 
pear, and  close  when  the  current  of  life  closes,  as 
well  knowing  it  is  that  alone  which  can  qualify  for^ 
true  gospel  ministry. 

I2th  mo.  24th.  Having  for  some  time  felt  a  draft  to 
make  a  religious  visit  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Shrews- 
bury ;  with  the  concurrence  of  Friends,  I  set  out  and 
reached  Edmund  Williams'.  The  next  evening  had 
a  meeting  at  Poplar  Swamp,  which  was  large  and 
measurabty  favoured  with  Divine  regard.  Next  day, 
had  a  meeting  at  Deal,  and  the  day  following  at  Long 
Branch ;  which  was  a  favoured,  good  meeting.  On 
First-day  morning  attended  Shrewsbury  meeting, 
also  had  a  meeting  at  Colts  Neck  in  the  evening, 
which  was  rather  hard  and  laborious. 

On  the  31st  had  a  very  large  meeting  at  Shrews- 
bury made  up  of  different  societies.  The  master  of^ 
assemblies  was  graciously  near,  being  strength  in 
weakness,  mouth  and  wisdom  to  me.  I  was  concerned 
to  recommend  to  brotherly  love,  and  to  show  that 
individuals  by  dwelling  in  the  Truth,  might  be  a  bles- 
sing to  their  families  and  neighbourhoods,  in  promo- 
ting peace  and  harmony  amongst  others.  Thus,  byj 
learning  of  him  who  is  meek  and  lowly  of  heart,  we 
become  qualified  to  forgive  injuries,  and  to  see  the  in- 
consistency of  war  and  contention,  with  the  purity  of 
the  gospel  dispensation. 

On  the  2d  of  1st  month,  1794,  had  a  large  meet- 
ing at  Squankum,  eminently  owned  with  Divine  re- 
gard ;  and  one  in  the  evening  at  B.  Jackson's,  among 


48  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1794 

the  Methodists,  who  appeared  sohd,  and  it  was  a  good 
^  meeting.  Here  I  was  led  to  declare  that  all  praying, 
preaching  and  singing,  performed  by  the  mere  strength 
of  man,  unaided  by  the  pure  influence  of  the  Holy 
Spirit,  was  no  more  than  sounding  brass,  or  a  tink- 
.^ling  cymbal.  Next  had  a  meeting  at  Squan,  and 
was  again  at  Shrewsbury.  After  which  I  returned 
home,  mercifully  favoured  with  a  measure  of  that 
peace  which  compensates  for  all  our  labours  and  ex- 
ercises. 

6th  mo.  2d.  I  accompanied  a  part  of  the  Yearly 
Meeting's  committee  in  a  visit  to  some  of  the  meet- 
ings within  our  Quarter.  Were  at  Rahway,  Shrews- 
bury, Squan  and  Squankum.  Thence  with  Ann  Mif- 
flin and  Philena  Lay,  to  a  meeting  at  Plainfield,  and 
the  general  meeting  at  Mendham,  also  the  prepara- 
tive meeting  there.  After  which  had  a  strengthen- 
ing, satisfactory  opportunity  with  the  people,  at  Sus- 
sex court-house.  Next  day,  were  at  Hardvvich 
monthly  meeting,  where  things  appeared  to  be  low, 
but  Truth  favoured  with  ability  to  clear  ourselves 
faithfully.  Thence  to  Kingwood,  where  also  we  had 
an  appointed  meeting.  After  which  J.  Sharpless, 
with  the  women  Friends,  went  into  Bucks  county,  on 
their  return  homeward — and  after  staying  over  First- 
day  meeting,  I  also  returned  to  my  family,  having 
been  absent  about  two  weeks. 

7th  mo.  6th.  Departed  this  life,  our  beloved  friend 
Mary  Haydock,  at  Philadelphia,  whither  she  had 
gone  on  account  of  a  cancer,  with  which  she  had  been 
afl^icted  about  three  years.  She  was  an  affectionate 
wife  and  tender  mother  j — a  kind  neighbour,  a  friend 
to  the  sick  and  afflicted,  whom  she  often  visited,  com- 


1794]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  49 

municating  to  tJie  necessities  of  such  as  were  in  indi- 
gent circumstances.  She  adorned  her  profession,  by 
a  meek,  circumspect  life  and  conversation, — was  a 
dilisrent  attender  of  our  jelis^ious  meetin^^s  for  wor- 
ship  and  discipline,  and  careful  to  feel  after  the  arisings 
of  Truth,  in  the  performance  of  Divine  worship.  She 
was  generally  beloved ;  her  innocent  and  exemplary 
conduct  gaining  her  the  esteem  of  most  who  knew 
her.  My  heart  was  affected  with  the  account  of  her 
death,  in  consideration  of  the  loss,  both  to  the  church 
and  to  individuals.  But  the  Lord  hath  taken  her 
hence,  and  it  remains  for  us  to  be  resigned  to  his  all- 
wise  dispensations.  There  is  no  doubt  with  me  that 
this  our  dear  friend  is  admitted  into  rest,  above  the 
reach  of  sorrow.  May  we  that  are  left  so  pass  the 
time  of  our  sojourning  here,  that  when  the  time  comes 
for  us  to  depart,  we  may  have  the  evidence  of  peace 
and  acceptance. 

1th  mo.  17th.  Having  had  a  prospect  for  some  time 
past  of  visiting  Friends  in  Pennsylvania,  as  far  as  Red- 
stone, I  laid  the  same  before  our  monthly  meeting ; 
and  my  friend  William  Hartshorne  expressing  a  con- 
cern to  accompany  me,  we  were  furnished  with  cer- 
tificates of  the  unity  of  our  friends  at  home,  for  that 
purpose.  '^ 

Oh!  how  deep  is  Divine  wisdom,  in  qualifying  ser- 
vants and  handmaids  to  go  forth  and  publish  the  glad 
tidings  of  peace  and  salvation  !  Deep  baptisms  of  spi- 
rit are  often  necessary  for  these  in  order  to  prepare 
them  for  labouring  in  the  church. 

After  some  days  of  deep  exercise,  I  left  home  and 
rode  to  Trenton.  Lodged  at  Isaac  Collins'.  After 
retiring  to  bed,  I  was  mercifully  favoured  with  near 

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50  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1794 

access  to  the  throne  of  Grace,  and  the  language  of 
my  soul  was,  O  Lord !  be  with  me  in  this  journey 
from  place  to  place,  where  my  lot  may  be  cast 
Thou  knowest  it  is  in  obedience  to  thy  requirings  that 
I  have  left  all,  to  go  forth  in  fear  before  thee.  Ena- 
ble me  to  keep  my  rank,  according  to  thy  all- wise 
disposal.  I  feel  like  a  child  for  the  work  thou  hast  en- 
gaged me  in  ;  let  me  hear  thy  voice,  and  not  mistake 
imagination  for  revelation  :  but  in  all  things  enable 
me  to  conduct  agreeably  to  thy  holy  will. 

On  First-day  8rd  of  8th  mo.  was  at  Plumstead  meet- 
ing; silent.  In  the  afternoon  had  a  meeting  at  Robert 
Kirkbride's,  where  Truth  favoured  us.  Next  day, 
attended  the  monthly  meeting  at  Buckingham ;  where 
mourning  was  my  lot,  under  a  sense  of  the  prevalence 
of  earthly  mindedness  and  lukewarmness  amongst 
some  of  the  members.  Here  I  saw  that  man,  with  a 
great  deal  of  worldly  wisdom,  is  inadequate  for  pro- 
moting the  cause  of  Truth.  When  members  are  ap- 
pointed to  services,  who  are  not  distinguished  from 
the  world's  people,  in  their  dress,  such  as  wearing 
cross-pockets  &c.  how  can  they  labour  for  a  refor- 
mation in  the  society  ?  Since  I  have  had  a  sense  of 
Truth,  it  has  been  a  burden  and  exercise  to  my  mind 
when  I  have  beheld  these  marks  of  superfluity,  upon 
the  members  of  our  religious  Society,  The  Yearly 
Meeting  has  earnestly  recommended  to  monthly  meet- 
ings to  labour  with  the  youth  and  others  who  deviate 
from  plainness  and  moderation  in  their  dress  and  ad-, 
dress,  as  being  certain  indications  of  a  worldly  spirit, 
that  is  unwilling  to  bear  the  cross.  May  these  things 
be  laid  to  heart. 

5th,  Were  at  Wrightstown  monthly  meeting,  where, 


1794]  ISAAC    martin's    JOURJfAL.  51 

in  the  forepart,  a  comforLable  ray  of  light  and  love 
overspread  us.  But  afterwards,  it  felt  as  if  there  was 
a  great  want  of  weight  and  depth  of  spirit,  among  the 
members  of  this  meeting,  and  that  many  of  them 
were  disqualified  for  complying  with  the  Yearly 
Meeting's  recommendation  on  the  subject  of  plain- 
ness and  moderation.  Oh !  that  a  search  may  pass 
through  every  rank  and  station  in  the  church. 

Next  morning  I  awoke  at  four  o'clock,  with  my 
mind  awfully  bowed  before  the  Lord,  and  he  was  gra- 
ciously pleased  to  favour  me  with  the  spirit  of  prayer 
and  supplication,  to  the  tendering  and  contriting  of 
my  spirit.  Attended  monthly  meeting  at  the  Falls; 
where  my  mind  was  nearly  united  to  a  precious  seed, 
and  we  were  favoured  with  the  overshadowings  of 
the  Heavenly  Father's  love. 

1th.  Were  at  Middletown  monthly  meeting.  Al- 
though here  is  an  exercised  remnant,  who  are  con- 
cerned for  the  support  of  our  Christian  testimonies; 
yet  a  worldly  spirit,  and  the  love  of  money,  too  m.uch 
bear  down  the  soul,  and  prevent  a  daily  comm.union 
with,  and  participation  of,  substantial  good.  Next 
day,  had  an  appointed  meeting  at  Makefield,  which 
was  comfortably  owned  with  the  overshadowing  of 
the  Divine  presence.  On  the  day  following,  had  a 
meeting  at  Bristol,  where  the  state  of  things,  in  a  re- 
ligious sense,  appeared  to  be  very  low. 

IQth.  Being  First-day,  we  attended  Darby  meet- 
ing in  the  morning  ;  in  which  T  was  silent,  but  my 
mind  was  much  turned  towards  those  not  professing 
with  us.  Being  informed,  they  held  an  afternoon 
meeting  there,  and  notice  being  spread,  a  considerable 
number  attended,  at  the  fourth  hour,  when  I  had  au 


52  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1794 

opportunity  of  relieving  my  mind,  and  left  the  meet- 
ing in  peace..  Blessed  be  the  Lord  for  this  favour; 
he  is  indeed  a  present  helper  in  the  needful  time.  O 
my  sou^  be  encouraged  to  trust  in  him,  at  all  times. 

The  two  following  days,  attended  Quarterly,  and 
youth's  meetings  at  Concord ;  but  had  nothing  to  im- 
part publicly,  in  either.  Then,  taking  meetings  at 
Wilmington,  Brandywine,  and  Appoquinimink,  (where 
about  seven  families  compose  the  meeting,)  we  went 
on,  having  meetings  at  Duck  Creek,  Little  Creek, 
Motherkill,  Dover,  held  in  the  court-house,  and  to  the 
Quarterly  meeting  held  at  Third-Haven.  Lodged  at 
my  kinsman,  James  Wainwright's.  Attended  the 
meeting  of  ministers  and  elders  on  Seventh-day,  the 
public  meeting  on  First-day  morning,  and  had  a  reli- 
gious opportunity  with  the  black  people  in  the  after- 
noon, to  satisfaction.  Next  day,  being  the  25th,  at- 
tended the  Quarterly  meeting  for  business.  I  felt 
nearly  united  in  spirit  with  a  truly  exercised  remnant, 
who  were  engaged  to  labour  in  the  Lord's  harvest. 
On  Third-day,  were  at  the  youth's  meeting,  which 
was  large,  many  not  professing  with  us  attending,  and 
it  was  a  good  meeting,  in  which  several  living  testi- 
monies were  borne. 

After  this  meeting  was  over,  I  felt  poor  and  low, 
but  seeing  two  of  the  people  called  Nicholites,  I  felt 
a  concern  revive  in  my  mind  to  visit  some  of  their 
meetings  ;  and  having  the  approbation  of  Friends,  we 
set  forward  toward  their  settlements.  Next  day,  had 
a  meeting  at  Marshy-creek,  and  the  day  following, 
attended  a  meeting  of  the  people  called  Nicholites; 
in  which  my  heart  was  much  tendered,  and  I  re- 
joiced in  being  at  this  meeting.     The  rightly  exer- 


1794]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  53: 

cised  travellers  were  encouraged  to  dwell  in  the 
power  of  Truth,  and  attend  to  its  openings,  day  by- 
day. 

29th.     Was  at  another  meeting  among  the  Nichol- 
ites,  at  Centre,  which  was  much   more  exercising; 
there  appeared  to  be  a  rest  taken  up  in  the  outward 
form  of  plainness  and  simplicity.     Their  clothing  is 
of  the  natural  colour;  for  they  object  to  dying  cloth, 
esteeming  it  a  superfluous  expense,  calculated  more 
for  ostentation  than  true  usefulness.     Next  day,  was^ 
at  their  other  meeting  at  Tuckahoe :  where  I  was  led 
to  treat  of  the  call  and  qualifications  of  a  gospel  mi- 
nister, as  proceeding  from  the  pure  openings  of  the 
Spirit  of  Truth ;  and  that  those  who  minister  of  the 
holy  things  of  the  sanctuary,  must  be  baptized  with 
the  Holy  Ghost  and  fire,  by  the  operation  of  which, 
their  hearts  being  purified,  they  can  from  a  feeling 
sense  declare  the  way  of  life  and  salvation  unto  others, 
for  that  which  is  of  God  begets  unto  him.     What  an 
inexpressible  blessing  and  favour  to  have  a  free  gos- 
pel ministry  restored; — a  ministry  supported  by  the 
pure  indwelling  of  Divine  love  and  life  in  the  soul — 
furnishing  with  renewed  qualifications,  from  season  to 
season,  to  minister  to  the  different  states  of  the  people ! 
I  afterwards  understood  there  was  a  cause  for  this 
doctrine  being  delivered  amongst  them — there  being 
one  present  who  was  a  speaker,  but  his  conduct  in 
several  respects  did  not  comport  with  a  gospel  minis- 
ter.    Ihad  an  inward  sense  of  his  unsoundness,  and 
that  he  had  not  dwelt  long  enough  in  the  furnace  to 
be  qualified  to  teach  others.     Before  I  arose  I  fer- 
vently prayed  in  secret,  that  I  might  not  hurt  the 
least  babe  in  the  truth. 


54  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1794 

Among  other  subjects,  the  necessity  of  purity  of 
heart,  was  pressed  home  to  their  consideration,  and 
that  they  might  experience  a  daily  waiting  in  the 
inner  temple  of  their  hearts, — that  the  Lord's  work 
might  be  carried  forward  in  them,  and  that  they 
might  be  prepared,  through  an  abiding  in  and  under 
his  divine  power  manifested  there,  to  draw  nigh  unto 
him  with  acceptance.  The  formahst  was  laboured 
with,  not  to  leave  the  outward  form  which  is  comely 
and  beautiful,  but  to  press  the  necessity  of  experienc- 
ing the  saoctifying,  cleansing  virtue  of  Truth,  which 
alone  can  render  the  soul  acceptable  to  God ;  and 
which  quickening  power,  as  it  is  abode  in,  will  ma- 
nifest itself  by  outward  works  ; — the  outward  form 
of  religion  will  show  itself  in  those  who  partake  of 
the  inward  life,  and  feed  upon  heavenly  and  divine 
nourishment.  Without  this,  the  most  specious  outside 
show  of  holiness  will  be  of  no  avail. 

The  Nicholites  received  and  entertained  us  with 
great  kindness.  Among  them  are  some  tender-spirited 
people,  with  whom  I  felt  unity.  They  profess  nearly 
the  same  principles  as  Friends ;  many  of  them  being 
very  strict  and  guarded  in  their  conduct  and  con- 
versation. I  was  pleased  in  beholding  the  simphcity 
of  their  dress  and  manners.  They  are  very  particu- 
lar in  refraining  from  dyed  stufis ;  the  women  wear- 
ing white  linen  bonnets.  I  believe,  beyond  doubting, 
that  the  Lord  has  been  at  work  in  their  hearts  by  his 
good  spirit.  The  first  of  this  society,  was  Joseph 
Nichols,  mentioned  in  John  Woolman's  Journal ;  he 
has  been  dead  about  twenty  years.  A  great  part  of 
them  are  desirous  of  joining  Friends,  but  others  are 


1794]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  55 

opposed  to  it ;  and  as  they  appear  concerned  that 
unity  may  be  maintained  amongst  themselves,  this 
subject  will  require  time  and  the  exercise  of  patience, 
which  was  recommended  to  them. 

We  next  attended  Friends'  meeting  at  Tuckahoe 
Neck,  which  was  a  low  suffering  season  for  the  most 
part.  Thence,  after  visiting  a  sick  friend,  we  went  on 
byway  of  Easton  to  Bay-side,  and  lodged  at  a  Friend's 
house.  Next  day,  crossed  Chesapeake  Bay  to  the 
Western  Shore  of  Maryland,  and  pursued  our  jour- 
ney to  Alexandria,  in  Virginia.  The  weather  being 
very  warm,  and  the  roads  but  indifferent,  we  had  an 
uncomfortable  ride,  which,  with  the  afflicting  sense  I 
had  of  the  oppressed  state  of  the  poor  black  people, 
much  depressed  my  spirits.  My  heart  was  unusually 
sad,  and  a  horror  of  darkness  seemed  to  overspread 
me,  being  measurably  dipt  into  a  feeling  of  the  state 
and  condition  of  their  oppressors.  In  this  deep  exer- 
cise, I  cried  unto  the  Lord  to  favour  me  with  the 
light  of  his  countenance ;  and  was  favoured  to  feel 
his  presence  near. 

Oik  mo.  4th.  Attended  the  week-day  meeting  at 
Alexandria.  Then  went  on  over  difficult  roads, 
through  Leesburg  and  Fairfax,  to  a  place  called  the 
Gap,  where  we  attended  meeting  on  First-day,  in 
which  holy  help  was  afforded.  Thence,  accompa- 
nied by  John  M'Pherson,  we  proceeded  by  way  of 
Hopewell,  (formerly  called  Opeckon,)  and  over  the 
Alleghany  mountains  to  Redstone,  where  we  arrive^ 
on  the  evening  of  the  12th.  After  a  comfortable 
night's  rest,  I  felt  much  refreshed  in  body ;  but  in 
mind,  much  Hke  unto  an  empty  vessel. 


56  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURNAL.  [1794 

I4tk  and  15^^.  Attended  two  meetings.  Was 
much  exercised  under  a  sense  of  things  being  out  of 
order,  and  that  the  enemy  had  sowed  discord  among 
them.  Which  I  afterward  found  to  be  the  case. 
May  the  Shepherd  of  Israel  arise,  and  strengthen 
with  holy  help,  so  that  there  may  be  a  uniting  to- 
gether in  the  precious  fellowship  of  pure  spiritual 
love,  which  remains  to  be  the  characteristic  mark, 
distinguishing  the  followers  of  Christ  from  those  of 
anti-Christ.  If  this  divine,  cementing  bond  of  union 
is  not  felt  to  keep  us  together,  in  a  holy  travail  for 
Truth^s  prosperity,  in  vain  is  a  profession  without  it; 
being  only  an  image  without  life. 

May  the  Lord  in  mercy  preserve  me,  and  enable 
me  faithfully  to  cleave  unto  his  Divine  power,,  mani- 
fest in  my  heart ;  so  that  I  may  not,  in  any  degree, 
mar  the  work  whereunto  he  has  called  me. 

9t/i  mo.  28th.  Being  First-day,  w^ere  at  Union 
meeting.  The  Lord  was  pleased  to  appear  in  power, 
in  which  ability  was  afforded  to  preach  the  gospel  to 
divers  states  present.  Many  hearts  were  broken  and 
contrited,  and  the  pure  influence  of  Divine  Truth 
spread  over  the  meeting  in  a  memorable  manner. 
My  spirit  was  bowed  in  aw^ful,  deep  reverence,  under 
the  precious  influence  of  gospel  love.  The  lame,  the 
maimed,  the  blind,  and  the  halt,  after  being  faithfully 
warned  of  their  dangerous  state  and  condition,  were 
invited  to  return  unto  Israel's  Shepherd ;  whose  ga- 
thering crook  of  Divine  power  and  love,  Avas  gra- 
ciously extended,  for  their  restoration  into  the  way 
of  hfe  and  salvation ;  where  with  the  sheep  of  Christ 
they  might  partake  of  the  bread  of  life. 


1794]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  57 

I  now  felt  as  though  I  might  be  released  from  fur- 
ther service  in  this  part  of  the  country.  And  although 
deep  baptisms  and  provings  of  spirit  have  been 
much  my  lot  while  here,  partly  under  a  sense  of 
weaknesses  and  wrong  things,  amongst  many  of  the 
members  of  our  society,  yet  the  Lord  hath  sustained 
and  helped  me,  to  my  humble  admiration.  May  the 
praise  be  ascribed  unto  him ;  and  may  his  fatherly 
care  and  loving  kindness  be  still  continued  toward 
me. 

Next  day  we  set  out,  and  crossed  the  Alleghany 
mountains,  in  company  with  divers  Friends  of  Red- 
stone and  Westland  monthly  meetings,  who  were 
going  to  attend  Fairfax  Quarterly  meeting,  of  which 
they  are  members,  distant  about  one  hundred  and 
seventy  miles.  As  we  travelled  on,  we  met  abun- 
dance of  people,  in  wagons,  moving  towards  Ken- 
tucky. We  were  frequently  inquired  of  respecting 
the  disturbances  in  Washington,  Fayette,  and  Alle- 
ghany counties,  on  account  of  the  unwillingness  of 
the  people  to  comply  with  the  excise  laws.  But  I 
informed  them,  I  knew  but  little  concerning  these 
matters,  my  concern  being  of  a  different  kind,  and 
my  delight  to  see  people  love  one  another. 

I  may  here  note  the  great  difficulty  of  the  inhabi- 
tants of  Redstone  in  procuring  salt.  Many  people 
travel  120  to  140  miles  to  obtain  it;  some  with  two, 
three,  and  four  horses,  each  carrying  three  or  four 
bushels  on  their  backs ;  which  by  reason  of  the  ex- 
pense of  the  journey,  is  retailed  in  the  Redstone  set- 
tlements at  thirty  shillings  a  bushel.  Other  provi- 
sions there  are  generally  cheap  and  plentiful,  and 
their  habitations  corafortable. 


58  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1794 

lOth  mo.  1st.  We  proceeded  on  our  journey,  and 
had  a  meeting  at  a  place  called  Frankfort.  It  was 
held  at  an  inn,  and  was  small,  hard,  and  laborious, 
being  a  very  rainy  day.  We  afterwards  went  on 
through  the  rain,  and  got  lodging's  at  a  Dutchman's 
house,  where,  though  crowded  for  room,  having  but 
two  beds  for  eight  persons,  we  passed  the  night  with 
tolerable  comfort.  Next  day  we  got  to  meeting  at 
Bear-Garden,  an  indulged  meeting,  among  new  set- 
tlers. We  then  rode  twenty  miles  to  our  beloved 
friend  Abel  Walker's,  at  Hopewell,  where  we  were 
kindly  received.  Thence  we  proceeded  to  the  Quar- 
terly meeting  at  Fairfax,  taking  Goose  Creek  meet- 
ing on  our  way. 

After  the  Quarterly  meeting,  I  had  several  pre- 
cious, baptizing  opportunities  in  Friends'  famihes,  to 
the  melting  and  tendering  of  our  spirits  together.  Di- 
vine love  flowed  as  from  vessel  to  vessel,  to  our  mu- 
tual rejoicing  and  encouragement,  furnishing  evidence 
that  the  Lord  our  God  is  still  mindful  of  us. 

lOth  mo.  Sth.  After  attending  the  week-day  meet- 
ing at  Fairfax,  to  my  satisfaction  and  comfort,  we 
set  forward,  and  next  day  held  a  comfortable  meet- 
ing at  Bush-Creek,  in  Maryland.  Divers  Friends 
from  Redstone,  Fairfax,  and  its  neighbourhood,  were 
with  us,  on  their  way  to  the  Yearly  Meeting  to  be 
held  at  Baltimore;  where  there  has  been  a  time  of 
great  mortality,  with  a  pestilential  disorder,  similar 
to  that  in  Philadelphia,  last  year.  My  mind  was  much 
exercised  respecting  attending  the  service  of  the 
Yearly  Meeting,  and  very  desirous  of  being  rightly 
directed  therein.     At  length,  I  became  fully  resigned 


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to  go,  and  proceeded  some  distance  toward  Balti- 
more; when  I  was  taken  very  unwell  on  the  road. 
My  heart  was  made  contrite,  and  I  was  given  to  be- 
lieve that  the  resignation  of  my  mind  was  accepted, 
instead  of  the  deed,  after  which,  I  felt  perfectly  easy 
to  go  on  to  Little  Falls,  and  was  favoured  with 
sweet  peace,  in  a  belief  that  I  was  in  the  w^ay  of 
my  duty.  We  then  went  on,  crossed  the  river  Sus- 
quehanna and  lodged  at  George  Churchman's,  at 
East  Nottingham.  He  was  gone  to  the  Yearly 
Meeting  at  Baltimorcy.  but  we  .  had  a  comfortable 
opportunity  with  his  children  in  the  evening.  Next 
day  we  dined  at  Williani  Jackson's,  and,  in  com- 
pany with  Jacob  Lindley,  went  on  to  Samuel  Can- 
by's  at  Brandywine,  where  we  lodged.  After  this, 
passing  through  Philadelphia,  I  reached  home  the 
21st  of  the  10th  month,  and  was  joyfully  received  by 
my  wife,  children  and  friends  ;  having  been  absent 
upwards  of  eleven  weeks,  attended  fifty-six  meetings 
and  travelled  about  twelve  hundred  and  fifty  miles. 

On  the  25th  of  10th  month,  I  attended  our  Quarter- 
ly meeting  at  Shrewsbury,  after  which,  in  company 
with  Joseph  Cloud,  of  North  Carolina,  attended  meet- 
ings appointed  at  Squan,  Squankum,  Deal,  Poplar 
Swamp,  Long  Branch,  and  Colt's  Neck,  to  the  reUef 
and  comfort  of  my  mind.  A  few,  days  after  my  re- 
turn home,  I  set  out  for  Mendham,  Hardwich  and 
some  other  places — also,  in  company  with  Richard 
Dell,  had  meetings  in  Paulins-kill,  and  the  Drowned 
Lands ;  also  one  at  Hackctts-town,  to  a  good  degree 
of  satisfaction.  Then  after  attending  their  First-day 
meeting   at  Mendham,  I  returned  home. 


60  ISAAC    MARTIN*S    JOURNAL.  [1794 

While  out  on  this  journey,  I  was  led  to  treat  on  the 
call  and  qualifications  of  a  true  gospel  minister,  and 
to  show  that  in  the  discharge  of  so  important  and 
weighty  a  trust,  a  minister  should  be  actuated  by  a 
sense  of  duty  to  God,  and  pure  love  to  the  souls  of 
mankind.  Such  are  made  willing  through  the  con- 
straining influence  of  the  gospel  spirit,  to  leave  all  the 
nearest  outward  connexions  in  life,  as  husbands, 
wives,  or  children,  when  called  by  him  who  is  the 
true  Shepherd  of  the  sheep;  and  their  labour  in  gath- 
ering souls  unto  Christ,  is  availing.  While  those  who 
make  a  trade  of  preaching  often  leave  the  poor  flock 
to  take  care  of  themselves,  when  a  higher  call,  (viz. 
more  money,)  is  presented  to  them.  By  which  they 
manifest  a  greater  love  for  the  gain  of  this  world 
than  for  the  welfare  of  their  fellow  creatures. 

Other  subjects  treated  on  were  the  universality  of 
Divine  grace,  election  and  reprobation.  The  power 
of  choice  being  conferred  on  the  children  of  men,  by 
their  great  Creator,  those  who  open  the  door  of  their 
hearts  unto  Christ,  the  Redeemer,  and  are  faithful 
unto  him,  being  the  elect.  On  the  contrary,  those  who 
resist,  quench  and  do  despite  to  his  Spiril,  through  an 
unwiUingness  to  bear  the  cross,  which  would  crucify 
the  disorderly  working  of  the  flesh,  or  old  man  with 
his  deeds;  these  not  liking  to  retain  God  in  their 
knowledge,  become  more  and  more  hardened  through 
disobedience,  and  fall  into  a  state  of  reprobation. 

Not  feeling  clear  of  Pennsylvania,  with  the  unity  of 
Friends,  1  left  home  on  the  12th  of  12th  month,  and 
attended  a  meeting  at  the  Falls,  in  Bucks  county; 
thence  went  to  see  my  beloved  friends  Deborah  Darby 
and  Rebecca  Young,  from  England,  now  engaged  in  a 


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family  visit  to  the  members  of  Horsham  meeting.  We 
were  comforted  together  under  a  sense  of  the  Lord's 
goodness,  who  allots  to  his  servants  their  different 
portions  of  labour  in  his  harv^est  of  ingathering,  and 
none  of  them  are  dissatisfied  with  the  wages  furnished 
by  so  good  and  bountiful  a  master. 

From  Horsham  with  my  beloved  friend  Jonathan 
Kirkbride,  I  went  to  Richland  monthly  meeting;  also 
visited  a  Friend  who  had  been  so  afl^ected  in  his  mind 
as  to  decline  conversation,  for  about  four  months. 
The  Lord  opened  to  me  his  state  and  condition,  and 
showed  me  that  he  was  under  a  strong  temptation 
and  delusion,  which  I  was  enabled  clearly  to  point 
out  to  him,  in  the  authority  of  Truth,  as  we  were  col- 
lected with  his  family  in  the  evening.  After  which  I 
was  constrained  to  kneel  down  and  supplicate  the 
Most  High,  as  also  to  ascribe  praises  to  his  great  and 
glorious  name.  The  poor  Friend  was  strengthen- 
ed, and  before  bed-time  entered  into  innocent  con- 
versation with  us.  He  also  went  with  me,  very  ac- 
ceptably, about  a  week,  and  attended  divers  meetings. 
After  which  we  parted  in  n^ar  aflection ;  I  went  to 
East  Calm,  where  I  attended  meeting  on  First-day 
in  silence.  I  then  visited  all  the  meetings  in  the  West- 
ern Quarter,  the  last  of  which  was  East  Nottingham. 
Thence  with  a  peaceful  mind,  rode  to  West  Grove, 
not  knowing  but  I  might  return  home,  under  the  pre- 
cious sensations  of  heavenly  goodness  accompanying 
me. 

Here,  in  my  usual  daily  retirement,  waiting  upon 
the  Lord  for  the  renewal  of  my  strength,  I  was  brought 
under  deep  exercise  of  mind,  occasioning  a  thorough 
search  to  discover  the  cause.     At  length  it  opened  to 


63  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1795 

me,  with  Divine  sweetness,  as  a  duty,  to  visit  the  fa- 
milies of  West  Grove  meeting.  And  though  I  felt  in 
a  state  of  deep,  inward  poverty,  insufficient  of  myself 
for  such  an  arduous  service,  yet  was  enabled  to  re- 
sign thereunto,  trusting  in  Him  who  requires  no  more 
than  he  gives  ability  to  perform. 

The  21st  of  the  1st  month,  1795,  accompanied  by 
my  beloved  friend,  William  Jackson,  I  entered  on  the 
service  of  this  family  visit,  and  continued  therein  till 
the  25th,  which  being  First-day,  I  attended  meeting 
there  ;  and  was  favoured  to  feel  the  Lord's  presence 
to  the  contriting  of  my  spirit.  A  blessed  evidence 
was  afforded  me  that  I  was  in  a  state  of  favour,  peace, 
and  acceptance  with  him,  the  beloved  of  my  soul : 
and  I  was  enabled  to  worship  and  adore  him,  in  awful 
silence ;  as  well  as  publicly  to  supplicate  his  great  and 
glorious  name,  and  reverently  to  praise  him. 

2&th.  I  am  still  mercifully  favoured  to  feel  that  the 
Shepherd  of  Israel  is  with  me.  Upon  him  I  lean  for 
wisdom  and  strength ;  and  while  I  have  a  being,  am 
desirous  to  be  devoted  to  him,  who  is  the  never  fail- 
ing helper  of  his  depending  children. 

2d  mo.  1st.  Attended  London  Grove  meeting,  which 
was  exercising  andiarge.  On  the  4th,  I  was  at  West 
Grove  meeting,  where  1  had  good  service,  and  hav- 
ing finished  the  family  visit,  I  took  an  affectionate 
farewell  of  Friends  there,  to  some  of  whom  my  spirit 
was  nearly  united,  in  the  pure  fellowship  of  gospel 
love.  In  the  afternoon,  visited  Friends'  school ;  and 
next  day  was  at  New  Garden  week-day  meeting.  After 
dinner,  I  mounted  my  horse,  not  seeing  any  more  ser- 
vice in  these  parts  ;  but  was  presently  brought  under 
much  exercise;  and  an   opening  presented  to  stay 


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monthly  meeting  there,  which  I  did,  and  Friends  en- 
dorsed my  certificate.  Seeing  no  way  clear  to  go 
homewards,  I  continued  in  the  neighbourhood  till 
after  the  Quarterly  meeting  at  London  Grove,  which 
I  attended,  in  silence.  After  the  -youth's  meeting 
there,  my  way  opened  to  visit  the  families  of  New- 
Garden  meeting;  in  which  I  w^as  accompanied  by 
Hannah  Lindley,  of  whose  company  I  was  truly  glad. 

When  this  family  visit  was  accom.plished,  way 
opened  for  my  return  homewards.  On  First-day. 
was  at  Concord  meeting,  which  was  a  favoured, 
strengthening  time.  Thence,  passing  through  Ches- 
ter, Darby  and  Philadelphia,  I  went  on  to  the  Falls, 
in  Bucks  county;  where  Richard  Dell,  of  Mendham, 
was  engaged  in  visiting  families. 

3d  mo.  I2th.  After  attending  their  week-day  meet- 
ing, w^hich  was  a  season  of  Divine  favour,  I  was 
drawn  to  unite  wdth  Friends  in  the  family  visit.  After 
it  was  finished  to  my  satisfaction,  I  attended  the 
meeting  there  on  First-day,  which  w^as  a  refreshing 
time ;  then  crossed  the  Delaware,  and  rode  to  Robert 
White's,  at  Stony-brook,  where  I  was  kindly  enter- 
tained. Next  day  reached  home,  and  was  joyfully 
received  by  my  family,  after  an  absence  of  more 
than  three  months. 

7th  mo.  2Sth.  Under  humbling  exercises  of  soul,  I 
have  seen  that  there  is  an  increasing  'evil,  which  has 
done  abundance  of  hurt  in  our  religious  society,  viz. 
covetousness,  or  an  anxious  desire  after  the  riches  of 
this  world.  It  appeared  to  me,  that  the  understand- 
ings of  many  have  thereby  become  so  darkened,  as 
not  to  see  the  beauty  and  excellency  of  the  pure 
Truth,  nor  to  enjoy  its  precious,  heavenly  influen«ce, 


64  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1795 

as  the  chiefest  good  attainable  on  this  side  the  grave. 
The  god  of  this  world  is  presenting  the  glory  of  it 
to  those  who  have  escaped  its  gross  pollutions,  and 
under  many  plausible  pretences  many  are  caught 
with  its  gilded  baits,  or  are  in  great  danger  thereof. 
A  command  was  given  me,  to  bear  a  faithful  testi- 
mony against  that  spirit  which  is  eagerly  pursuing 
the  riches  and  greatness  of  this  world. 

In  the  10th  month,  I  attended  the  monthly  meeting 
in  New  York.  It  was  small ;  great  numbers  of 
Friends  and  others  having  left  the  city  on  account  of 
a  pestilential  disorder  prevailing  there.  It  seemed 
an  awful  time  ;  but  my  mind,  through  gracious  help, 
was  preserved  in  a  state  of  calmness  and  confidence 
in  God,  the  incomes  of  whose  Hfe-giving  presence 
supported  my  soul  above  the  fear  of  pestilence  or 
death. 

Of  latter  time,  it  has  appeared  to  me,  that  the 
Lord  has  arisen  to  chastise  the  inhabitants  of  North 
America,  in  divers  places,  in  a  pecuhar  manner ;  but,  in 
a  general  way,  they  seem  to  make  light  of  these  visita- 
tions. Corruption,  I  fear,  increases  in  the  land,  and  too 
few  lay  it  to  heart :  so  that  one  w^oe  after  another  may 
still  await  us.  O  my  soul!  cleave  faithfully  unto  the 
Lord  thy  God,  who  hitherto  has  helped  thee,  and 
who  continues,  from  time  to  time,  to  reveal  his 
saving  arm  of  power  for  thy  preservation  and  sup- 
port. 

2Sd.  After  attending  our  Quarterly  meeting  at 
Shrewsbury,  and  faithfully  discharging  my  duty 
therein,  I  had  meetings  at  Rumsen,  Poplar,  Mane- 
squan,  Squankum,  over  Squan  river,  at  I^ong  Branch 
and  Colt's  Neck,  which  were  attended  by  great  num- 


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bers  of  other  societies.  The  Lord's  presence,  which 
is  the  joy  of  my  life,  was  with  me  from  day  to  day, 
and  I  retm'ned  home  wdth  the  comfortable  evidence 
of  having  been  in  my  proper  place.  Oh  blessed  sen- 
sation !  Oh  inestimable  blessing,  to  have  our  adop- 
tion .sealed  to  us  by  the  eternal  spirit  of  God ! 

l5^  mo.  9th,  1796.  Have  been  engaged  for  above 
a  month,  in  a  religious  visit  to  the  families  of  Friends, 
belonging  to  Kingwood  monthly  meeting.  The  ser- 
vice was  truly  arduous ;  and  had  it  not  been  for  the 
Omnipotent  Arm,  which  bore  up  my  spirit  above  the 
billows  and  waves  of  discouragement,  I  had  turned 
back.  But  the  Lord,  who  requires  no  service  but 
what  he  abilitates  to  perform,  as  our  dependance  is 
steadily  fixed  upon  him,  was  graciously  pleased  to 
strengthen  in  the  needful  time.  My  soul  was  bowed, 
from  day  to  day,  under  a  sense  of  the  low  state  of 
many  of  the  members,  who,  for  want  of  keeping  up 
the  watch,  according  to  our  Lord's  injunction,  are 
too  much  absorbed  in  the  love  of  this  perishing  world. 
Hence,  love  to  God,  and  its  natural  effect,  love  one 
to  another,  have  very  much  abated. 

An  outside,  superficial  friendship  may  be  kept  up, 
by  mere  natural  men  and  women ;  but  a  true  union 
of  spirit,  that  seeks  each  other's  welfare,  growth  and 
establishment  in  the  Truth,  and  the  peace  and  favour 
of  our  Almighty  Benefactor, — is  only  to  be  expe- 
rienced, by  a  dying  to  our  corrupt  wills  and  inclina- 
tions. As  this  operation  is  submitted  to,  we  witness 
the  heavenly  gift  of  grace, — the  plant  of  renown  to 
grow,  spread,  and  prevail  in  our  hearts,  producing 
the  blessed  fruits,  described  by  the  apostle,  "  lov^e, 
joy,  peace,  long-suffering,  gentleness,  goodness,  faith. 


66  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1796 

meekness,  temperance."  These  are  the  virtues  which 
spring  up  in  the  soul,  as  it  becomes  leavened  into  the 
heavenly  nature.  Then,  instead  of  rejoicing  at  the 
failings  of  those  who  depart  from  the  paths  of  recti- 
tude, or  watching  for  evil,  and  spreading  the  report 
thereof  when  committed,  there  is  a  disposition  to 
mourn  and  lament  because  of  it, — and  in  the  spirit  of 
meekness,  to  labour  for  the  reclaiming  and  restora- 
tion of  such. 

Here,  the  order  and  government  of  the  church  is 
maintained ;  and  pure  love,  being  the  spring  of  ac- 
tion, quaUfies  the  members  to  labour  for  the  promo- 
tion of  righteousness  on  the  earth. 

But,  at  the  present,  does  not  iniquity  greatly 
abound  in  the  land  ?  And  is  not  the  Holy  Spirit  con- 
tinually grieved  at  the  crying  sins  and  abominations 
of  the  inhabitants  ?  O  North  America !  thou  hast 
been  chastised  in  thy  borders,  and  yet  hast  not  hum- 
bled thyself.  Thy  corruptions  increase,  though  thou 
hast  been  visited,  both  in  judgment  and  in  great  mer- 
cies. 

O  my  soul !  draw  nigh  unto  thy  God,  and  wait 
upon  him  for  the  renewing  of  his  quickening  power, 
by  which  thou  mayst  be  borne  above  the  world,  and 
all  its  perishing  enjoyments,  as  well  as  momentary 
afflictions.  His  heavenly  love  is  graciously  vouch- 
safed for  thy  support,  in  this  thy  afflicted  pilgrimage, 
so  that  thou  canst  say.  Good  is  the  Lord,  and  worthy 
to  be  trusted,  honoured,  and  obeyed,  now  and  for 
ever  more. 

In  the  2d  month  1796,  with  the  concurrence  of  the 
monthly  meeting,  I  visited  the  families  of  our  particu- 
lar meeting  of  Rahway,  in  the  performance  of  which 


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I  was  favoured  with  the  evidence  of  peace.  Soon  af- 
ter, I  visited  the  meetings  of  Shrewsbury,  Squan  and 
Squankum ;  also  had  appointed  meetings  at  Benjamin 
Jackson's,  Poplar  Swamp,  Long  Branch,  Colt's  Neck, 
Rumsen,  and  over  Squan  River.  At  several  of  these 
places  the  people  were  called  to  repentance,  under  a 
sense  of  their  dark  state  and  condition.  Yet,  I  be- 
lieved there  were  a  few,  who  were  seeking  the  way  to 
the  kingdom,  and  I  felt  concerned  to  impress  upon  them 
the  absolute  necessity  of  seeking  it  within  them,  that  so 
they  might  find  righteousness,  peace,  and  joy  in  the 
Holy  Spirit,  to  spring  up  and  grow  in  their  hearts. 
Thus  every  thing  contrary  th{  reto  being  subdued, 
and  cast  out,  the  Lord's  heavenly  kingdom  would 
come  in  them,  and  he  alone  have  the  dominion  and 
the  glory,  who  is  forever  worthy. 

llth  mo.  226Z,  1797.  My  mind  of  late,  hath  often 
been  deeply  impressed  with  an  awful  sense,  that  a 
time  of  great  distress  draweth  near.  A  pestilential 
disorder  hath  already  swept  away  many  people,  but 
the  living  do  not  enough  lay  it  to  heart.  Vice  and 
immorality  very  much  prevail.  A  time  of  great  di- 
vision and  rending  is  approaching,  and  a  noise  of 
parties,  contending  for  pre-eminence  and  rule:  vexing 
and  tormenting  one  another.  These  views  have  been 
much  the  companion  of  my  mind,  but  I  have  hope  in 
the  nerer  failing  refuge  of  the  righteous. 

9th  mo.  V2th,  1798.  What  an  awful  time  !  the  pes- 
tilence doth  greatly  prevail  in  different  parts  of  this 
country.  The  city  of  Philadelphia  is  again  visited ; 
and  near  four-fifths  of  the  inhabitants  are  said  to  have 
fled  into  the  country,  as  from  a  terrible  destroying 
enemy.   About  one  half  of  the  citizens  of  New  York 


68  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1798 

have  also  fled  as  for  their  Hves,  into  the  country  round 
about — the  yellow  fever  having  again  prevailed  there. 

The  worldly  wise  may  study  and  search  into  the 
natural  causes,  and  endeavour,  by  human  reasonings, 
to, account  for  these  sore  calamities.  But  when  vice 
and  corruption  are  prevailing  and  spreading  in  the 
land,  what  reason  have  we  to  expect  to  be  exempt 
from  the  chastisements  of  the  Almighty  ?  Surely  it  is 
high  time  for  us  as  a  religious  society,  to  be  less 
anxious  after  wealth ;  for  by  the  too  eager  pursuit  of 
perishing  riches,  our  love  to  God  is  diminished,  and 
we  depart  from  the  genuine  spirit  of  the  gospel. 

9th  mo.  I9th.    Whilst  waiting  upon  God,  it  was  liv- 
ingly  opened  on  my  mind,  that  through  great  calami- 
ties and  overturnings,  many  who  have  accumulated 
great  estates,  will  be  reduced  to  poverty.     It  has  been 
a  time  of  outward  prosperity,  for  a  number  of  years 
past ;  wherein  large  opportunities  of  obtaining  wealth 
have  offered,  of  which  too  many  have  availed  them- 
selves.    The  testimony  our  worthy  predecessors  bore 
against  worldly  mindedness,  and  against  trading  in 
superfluities  which  are  calculated  to  support  pride 
and  vanity,    has  been    sorrowfully  departed  from  ; 
whereby  the  divine  lustre  and  beauty  once  eminently 
conspicuous  in  our  religious  society,  is  much  eclipsed, 
and    spiritual  ease  and  lukewarm.ness  have  ensued. 
There   is  however,  a  living   remnant   preserved   in 
many  places,  unto  whom  Truth  is  precious,  and  its 
testimonies    dearer   than   any  outward   enjoyments. 
Unto  these  my  spirit  is  united  in  near  and  dear  fel- 
lowship.     May  the  Lord  Almighty  strengthen  and 
support  them,  under  the  various  baptisms  and  suffer- 
ings which  may  attend  them. 


1799]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  69 

5tk  mo.  nth,  1799.  My  wife  and  I  were  sent  for 
to  New  York,  on  account  of  the  indisposition  of  our 
dear  father,  Joseph  Delaplaine.  We  went,  and  con- 
tinued with  him  upwards  of  four  weeks,  until  his  close; 
during  which  time  I  thought  it  best  to  preserve  some 
of  his  expressions,  in  writing,  which  are  as  follows : 

5mo.  llth.  He  said,  "  I  expect  my  peace  is  made, 
lam'  only  waiting  to  enter  into  rest."  Then,  after  a 
little  pause,  he  said  to  several  Friends  present,  "Love 
silent  meetings.  Silence  was  the  ground  upon  which 
our  predecessors  first  moved  in  order  to  worship  God. 
A  slavish  fear  has  sometimes  presented  to  my  mind 
lest  the  flock  should  sustain  loss  through  a  lack  of 
vocal  testimonies  :  but  as  I  have  dwelt  in  pure  resig- 
nation to  the  Divine  will,  ^reat  has  been  my  peace. 
Let  life  be  the  spring  of  all  your  movements  in  the 
church ;  generally  speakings  it  hath  been  my  concern 
to  wait  for  it,  to  put  me  forth  in  the  service  thereof.** 

His  bodily  pain  being  great,  he  acknowledged  the 
Lord's  wisdom  therein,  and  expressed  his  resignation; 
several  times  saying,  he  was  ready  and  willing  to 
leave  this  world,  waiting  the  Lord's  time,  that  he 
might  join  the  heavenly  host,  in  adoration,  praise,  and 
thanksgiving. 

20^/i.  Being  in  great  pain,  he  said,  "Oh  !  the  wisdom 
of  the  Creator  !  not  only  his  judgments,  but  his  ways 
are  past  finding  out." 

2Qth.  Being  recovered  from  fainting,  occasioned  by 
the  violence  of  his  disorder,  he  said:  "In  all  these  ex- 
tremities of  pain,  and  fits  of  fainting,  the  power  of 
Divine  Love  is  over  alL" 

21th.  This  evening  he  earnestly  desired  his  son  to 
seek  the  Lord,  whilst  he  was  to  be  found ;  mention- 


70  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1799 

ing  the  great  concern  he  had  often  felt  for  his  well- 
being — and  that  he  felt  peace,  in  the  discharge  of  his 
duty  towards  him  in  time  past.  He  said  that  many 
had  slighted  Divine  visitations  to  their  souls  ;  and 
mentioned  the  great  danger  there  was  in  putting  off 
the  necessary  preparation  for  death  until  a  time  of 
sickness,  concluding  with  these  words :  "Wait  O  my 
soul,  in  patience,  the  Lord's  time — a  little  longer. 
The  end  of  all  things  is  at  hand  ;  and  I  am  endeavour- 
ing to  fix  mine  eye  upon  the  object  of  the  saints'  faith." 

SOth.  He  said,  "You  see  the  distress  I  am  in."  I  an- 
swered. Yes :  and  we  feel  for  thee,  but  cannot  help 
thee.  He  replied,  "The  true  spirit  of  sympathy  is 
internal.  It  is  seen  but  little,  and  feels  much."  Next 
day  he  said  to  a  friend,  "  The  Lord  is  gracious ;  his 
promises  are  yea  and  amen  forever." 

6th  mo.  I  si.  Something  being  proposed,  by  way  of 
medicine,  he  mentioned  the  improbability  of  being 
able  to  endure  its  operation ;  saying,  "  I  would  rath- 
er pass  quietly  away ;  but  if  you  (meaning  his  family) 
cannot  be  easy  without  trying,  1  am  willing  to  sub- 
mit." His  grand-daughter  coming  to  his  bed  side,  he 
said  to  her,  "  I  hope  thou  wilt  be  a  dutiful  child,  a  lov- 
er of  Truth,  and  a  good  example  to  thy  own  sex  in 
general." 

3d.  Our  dear  friend,  Jervis  Johnson,  from  Ireland, 
coming  to  see  him,  he  spoke  as  follows  :  "  J.  y  mind 
enjoys  much  sweetness :  but  my  body  is  in  great  dis- 
tress. 1  should  have  been  glad  to  have  been  with 
you,  at  the  late  Annual  Meeting,  but  it  has  been  or- 
dered otherwise,  in  the  wisdom  of  God,  to  whom  be 
all  praise  :  his  mercies  endure  forever." 

Next  day,  as  I  was  sitting  by  his  bed  side  with  his 


1799]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  71 

son,  he  lay  very  quiet  for  some  time,  then  said  to  us, 
"We  sometimes  sHp  away  very  suddenly;  and  if  it 
should  be  so  with  me,  tell  J.  S.  to  make  for  me  a  plain, 
decent,  pine  cofiin."  After  a  little  pause,  he  asked 
earnestlv,  "  Do  you  understand  me  ?"  I  answered, 
Yes. 

QtJu  He  broke  forth  in  prayer,  in  the  following 
manner : — "  If  it  be  consistent  with  thy  will,  O  God 
of  all  grace,  mercy,  and  love,  put  an  end  to  this  dis- 
tress." His  voice,  through  weakness,  being  very 
low,  what  followed  could  not  be  distinctly  understood. 
Afterwards  he  spoke  intelligibly,  saying,  "  Am  I  not 
going  the  w^ay  of  all  flesh?"  He  was  answered.  It 
appears  so.  He  then  said,  "  Lord,  hasten  the  time  ;'* 
and,  after  a  pause — "  Surely,  I  am  the  clay,  and  he 
the  potter.  Our  dear  Lord  and  Master  assigns  no 
more  than  he  abilitates  to  bear.  His  ways  are  all  in 
wisdom." 

He  continued  in  a  patient,  resigned  frame  of  mind, 
waiting  for  his  final  change,  until  about  the  third 
hour  in  the  morning  of  the  11th  of  the  6th  month, 
1799,  when  he  quietly  departed  this  life,  being  in  the 
seventy-fourth  year  of  his  age;  and,  no  doubt,  is 
gone  from  a  world  of  trials,  to  receive  a  crown  of 
life  that  fadeth  not  away. 

For  about  fifty  years  he  had  manifeste'd  a  godly 
concern  for  the  advancement  of  Truth  and  righteous- 
ness in  the  earth.  Great  was  his  concern  for  the 
support  of  our  Christian  testimonies,  on  various  sub- 
jects, particularly  in  the  guarded,  religious  education 
of  his  children  and  servants,  being  careful  to  bring 
them  up  in  plainness  and  moderation.  He  was  often 
engaged  to  discourage  superfluities,  in  every  respect, 


72  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1799 

as  well  in  the  accumulating  of  riches,  as  in  house- 
hold furniture  and  apparel.  On  these  accounts  he 
was  unwearied  in  his  labours,  both  in  public  and  pri- 
vate ;  and  his  example  corresponding,  conveyed  a 
language  to  others,  "  Follow  me,  as  I  follow  Christ." 

I  may  here  add,  that  about  three  years  before,  he 
was  brought  very  low,  to  appearance  near  his  end, 
when  he  manifested  an  entire  resignation  to  the 
Lord's  will,  whether  life  or  death.  Some  of  his  ex- 
pressions at  that  time  being  preserved,  are  as  fol- 
lows : — 

He  earnestly  and  affectionately  advised  his  grand 
daughter,  to  love  the  truth,  to  keep  out  of  the  vain 
fashions  of  the  world,  to  remember  his  example,  and 
to  observe  plainness  in  her  dress. 

Some  of  his  children  being  sent  for>  and  coming  to 
his  bed  side,  he  said,  "  I  am  waiting  for  the  joyful 
time,"  meaning  his  final  change.  He  also  expressed 
his  resignation  to  the  Divine  will,  and  that  he  was  in 
the  faith  that  the  Lord  would  raise  up  standard 
bearers  for  his  Truth,  who  would  bear  a  faithful  tes- 
timony against  the  spirit  of  the  world  in  its  various 
appearances,  in  meetings,  dwelling-houses  and  shops, 
as  well  as  other  places.  "  Oh  !"  said  he,  "  how  my 
spirit  has  been  grieved,  in  beholding  the  stairs  and 
floors  of  houses,  covered  w^th  costly  carpets  !  But 
the  Lord  is  on  my  right  hand,  I  shall  not  be  moved." 

Speaking  of  some,  who  had  told  him  before  his  ill- 
ness, that  he  dwelt  too  much  on  the  dark  side,  he 
said,  "  The  world  is  the  dark  side, — Truth  is  the 
light  side."  Also  said,  he  did  not  wish  to  quit  his 
post,  until  the  right  time,  although  by  some  it  is 
called  dwelling  on  the  dark  side. 


1799]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  73 

He  likewise  expressed  his  concern,  on  account  of 
appointing  members  of  our  society  to  services  in  the 
church,  whose  conduct  respecting  superfluities  did 
not  comport  with  the  purity  of  Truth. 

At  another  time,  he  mentioned  his  exercise  on  ac- 
count of  the  costly  apparel  of  some  of  our  members, 
although  it  was  otherwise  plain. 

Thus  far  I, felt  easy  to  preserve  the  foregoing  ac- 
counts of  my  dear  father-in-law,  whom  I  much  loved, 
and  whose  gospel  labours,  accompanied  by  a  life  and 
conversation  consistent  with  our  holy  profession,  have 
been  a  blessing  to  the  church. 


Having  felt  a  concern  for  a  considerable  time  to 
visit  Friends  in  the  northern  parts  of  New  York 
State,  and  received  a  certificate  from  our  monthly 
meeting  for  that  purpose,  I  left  home  the  Slst  of  the 
12th  month,  1799,  with  my  beloved  friend  Henry 
Shot  well  as  a  companion.  To  undertake  such  a 
journey  at  this  cold  season  of  the  year,  appeared  very 
arduous,  considering  my  feeble  state  of  health,  and 
occasioned  weighty  exercise  of  spirit ;  but  Divine 
support  was  mercifully  vouchsafed,  and  I  had  an  evi- 
dence of  being  in  my  proper  place. 

The  first  day's  journey,  on  horseback,  was  very 
fatiguing,  but  we  reached  Richard  Dell's,  at  Mend- 
ham,  thence  proceeded  on  to  Hardv^'ich,  having  an 
opportunity  with  a  sick  friend  and  some  others,  by 
the  way,  in  which  my  heart  was  so  filled  with  the 
love  of  God,  that  it  was  as  a  vessel  wanting  vent ; 
and  when  my  mouth  was  opened  in  testimony  among 
them,  I  could  utter  but  a  few  words  at  a  time,  being, 
as  it  were,  swallowed  up  in  the  pure  overshadowings. 


74  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

Tof  Divine  life.  In  this  state,  I  was  renewcdly 
strengthened,  and  Hving  praises  ascended  unto  Him 
who  sits  upon  the  throne,  and  who  hath  redeemed 
my  soul,  producing  a  wilhngness  in  me  to  be  wholly 

^iven  up  to  all  his  requirings. 

On  the  2d  of  the  first  month  1800,  we  attended 
Hardwich  monthly  meeting,  and  the  next  day  had  a 
meeting  at  Hacketts-town ;  where  the  Lord  enabled 
me  to  discharge  my  duty,  which  was  followed  by  hea- 
venly peace  to  my  soul,  under  the  influence  of  Di- 
vine love,  in  anunusual  manner. 

Uh.  of  the  month,  being  First-day,  we  attended  a 
meeting  at  the  Drowned  Lands.  Notice  having  been 
spread  in  the  neighbourhood,  it  was  mostly  made  up 
of  other  Societies,  very  few  Friends  residing  there. 
Almost  as  soon  as  I  took  my  seat,  my  heart  was  fil- 
led with  the  power  of  Divine  love  ;  and  when  I  rose 
on  my  feet.  Truth  was  in  dominion  and  the  people 
were  very  attentive.  In  this  meeting  I  believe  divers 
were  made  sensible  of  that  Divine  Power  without 
which  there  can '  be  no  gathering  of  people  unto  the 
Shepherd  and  Bishop  of  souls.  Many  may  be  amu-. 
sed  with  a  sound  of  words,  by  which  no  real  benefit 
is  witnessed.  A  cold,  dead,  lifeless  ministry,  too  much 
abounds  in  Christendom  ;  being  the  study  of  those 
who  do  not  wait  for  the  power  of  God  to  influence 
them,  in  this  great  w^ork.  It  is  the  spirit  that  quick- 
ens; and  where  this  is  wanting,  preaching  or  speak- 
ing is  of  no  more  avail  than  sounding  brass  or  a  tink- 
ling cymbal. 

We  had  another  meeting  in  the  evening,  about  five 
miles  further  on  our  way.  In  riding  along  the  road,  my 
mind  was  divinely  strengthened,  my  spirit  contrited, 


1800]  ISAAC    martin's    JOURyAL.  75 

and  in  deep  prostration  my  soul  worshiped  the  great 
I  Am  for  his  goodness  manifested  to  me,  a  poor  crea- 
ture. In  this  meeting  my  heart  was  again  filled  with 
the  loving  kindness  of  my  God,  so  that  tears  of  glad- 
ness flowed  from  my  eyes ;  and  I  was  enabled  in  the 
power  and  spirit  of  Divine  love  to  declare  gospel  truths 
among  the  people :  about  four-score  of  whom  attend- 
ed, manifesting  much  solemnity  and  tenderness.  Af- 
ter I  sat  down,  the  spirit  of  supplication  was  poured 
upon  me,  and  it  was  a  tendering,  baptizing  season ; 
the  Lord's  power  and  presence  being  the  crown  of 
this  meeting.  What  shall  I  render  unto  thee,  O  Lord ! 
for  thy  abundant  mercies  and  loving  kindness,  which 
attend  me,  day  by  day  ! 

Qth,  The  weather  being  very  cold,  we  pursued  our 
journey  about  eighteen  miles,  under  much  bodily  fa- 
tigue ;  but  I  felt  that  the  Shepherd  of  Israel  was  my 
support  under  my  varied  afllictions  and  trials.  On  the 
8th,  we  attended  meeting  at  Smith's  Clove,  where  the 
Lord  my  God  still  favoured  me  with  the  incomes  of 
his  love,  and  gave  ability  to  show  forth  his  praise. 
Next  day  attended  New  Cornwall  meeting,  which  was 
exercising.  My  spirit  was  baptized  into  a  feeling  of 
tlie  states  of  some  who  had  revolted  from  the  right 
way,  and  gone  astray.  But  my  Divine  guide  strength- 
ened me  to  warn  these,  and  set  their  danger  before 
them,  as  also  the  means  for  their  heahng  and  restor- 
ation. There  are  however  a  number  of  precious 
Friends  here,  with  whom  I  felt  united  in  spirit,  though 
poverty  was  my  lot. 

The  following  evening,  we  had  a  meeting  at  New- 
burgh,  held  in  the  academy.  My  soul  was  deeply 
bowed  before  the  Lord,  on  the  wav  thither,  and  as  I 


76  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

entered  the  house.  It  was  supposed  about  one  hun- 
dred and  fifty  of  the  inhabitants  attended.  And 
though  Truth  did  not  rise  into  dominion  so  high  as  in 
some  days  past,  yet  I  was  enabled  to  bear  testimony 
against  sin  and  iniquity,  especially  swearing  and 
drunkenness ;  and  to  point  out  the  consequences  re- 
sulting therefrom,  both  here  and  hereafter.  My  be- 
loved friend,  C.  W.,  of  Cornwall,  had  a  share  in  the 
pubUc  labour,  after  me;  of  which  I  was  glad,  fully 
believing  at  this  time  that  two  were  better  than  one. 
lOth.  On  our  way  to  a  meeting  appointed  at  New- 
burgh  Valley,  the  roads  being  very  icy,  my  horse  fell 
and  caught  one  of  my  legs  under  his  body ;  which, 
however  w^as  not  much  hurt,  although  my  wrist  was 
strained  so  as  to  occasion  much  pain  and  swelling. 
Friends  were  very  kind  in  assisting  and  nursing  me. 
In  the  afternoon  we  attended  the  meeting,  though  still 
in  pain.  A  glorious  meeting  it  was  ;  my  soul  being 
filled  with  the  love  of  God,  which  made  hard  things 
easy.  He  put  a  new  song  in  my  mouth,  and  enabled 
me  to  preach  the  gospel  in  the  demonstration  of  the 
spirit  and  with  power.  My  life  is  not  dear  to  me, 
if  happily  I  may  finish  my  course  with  joy.  Life  and 
death  are  alike  welcome  to  me,  as  may  be  agreeable 
to  the  will  of  my  God.  This  meeting  ended  in  sup- 
plication, and  living  praises  unto  the  Majesty  of 
Heaven,  whose  I  am,  and  whom  I  have  covenanted 
to  serve,  with  the  aid  of  his  grace,  through  time;  and 
I  fully  believe  my  soul  will  live  to  praise  God  and 
the  Lamb  in  an  endless  eternity.  Oh !  the  manifold 
exercises  and  trials  which  the  Lord  hath  brought  me 
through,  both  inward  and  outward  1  magnified  bejiis 
Holy  name  forever  more* 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  77 

The  ensuing  night  was  an  ahnost  sleepless  one,  by  rea  • 
son  of  the  pain  in  my  wrist ;  but  I  was  perfectly  easy  in 
mind.  Next  day  had  a  meeting  at  Gideon  Mollineux, 
at  New  Paltz,  which  was  silent,  except  a  few  words' 
near  the  close  merely  to  inform  the  people  that  my 
way  was  shut  up  from  preaching,  and  to  request  theirj 
attendance  next  day  which  was  First-day,  the  12th  of 
the  month.  Accordingly  a  considerable  number  assem- 
bled ;  but  it  was  an  exercising  time  to  me,  on  account 
of  some  who  had  been  anointed  for  the  work  of  the 
ministry,  and  who  for  want  of  keeping  close  to  the 
heavenly  Guide,  were  in  danger  of  marring  the  work 
they  had  been  called  to  promote.  For,  when  any, 
through  a  slavish  fear  lest  some  should  go  av/ay  with- 
out being  benefitted  by  coming  to  meetings,  presume  to 
put  forth  a  hand  to  stay  the  ark,  without  a  Divine 
command,  it  assuredly  brings  death. 

At  length  after  a  long  painful  travail,  life  arose,  and 
strength  was  mercifully  furnished  to  declare  the  way 
of  salvation,  through  the  cross,  which  crucifies  every- 
thing that  hath  its  origin  from  the  unmortified  will  of 
the  creature.  Oh !  the  unspeakable  loss  many  sus- 
tain, for  want  of  patience  under  the  forming  hand  of 
Almighty  Power !  The  creaturely  part  is  too  apt  to 
seek  relief  from  the  creatures,  when  a  perfect  surren- 
der of  the  will  is  called  for;  and  when  the  soul  seems 
to  be  deprived  of  the  enjoyment  of  Divine  light  and 
life ;  then  is  the  time  the  holy  watch  is  necessary — 
then  the  transformer  often  presents  something  for 
present  relief  or  to  mitigate  the  anguish  of  this  spi- 
ritual baptism  of  the  Holy  Ghost  and  fire,  which  would 
make  thorough  work  in  separating  the  precious  from 
the  vile,  if  patience  was  faithfully  maintained. 


78  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

Next  day  we  had  a  meeting  at  Little  Esopus,  held 
in  a  dwelling  house ;  the  opportunity  was  divinely 
owned,  and  many  hearts  Were  tendered.  The  gos- 
pel was  preached  to  the  people,  who  appeared  to  be 
impressed  with  a  sense  of  the  power  of  Truth  accom- 
panying the  ministry.  Early  in  the  meeting,  and  also 
near  its  close,  I  was  livingly  engaged  in  solemn  vo- 
cal supplication,  when  most  present  were  bowed  in 
mind  under  a  sense  of  the  power  of  the  word  of  life, 
which  flowed  as  precious  ointment.  Praises  be  given 
unto  my  God,  and  magnified  be  his  name  for  ever. 

1st  mo.  14th,  We  crossed  the  North  river  on  the 
ice,  and  went  to  Crum -Elbow,  where  we  had  a  meet- 

*lng  next  day.  It  appeared  to  me  there  were  some 
apostate  spirits  who  had  greatly  revolted,  and  some 
deists  present.  After  sitting  near  an  hour,  I  felt  au- 
thorised to  address  them,  and  mentioned  my  belief 
that  there  never  were  any  of  this  class,  but  such  as 
had  repeatedly  violated  the  righteous  law  of  God, 
written  in  their  hearts ;  and  having  thus  rejected  the 
visitations  of  Divine  Light  and  Love,  they  centred 
in  this  dark,  bewildered  state.  Yet  I  felt  fervent  de- 
sires for  their  restoration,  through  deep  humiliation 
and  repentance.  After  a  short  communication  to 
this  class,  I  sat  down  in  poverty  of  spirit.  The  im- 
portance of  appointing  meetings  was  brought  to  my 
view,  but  I  endeavoured  after  inward  stillness  and 
resignation,  and  saw  that  it  would  not  do  to  give  way 

j^to  discouragements,  even  in  seasons  of  pinching  po- 
verty and  want. 

The  evening  was  spent  at  Jordan  Frost's,  whose 
wife  deceased  a  year  ago,  leaving  five  children,  who 
felt  very  near  to  me.     In  an  opportunity  of  silent 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal,  79 

waiting,  several  Friends  being  present,  the  Lord  re- 
newedly  visited  my  soul  with  his  love  and  life-giving 
presence ;  the  spirit  of  supplication  was  poured  upon 
me,  and  we  were  comforted  and  edified  together. 
Blessed  be  his  name  for  ever. 

I6th.  Rode  to  R.  Hart's,  at  Rhinebeck;  and  in 
the  evening  had  a  religious  opportunity  with  his  fa- 
mily, a  young  woman  being  there  who  had  been  sick 
near  three  weeks ;  several  other  young  people  were 
also  present.  I  was  led  to  set  before  them  the  great 
advantages  of  early  piety,  and  the  uncertainty  of 
earthly  enjoyments,  such  as  life,  health,  substance 
&c.  They  were  earnestly  and  affectionately  en- 
treated to  devote  the  prime  of  their  days  to  the 
Lord's  service,  by  bearing  the  yoke  in  their  youths 
and  assured  that  in  so  doing  great  would  be  their 
peace. 

Next  day  we  rode  to  Hudson  and  lodged  at  John 
Alsop's.  Poverty  of  spirit  still  attends  me ;  but  the 
fervent  desire  of  my  soul  is,  that  the  Lord  may  enable 
me  to  endure  his  all-wise  allotments,  and  preserve  me 
through  heights  and  depths,  until  my  warfare  is  ac- 
compUshed.  Rested  here  till  First-day,  the  19th,  when 
near  nieeting  time,  T  felt  the  sweet  spring  of  life  to 
flow,  and  my  spirit  was  contrited  and  melted  into 
tenderness.  Fervent  have  been  my  supplications  to 
the  Most  High,  to  endue  me  with  patience  and  re- 
signation to  his  blessed  will ;  and  he  has  brought  me 
into  such  a  state  that  I  (eel  content  in  his  all-wise  dis- 
posal. I  attended  Hudson  meeting  in  peaceful  si- 
lence.   Then  went  on  through  Claverick  to  Klinckill. 

1st  mo.  20th.  Attended  a  meeting  appointed  there, 
in  which  was  measurably  favoured  with  the  over- 


80  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

*  shadowing  of  heavenly  good.  Under  its  blessed  in- 
fluence I  had  something  to  conimunicate ;  and  when 
I  felt  the  gentle  current  of  life  to  stop,  I  sat  down  in 
^  peace.  After  dinner,  had  an  opportunity  with  the 
family,  and  parted  in  near  affection.  Thence  to  Lit- 
tle Britain,  where  next  day  we  had  a  meeting,  in 
which  Divine  help  was  afforded  to  preach  the  gospel 
Although  I  do  not  feel  the  aboundings  of  heavenly 
life  and  virtue  for  some  days  past,  in  so  eminent  a 
mariner  as  in  divers  meetings  on  the  west  side  of  the 
river,  yet  the  Lord  knows  what  is  best  for  me.  Being 
about  to  set  out  from  the  friend's  house  where  we 
dined,  I  felt  my  mind  turned  towards  his  numerous 
family,  and  several  others  who  Vvcre  not  members. 
In  this  religious  opportunity  I  felt  particularly  con- 
cerned for  a  state,  that  had  widely  deviated  from  the 
truth,  also  to  encourage  the  thirsty  soul  to  trust  in 
the  Lord.  After  we  came  away,  I  was  informed  of 
a  person  there  who  had  been  disowned  for  reproach- 
ful conduct. 

We  went  on  about  two  miles,  and  visited  a  widow 
and  her  daughter ;  then  to  Reuben  Barned's,  where, 
in  the  evening,  we  had  a  precious,  refreshing  season, 
with  the  family.  My  soul  was  bowed  in  deep  hu- 
mility and  reverence  before  the  Most  High,  who  thus 
favoured  me,  after  proving  my  faith  and  love  for  a 
number  of  days.  Next  day,  on  our  way  toward  East 
Hoosack,  we  called  at  the  hoirse  of  a  Baptist,  where 
I  had  some  religious  conversation  with  his  wife,  to 
my  satisfaction.  I  gave  her  my  reasons  for  travel- 
ling in  this  inclement  season,  being  in  a  poor  state  of 
health,  namely,  duty  to  my  God,  and  love  and  good 
will  to  the  people ;  apprehending  myself  called  upon 


1800]  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURNAL.  81 

to  publish  the  glad  tidings  of  the  gospel,  without  mo- 
ney and  without  price.  She  remarked  with  respect 
to  my  poor  state  of  health,  that  we  did  not  serve  a 
hard  master;  intimating  a  doubt  whether  it  could  be 
required  of  one  in  such  a  weak  state  of  health  to  tra- 
vel so  far.  I  told  her  he  was  a  good  master ;  he  re- 
warded me  with  the  sweet  incomes  of  his  love ;  and 
that  w^as  an  abundant  compensation  for  my  labour 
and  toil  under  affliction.  She  appeared  to  be  a 
thoughtful  person,  and  very  kindly  invited  us  to  stay 
all  night.  I  recommended  her  to  the  Word  nigh  in 
the  heart,  whereby  she  might  know  dehverance  from 
evil,  and  a  growth  in  a  state  of  favour  with  the 
Almighty. 

2Sd.  Had  a  very  trying  meeting  at  East  Hoosack? 
But  at  length  a  way  opened  to  relieve  my  mind,  be- 
ginning with  the  words  of  the  apostle,  "  Let  him  that 
thinketh  he  standeth,  take  heed  lest  he  fall."  I  men-j 
tioned  my  belief  that  there  were  some  present,  who, 
through  unwatchfulness,  had  very  much  lost  that  sa- 
vour of  Divine  love  which  once  seasoned  their  spirits ; 
and,  having  left  their  first  love,  and  chosen  this  pre- 
sent world,  blindness  had  come  upon  them.  But  by 
bringing  their  deeds  to  the  Light,  and  walking  in  it, 
such  was  the  compassion  of  Him  with  whom  we  have 
to  do,  that  they  might  yet  be  restored,  and  brought 
again  into  his  favour.  It  further  appeared  to  me,  that 
there  were  too  many  who  were  preferring  the  world 
and  the  things  of  it,  to  that  treasure  which  is  durable 
and  heavenly,  and  will  stand  the  soul  in  stead  when 
done  with  time  here. 

Feeling  desirous  of  seeing  the  widow  and  children 
of  that  faithful  servant  of  the  Lord,  Robert  Nesbit, 


82  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

who  had  been  dead  several  years,  we  went  there, 
and  had  a  comfortable  season;  she  having  joined 
Friends  since  the  decease  of  her  husband.  Thence 
we  went  to  see  an  ancient  man,  about  eighty-five 
years  of  age,  who  had  been  a  member  of  the  Baptist 
society,  but  had  lately  left  them,  and  inclined  to 
Friends,  acknowledging  that  what  he  had  formerly 
been  building  and  depending  on,  he  now  found  insuf- 
ficient, and  appeared  in  a  tender  state  of  mind. 

24th.  Rode  to  Pittstown  in  a  sleigh,  which  greatly 
fatigued  me.  On  taking  a  view  of  my  weak  state  of 
body,  I  was  ready  to  conclude  nature  must  yield.  I 
looked  toward  my  dissolution,  if  it  should  please  the 
Lord  to  bring  it  about  in  these  northern  parts,  sepa- 
rate from  my  dear  wife  and  children,  and  felt  an  un- 
disturbed evidence  that  it  would  be  well  with  me ; 
although,  for  a  few  moments,  the  thoughts  of  being 
thus  separated  from  my  nearest  connexions,  was  try- 
ing. But  good  is  the  Lord,  and  worthy  to  be  served ; 
he  makes  hard  things  easy,  and  bitter  things  sweet, 
and  can  reconcile  all  dispensations  to  the  soul  that 
stands  singly  devoted  to  him. 

2&th.  Attended  Pittstown  meeting,  where  in  a 
gentle  spring  of  life  I  laboured  among  the  people. 
Truth  hath  not  arisen  into  such  dominion  in  meetings 
since  I  came  this  side  the  North  river,  as  I  have  often 
witnessed ;  but  I  desire  to  be  resigned.  For,  unless 
the  quickening  power  of  the  Holy  Spirit  influence  my 
heart  to  preach  the  gospel,  I  have  long  been  confirmed 
that  every  attempt,  without  it,  will  be  utterly  unavail- 
able. It  would  be  but  a  dead  form  of  words,  which 
possibly  might  am«se  itching  ears,  but  would  not 
reach  the  witness  of  Truth  in  the  heart§  of  the  peo- 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  83 

pie,  nor  stir  up  the  pure  mind,  by  way  of  remem- 
brance, of  the  things  which  belong  to  their  peace, 

28t/i.  Was  at  an  appointed  meeting  at  White  Creek 
where  many  attended,  who  were  not  of  our  Society, 
After  near  an  hour's  silent  waiting  I  felt  my  heart  re- 
freshed with  the  master's  presence,  and  laboured  honest- 
ly with  the  lukewarm  and  careless  professors,  in  the 
ability  given ;  had  also  a  few  words  of  encourage- 
ment to  the  rightly  exercised  traveller.  Then  went 
on  to  Nathan  Eddy's,  at  Easton,  and  felt  recruited  in 
my  bodily  strength. 

I  have  been  made  sensible,  from  day  to  day,  of  the 
great  loss  many  sustain,  through  the  inordinate  love 
of  the  lawful  things  of  this  world.  Oh!  the  need  of  more 
living  members ;  such  whose  love  to  Truth  exceeds  that 
of  every  other  object.  I  believe  this  is  the  state  into 
which  all  might  come.  But  alas !  blindness  in  part 
hath  happened,  and  it  will  continue,  unless  the  Lord's 
visited  children  faithfully  follow  the  Holy  Guide,  and 
dihgently  attend  to  the  instructions  of  the  Spirit  of 
Truth,  so  as  to  obtain  victory  over  every  hurtful,  hin- 
dering thing. 

30th.  Attended  Easton  week-day  meeting,  in  silence 
and  much  suffering  of  spirit.  But  in  a  family  oppor- 
tunity afterwards  I  was  favoured  with  the  renewal  of 
heart- tendering  goodness  ;  under  the  influence  of  which 
I  was  led  to  exhort  to  a  firm  trust  and  reliance  upon 
the  Lord  our  God,  endeavouring  patiently  to  bear  his 
all-wise  dispensations  :  for  according  to  his  wisdom, 
he  lifts  up  the  poor  and  needy ;  and  again  lays  them 
low,  as  in  the  dust.  He  opens  and  none  can  shut. 
He  shutteth  and  none  can  open.  His  works  are  works 
of  wonder ;  causing  admiration  and  praise  in  those 


84  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

who  faithfully  follow  him.  I  have  often  found  the 
enemy,  in  low,  stripping  seasons,  endeavouring  to  de- 
press my  spirits  below  the  Divine  standard.  But  I 
have  always  found  as  I  waited  for  him  in  patience, 
that  the  Beloved  of  my  soul  would  again  appear  to 
my  refreshment,  and  great  consolation ;  even  from 
my  very  young  and  tender  years,  unto  this  day.  Oh ! 
magnified  and  praised  be  the  name  of  the  Lord,  for 
his  mercies  endure  forever. 

Toward  evening,  we  crossed  the  North  riyer,  and 
lodged  at  Isaac  Leggett's,  at  Saratoga;  and  the  day 
following,  passed  by  the  noted  medical  springs,  on 
our  way  to  Greenfield,  where  we  had  a  comfortable 
meeting.  Life  arose  into  dominion,  and  my  soul  re- 
joiced in  reverent  thankfulness  to  the  Author  of  all 
good,  who  enabled  me  to  bear  testimony  to  the  power 
and  efficacy  of  his  Spirit,  the  manifestation  of  which 
is  given  to  every  man  to  profit  withal.  Went  that 
evening,  through  a  snow  storm,  to  Galway. 

2d  of  2d  month,  being  first  of  the  week,  were  at 
'Galway  meeting.  Soon  after  Lsat  down,  I  felt  Truth 
rise,  in  a  precious  degree,  affording  a  comfortable 
hope  of  a  good  meeting.  After  waiting,  I  suppose 
about  half  an  hour,  under  the  swe,et  influence  of  Di- 
vine love,  I  believed  it  required  of  me,  to  bear  a  pub- 
lic testimony  amongst  the  people;  but  had  not  pro- 
ceeded many  minutes,  before  I  found  my  way  closing 
up — that  Divdne  power,  which  is  the  proper  quahfi- 
cation  for  a  gospel  minister,  abating,  I  took  my  seat, 
unexpectedly  to  myself,  and  I  believe  to  many  others ; 
not  daring  to  utter  words  without,  life. 

This  meeting,  I  apprehend  sustained  great  loss  by 
the  unsettlement  occasioned  by  frequently  going  to 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  85 

the  fires  to  warm,  shuffling  of  the  children's  feet  &c. 
Near  the  close  I  informed  them  how  it  had  been  with 
me,  and  recommended  these  practices  to  their  serious 
consideration,  which  afforded  some  relief. 

Lodged  at  Philip  Mackumber's,  whose  wife  and 
son,  above  two  years  ago,  as  they  were  returning  from 
meeting,  both  on  one  horse,  were  killed  by  the  falling 
of  a  tree  on  them,  during  a  high  wind;  the  horse  also 
was  killed.  An  awful  circumstance  !  Before  leaving 
this  family,  we  had  a  heart  tendering  season  with  them. 

From  Galway,  we  rode  to  Ball-town,  where  very 
few  members  of  our  Society  reside.  Here  we  had  a 
small,  and  exercising  meeting ;  in  which  I  said  a  few 
words,  and  mourned  in  secret  on  account  of  the  de- 
parture of  some  from  Truth's  preserving  power.  We 
returned  to  our  lodgings,  and  before  we  parted,  had 
a  comfortable  opportunity  in  the  Friend's  family.  The 
Lord  condescended  to  lift  up  the  light  of  his  counte- 
nance upon  us.  He  promised  me,  by  his  inspeaking 
Word  in  my  soul,  before  I  left  home,  that  in  all  places 
whithersoever  he  should  lead  me,  he  would  be  with 
me;  and  he  hath  graciously  thus  far  fulfilled  his  pro- 
mise.    Blessed  be  his  name. 

Most  of  the  meetings  since  I  first  crossed  the  North 
river,  have  been  trying  and  laborious ;  yet  before  I 
have  left  the  neighbourhoods,  through  the  Lord's  good- 
ness, my  heart  hath  been  sweetly  tendered  and  com- 
forted, in  families  where  my  lot  hath  been  cast.  I 
have  thought  my  services  in  meetings  have  been  very 
small  indeed,  and  have  been  ready  to  marvel  at  my 
being  sent  forth  in  the  work  of  visiting  meetings; — 
yet  when  I  have  remembered  the  condescending  love 
of  my  Heavenly  Father,  in  favouring  me  with  his  pre- 
sence, enabling  me  to  declare  of  his  goodness,  and  to 
H 


86  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

exhort  my  dear  friends,  in  their  famiUes,  to  a  faithful 
dedication  of  heart  to  his  service — as  also  to  encourage 
the  honest,  upright  traveller  Zion-ward,  to  hold  on  his 
way, — it  hath  been  enough.  My  soul  is  satisfied,  and 
can  praise  him,  even  for  leading  me  in  such  an  exer- 
cising path.  Let  me  be  united  unto  thee,  O  Lord  my 
God,  and  devoted  to  thee,  whilst  I  have  a  being. 

2d  mo.  4th.  When  I  rose  in  the  morning,  felt  very 
poor  in  spirit,  yet  could  say,  "  Thy  will  be  done."  In 
this  state,  set  out  to  the  week-day  meeting  at  Sarato- 
ga, and  both  on  the  road  and  in  the  meeting  Divine 
love  filled  my  heart,  enabling  me  to  praise  the  name 
of  the  Lord,  and  to  breathe  to  him  for  preservation. 
The  sweet  savour  of  hfe  thus  mercifully  attending 
and  increasing,  was  a  great  comfort  to  me,  as  an  evi- 
dence that  God  still  owned  me.  Oh  !  how  great  is 
his  goodness,  and  ever  worthy  to  be  trusted  !  After 
this  meeting  we  visited  some  families,  and  had  com- 
fortable opportunities  of  waiting  upOn  the  Lord — a 
little  bread  being  broken,  and  handed  forth,  whereby 
we  were  refreshed.  Blessed  be  the  Helper  of  Israel, 
saith  my  soul. 

2d  mo.  5th.  Were  at  a  meeting,  appointed  at  New- 
town, or  Half-Moon  Valley,  where  many  attended  ; 
'but  I  was  shut  up  as  to  the  ministry.  Just  at  the  close 
I  stood  up  and  said,  "I  have  no  doubt,  it  appears  strange 
to  some,  that  a  meeting  should  be  appointed,  and  held 
in  silence.  It  was  no  premeditated  thing  ;  but  unless 
the  spirit  and  power  of  God  authorise  and  qualify  to 
utter  gospel  truths,  the  body — the  church,  cannot  be 
edified;  and  we  judge  it  best,  when  that  is  wanting, 
to  worship  in  solemn  silence." 

Next  day,  we  rode  forty  miles,  crossing  the  Mo- 
hawk on  the  ice,  and  came  to  Coeyman's  Patent. 


1800]  iSAA    martin's  journal.  87 

Felt  poverty  almost  all  this  day,  and  was  looking  for 
my  way  to  close  up,  and  to  return  home.  I  have 
mourned  over  the  low  state  of  society,  in  divers  pla- 
ces, as  to  the  life  of  religion.  The  eager  desire  after 
wealth  operates  greatly  against  its  progress,  and 
chokes  the  good  seed  of  the  kingdom.  I  have  beheld 
its  destructive  effects,  in  many  who  possess  but  little 
of  this  w^orld's  riches,  but  who  are  earnestly  striving 
after  an  increase  thereof  This  disposition  strongly 
indulged,  most  assuredly  hinders  the  soul's  growth  in 
tiie  Divine  life.  The  doctrines  of  the  gospel  are  utter- 
ly opposed  to  covetousness,  and  experience  abund- 
antly proves,  that  as  the  mind  becomes  absorbed  in 
the  pursuit  of  worldly  mammon,  it  becomes  weak 
in  its  love  to  him,  who  of  right  demands  an  entire 
dedication  and  obedience  from  his  creature  man. 
No  partial  yielding  of  the  affections  will  serve — no 
division  of  the  heart  between  him  and  the  creatures, 
will  be  acceptable.  In  the  truly  regenerate  soul,  thc^ 
language  is,  "  I  am  crucified  with  Christ:  neverthe- 
less I  live ,  yet  not  I,  but  Christ  hveth  in  me:  and  the 
life  that  I  now  live  in  the  flesh,  I  live  by  the  faith  of 
the  son  of  God." 

Oh!  blessed,  happy  state!  Dwell  here,  O  my  soul. 
And  you  who  have  enlisted  under  the  Lamb's  ban- 
ner, rest  not  satisfied  short  of  a  pure  union  of  soul  with 
your  Creator ;  so  that,  through  a  perfect  submission 
to  his  will  in  all  things,  you  may  know  him  become 
your  '•  all  in  all :"  and,  as  the  clay,  be  formed  and 
fashioned  by  him,  the  heavenly  Potter,  to  show  forth 
his  praise.  • 

9t/i.  Having  rested  one  day,  I  attended  the  meet- 
ing'at  Coeyman's,  being  First-day.  The  Lord  helped 
me  to  discharge  my  duty,  as  a  watchman,  toward 


88  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

several  states  present.  Next  day,  crossed  the  North 
river  on  the  ice,  to  Hudson.  It  was  a  day  of  much 
poverty  of  spirit;  under  w^hich  the  language  of  my 
soul  was,  O  Lord,  I  freely  give  thee  my  heart.  Thine 
it  is,  without  reserve.  Command  me,  and  I  will  obey 
thy  voice.  Let  neither  things  present,  nor  things  to 
come,  separate  me  from  thy  love.  The  day  follow- 
ing we  rode  about  forty  miles,  to  Paul  Upton's,  near 
Creek  meeting,  which  we  attended  next  day  in  suffer- 
ing silence.  I  had  secretly  to  mourn  over  the  deso- 
lations of  a  worldly  spirit.  Great  have  been  the  ex- 
ercises of  my  soul,  for  some  time  past,  on  this  ac- 
count. Oh!  this  subtle  adversary  of  man's  happi- 
ness! How  artful  the  stratagems  which  beguile  the 
traveller,  even  in  the  lawful  things  of  this  world,  when 
the  soul  cannot  be  enticed  into  gross  evils.  How 
many  perish  in  the  wilderness,  for  want  of  obediently 
cleaving  to  their  spiritual  Guide,  the  Light  of  Christ 
within  them,  which  leads  its  faithful  followers  through 
the  wilderness  into  the  promised  land. 

But  Oh!  the  dangers,  even  to  the. visited  and 
enlightened  mind,  by  looking  for  relief  from  the 
things  of  this  life,  in  times  of  trial  and  besetment. 
These  are  the  seasons  for  the  soul  to  stand  firm,  or 
go  forward  toward  perfection.  Sufficient  is  that  Al- 
mighty power  who  first  visited  it,  to  carry  on  the 
work  of  redemption,  and  enable  the  dedicated  mind  to 
conquer  sin  and  satan.  For,  by  submitting  to  the 
death  of  the  cross,  every  thought,  word,  and  action, 
which  hath  its  origin  from  the  corrupt  root,  will  be 
crucified  and  slain;  and  instead  thereof,  new  thoughts, 
new  desires,  and  heavenly  affections  will  be  restored. 
Old  things  being  thus  done  away,  all  things  become 
new,  and  all  things  of  God. 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  89 

O  my  God,  carry  on  thy  work  in  my  soul !  Let 
me  be  thine,  in  time  and  in  eternity.  Enable  me  to 
bear  stormy,  wintry  seasons,  so  that  my  faith  may  be 
immoveable.  Suffer  me  not  to  give  out,  when  my 
poor  soul  is  tried  with  pinching  poverty, — when  all 
around  looks  dark  and  gloomy.  Oh!  then,  in  times 
of  extremity,  be  pleased  to  arise,  and  cause  thy  hea- 
venly light  to  dispel  the  darkness ;  that  so  my  soul 
may  be  brought-  forth,  magnifying  thy  holy  name, 
and  rejoicing  in  thy  goodness,  which  hitherto  hath 
been  vouchsafed  to  me. 

In  the  afternoon  had  a  favoured,  strengthening 
season,  with  the  family  of  Paul  Upton,  and  some 
others;  in  which  I  was  largely  and  livingly  drawn 
forth  to  several  states  present,  to  the  contriting  of  our 
spirits  together.  After  which,  rode  to  Nine  Partners, 
and  lodged  at  Isaac  Thome's.  Next  morning  felt 
very  empty  and  poor,  and  passed  several  hours  un- 
der deep  exercise  of  mind.  But  as  mine  eye  was 
kept  single  to  my  God,  he  looked  down  upon  me  in 
my  distress,  and  again  lifted  up  the  light  of  his  coun- 
tenance ;  so  that  my  heart  was  contrited  before  him. 

Having  passed  through  deep  and  inexpressible  ex- 
ercise of  soul,  I  found  my  God  had  a  purpose  in  it, 
even  to  prepare  me  for  further  service.  And  when 
he  saw  it  was  enough,  he  visited  my  soul  afresh,  and 
caused  my  heart  to  sing  for  joy.  Marvellous  was 
the  change!  When  a  language  sweetly  and  livingly 
ran  through  my  mind.  Thou  must  visit  thy  brethren 
and  sisters  of  this  meeting,  in  their  families,  as  way 
may  open  in  the  light.  With  this  intimation,  the 
cloud  was  removed,  his  life-giving  presence  shined 
gloriously  upon  my  tabernacle,  and  removed  all  my 
fears.     Oh !  the  sweetness  of  his  love !  It  was  as  pre- 


90  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

cious  ointment,  after  my  sore  conflicts  of  spirit.  1 
laid  up  this  concern  in  my  heart,  and  went  to  meet- 
ing, under  a  humbling  sense  of  the  Lord's  goodness. 
Being  strengthened  by  his  grace,  I  was  favoured  to 
utter  gospel  truths,  I  trust  to  the  edification  of  some 
present;  and  my  soul  was  satisfied,  and  I  praised 
God.  At  the  close  of  the  meeting,  I  communicated 
my  concern  to  visit  families,  unto  the  elders,  and 
they  united  therewith,  which  was  a  confirmation  to 
me  of  its  rectitude.  In  the  afternoon  we  visited 
Friends'  boarding  school  at  Nine  Partners.  I  spent 
about  half  an  hour  in  the  boys'  department,  and  was 
much  pleased  with  the  order  and  government  main- 
tained amongst  them,  as  well  as  the  proficiency  of 
many  in  useful  learning.  When  I  first  went  into  the 
room,  and  beheld  the  boys,  the  language  of  my  heart 
was.  The  Lord  bless  the  lads. 

Afterwards  we  went  into  the  girls'  school,  where 
several  samples  of  their  writing  and  arithmetic  were 
shown  me.  As  I  was  viewing  them  with  s-atisfaction, 
unexpectedly  I  felt  the  power  of  Truth  arising  in  my 
heart,  and  bringing  me  into  awful  silence  and  contri- 
tion of  spirit ;  insomuch  that  tears  trickled  down  my 
face.  It  being  near  the  time  of  closing  school,  the 
superintendent  directed  the  girls  to  lay  by  their  em- 
ployments. While  we  sat  in  silence,  the  spirit  of  sup- 
plication came  upon  me,  and  it  was  a  tendering  sea- 
son, both  to  myself  and  divers  of  the  children.  After- 
wards, I  communicated  a  few  sentences  to  them, 
desiring  they  might  be  preserved  low  and  humble, 
walking  in  the  Truth,  and  then  the  blessing  of  the 
Lord  would  rest  upon  them. 

I  left  the  school  with  great  satisfaction,  desiring 
that  the  children  might  grow  in  grace,  and  in  the 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  jour.val.  91 

saving  knowledge  of  the  Truth,  as  they  improved  in 
useful  learning  to  qualify  them  for  business,  in  this 
world.  We  had  also  a  precious  opportunity  in  the 
evening,  in  the  family  of  Isaac  Thorne,  where  we 
lodged. 

2d  mo.  22d.  Have  been  pretty  diligently  engaged  in 
visiting  the  families  of  Friends,  of  this  meeting ;  and 
have  had  some  laborious  seasons,  in  some  families, 
where  there  has  been  a  want  of  living  near  the  Truth, 
but  in  others,  where  they  dwell  under  its  precious  in- 
fluence, have  been  divinely  comforted.  This  day  we 
visited  dear  Mary  Griffin,  a  lively  minister,  in  the  nine- 
tieth year  of  her  age.  We  had  a  precious,  heart  ten- 
dering opportunity  together.  She  is  lively  and  green, 
now  in  her  advanced  age; — attends  meetings,  at 
three  miles  distance,  going  on  horseback :  and  when 
there,  is  frequently  favoured  with  a  living  testimony. 
She  performed  a  religious  visit  to  the  Cohoez  country, 
in  her  eighty-second  year,  and  travelled  on  horseback 
by  computation  between  five  and  six  hundred  miles. 
I  was  truly  glad  of  the  visit  to  this  handmaid  of  the 
Lord,  and  blessed  his  Holy  name  on  her  behalf,  who 
had  preserved  her  thus  far  through  her  pilgrimage, 
to  his  praise. 

23d.  Attended  the  evening  meeting,  at  the  board- 
ing school ;  which  was  eminently  owned  with  the 
Lord's  presence.  In  much  brokenness  and  contrition 
of  spirit,  I  was  hvingly  drawn  forth  in  the  power  of 
the  gospel,  which  flowed  in  a  copious  manner,  most- 
ly towards  the  young  women,  and  those  advancing 
near  that  state  ;  amongst  whom  great  tenderness  ap- 
peared. It  was  a  precious  watering  season  :  and  I 
believe  some  of  them  will  long  remember  the  blessed 
opportunity.     My  soul  was  bowed  as  in  the  dust,  un- 


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der  a  grateful,  humbling  sense  t)f  the  Lord's  good- 
ness, and  filled  with  living  praises,  to  his  name  through 
the  power  of  his  grace. 

Oh  !  the  longings  of  my  soul,  on  behaU'  of  the  chil- 
dren generally,  that  they  might  be  kept  from  evil,  and 
brought  into  an  acquaintance  with  silent  worship,  in 
their  young  and  tender  years — a  mystery  hid  from 
ages  and  generations  !  But  glory  to  God  in  the  high- 
est, who  hath  raised  up,  in  this  and  the  last  century, 
a  host  of  witnesses,  who  by  giving  up  their  hearts  to 
be  wrought  upon,  and  disposed  according  to  his  holy 
will,  have  livingly  experienced,  in  silent  meetings, 
an  abstraction  from  all  worldly  objects,  and  a  being 
centred  in  him.  In  this  state  of  holy  sequestration, 
they  are  at  times  filled  with  Divine  love,  by  which 
they  arc  enabled  to  worship  the  Father  in  spirit  and 
in  truth,  as  he  may  be  pleased  to  influence  them  ; — 
sometimes  in  holy  admiration  at  the  wonders  of  his 
love,  mercy,  and  goodness  ;  or  in  contemplating,  with 
aw^fulness,  upon  the  greatness  of  his  power  and  majes- 
ty;— at  other  times,  they  are  bowed  before  the 
vthrone  of  grace,  in  the  deepest  prostration,  interced- 
ing with  the  Father  of  mercies  for  themselves,  and 
for  the  whole  bulk  of  mankind,  that  the  blessing  of 
preservation  may  attend  them.  Again,  they  are  filled 
with  spiritual  songs,  singing,  making  melody,  in  their 
hearts  unto  the  Lord.  They  also  know,  from  living 
experience,  that  all  this  may  be  performed,  without 
a  word  being  vocally  uttered  : — yea,  they  know  what 
it  is  to  sit  together  in  heavenly  places,  and  to  be  sat- 
isfied with  the  goodness  of  the  Lord.  Here,  they  en- 
joy communion  with  the  Father,  and  with  the  son, 
spiritually  ;— eating  of  that  bread  which  comes  down 
from  God  out  of  heaven,  and  drinking  the  new  wine 
of  the  kingdom.,  to  their  unspeakable  refreshment. 


1800]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  93 

Many  blessed  and  glorious  seasons  hath  my  soul 
enjoyed,  in  solemn  silence.  Blessed  be  the  Lord,  who 
hath  made  me  a  witness  and  partaker  thereof.  Every 
day  of  my  Hfe,  my  spirit  is  exercised  in  silent  worship ; 
and  I  hope  never  to  depart  from  this  indispensable 
duty  to  my  God ;  and  when  by  his  spirit,  he  draws 
me  either  to  preach  or  praise,  in  a  vocal  manner, 
may  I  ever  obey  him :  and  may  I  never  attempt 
either,  without  his  sacred  influence.      Amen. 

36?  mo.  8th.  This  day,  finished  the  family  visit  to 
Friends,  amounting  to  ninety-five  families  of  members; 
and  ten  more,  part  of  which  were  such  as  were  inclin- 
ing to  Friends ;  and  part  consisting  of  such  as  had  been 
disowned.  The  labour  hath  been  arduous,  and  very 
trying,  in  divers  places ;  though  at  other  times  we 
were  favoured  as  with  a  brook  by  the  way,  and  ena- 
bled to  praise  the  Lord  for  his  goodness.  Next  day 
attended  Nine  Partners  meeting,  and  the  day  follow- 
ing went  on  to  Chesnut  Ridge,  accompanied  by  my 
dear  friend  Trip  Mosher,  who  was  with  us  through 
most  of  the  family  visit.  On  the  11th,  had  a  meeting 
at  this  place,  which  was  comfortably  owned.  Next 
day,  attended  Oswego  week-day  meeting,  and  return- 
ed to  Nine  Partners,  desirous  to  sit  once  more  with 
Friends  there,  before  my  return  home.  The  day  fol- 
lowing, was  at  their  week-day  meeting,  in  which  my 
spirit  was  refreshed,  and  I  offered  something  among 
them,  which  was  to  my  humiUation.  Next  morning 
went  to  the  boarding  school  to  take  leave  of  the  heads 
of  the  family  there,  also  to  Isaac  Thome's.  At  both 
places  my  heart  was  contrited,  and  the  Lord  in  his 
goodness  owned  us  together  with  his  blessed  presence, 
to  the  praise  of  his  holy  name. 


94  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1800 

IGih.  Being  first  day,  I  was  stt  Amawalk  meeting. 
Here,  the  Lord  in  his  mercy,  favoured  me  with  his 
hving  presence,  and  was  to  me  mouth  and  wisdom, 
tongue  and  utterance.  Blessed  be  his  name.  In  the 
11th  month  last,  it  was  twenty-one  years,  since  I  was 
at  this  meeting.  I  then  uttered  a  few  words  there  in 
public  testimony  for  the  first  time,  being  in  the  twenty- 
first  year  of  my  age.  A  short  time  after  which,  I  ap- 
j)eared  in  meetings,  twice  more  ;  and  then  felt  no  con- 
cern of  this  kind,  until  the  thirtieth  year  of  my  age. 
I  believe  it  was  so  ordered  in  Divine  wisdom,  and  it  had 
a  very  humbling  effect  on  my  mind  ;  until  at  length  the 
Lord  saw  meet  frequently  to  engage  me  to  open  my 
mouth  in  public  testimony  for  Truth,  and  to  declare 
of  his  goodness,  and  of  his  dealings  with  my  soul. 

Next  day  we  rode  to  Croton,  and  had  a  meeting  in 
the  evening  at  Robert  Underbill's,  which  was  in  a 
good  degree  favoured  with  the  master's  presence. 
The  day  following,  being  stormy,  and  I  somewhat 
indisposed,  kept  house.  16th,  set  out  towards  King's 
ferry,  but  was  taken  unwell  on  the  road,  and  return- 
ed back  to  Croton.  Next  day  I  was  so  far  recovered 
as  to  attend  the  week-day  meeting  there,  in  which  I 
had  some  public  service.  But  my  disorder  continu- 
ing, and  seeing  no  way  to  cross  the  North  river,  on 
account  of  the  ice,  my  mind  was  drawn  to  attend 
Shappaqua  meeting,  which  on  First-day,  the  23d,  we 
were  at,  and  my  lot  was  suffering  silence;  being 
poorly  in  body  and  mind,  much  stripped  of  the  sensi- 
ble enjoyment  of  the  Beloved  of  my  soul,  and  my 
faith  closely  proved.  But  in  the  afternoon,  several 
Friends  being  present,  in  a  season  of  retirement  togeth- 
er, the  Lord's  presence  was  felt ;  my  heart  was  melt- 
ed with  his  goodness,  and  it  was  a  refreshing  season. 


1804 J  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  95 

24tth.  I  rode  to  my  kinsman,  Jacob  Undcrhill's, 
where  I  resided  about  twenty  months  when  I  was  a 
lad,  it  being  in  the  time  of  the  troubles  in  America, 
It  was  a  comfort  to  me,  once  more  to  see  him  and 
his  wife,  w^ith  whom  I  had  formerly  lived  in  much  love 
and  harmony.  Here  I  remained  several  days,  much 
confined  to  the  house  on  account  of  indisposition. 

2Sth.  Attended  Shappaqua  week-day  meeting,  in 
silence.  On  the  30th  was  at  a  meeting  appointed  at 
Sing  Sing,  among  other  professors,  where  I  had  con- 
siderable openness,  and  found  relief.  Next  day,  was 
again  at  Shappaqua  meeting,  where,  I  hope,  my  la- 
bours tended  to  stir  up  the  pure  mind.  Afterwards 
visited  a  sick  friend,  and  had  a  comfortable  opportu- 
nity in  the  family;  having  also  performed  several 
such  visits  during  last  week. 

4:tfi  mo.  2d.  Had  a  meeting  at  Westchester,  where 
a  number  attended  not  professing  with  us.  I  was 
exercised  in  close  labour  with  the  careless  and  luke- 
warm, and  came  away  in  peace.  That  afternoon 
rode  to  New  York,  and  next  day  home,  after  an  ab- 
sence of  three  months  and  four  days.  I  found  my 
family  in  usual  health,  and  was  joyfully  received  by 
them  and  my  friends.  Blessed  be  the  Lord  for  this 
and  all  other  his  mercies  towards  me. 

1804.  I  have  been  very  much  confined  these  four 
years  past,  within  the  compass  of  our  own  Quarterly 
meeting,  and  principally  in  our  monthly  meeting  of 
Rahway  and  Plainfield,  by  reason  of  bodily  indispo- 
sition, and  a  pain  and  dizziness  in  my  head  which 
has  been  very  afflicting.  The  Lord  knows  how  much, 
and  what  is  best  for  me  to  endure.  I  have  seen  that 
it  is  necessary  for  me  to  pass  through  the  trials  allot- 
ted ;  and  if  the  best  life  is  mercifully  preserved,  it 
will  be  through  adorable  kindness. 


96  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1804 

In  the  4th  month,  I  attended  our  Yearly  Meeting  at 
Philadelphia,  and  in  the  5th  month  that  at  New  York, 
to  my  satisfaction  and  comfort.  I  was  enabled  to 
attend  nearly  all  the  sittings  in  both,  which  I  esteem- 
ed a  great  favour. 

Having  in  prospect  to  take  a  journey  to  the  Springs 
at  Ballston  and  Saratoga,  on  account  of  my  poor 
state  of  health,  and  expecting  to  be  at  some  meetings 
in  New  York  State,  I  obtained  a  certificate  of  the 
concurrence  of  our  monthly  meeting,  in  the  6th 
month,  1804.  On  the  27th,  accompanied  by  my  dear 
wife,  I  left  home,  and  went  by  way  of  New  York, 
Purchase,  and  Shappaqua,  where  I  staid  a  few  days, 
visiting  our  relations,  my  health  being  improved. 
Thence  went  on  by  way  of  Amawalk  to  Nine  Part- 
ners, and  attended  meeting  there  to  the  relief  of  my 
mind  :  was  also  at  the  school  meeting  with  the  chil- 
dren, to  my  comfort.  Taking  Hudson  in  our  way 
toward  Saratoga,  w^e  there  met  with  Ann  Alexander, 
from  England,  on  a  religious  visit  to  this  country : 
also  attended  week-day  meeting  there,  and  had  a  fa- 
voured, open  time. 

1th  mo.  \4t/i.  Reached  Saratoga,  and  were  kindly 
received  by  our  friend,  Isaac  Leggett.  Was  at 
Easton  meeting  on  First-day,  and  attended  meetings 
at  Saratoga  and  Ballston,  during  about  two  weeks 
stay — in  which  I  drank  freely  of  the  waters,  which, 
with  the  change  of  air,  revived  me  so  that  I  felt  con- 
siderably better. 

29th.  Set  out  homewards,  taking  meetings  at  Troy, 
Albany,  and  Little  Nine  Partners ;  also  the  Quarterly 
meeting  at  Nine  Partners,  at  which  were  Elias  Hicks, 
Silas  Downing,  and  divers  other  Friends  from  Long 
Island.     I  had  to  leave  the  meeting  for  discipline,  by 


1805]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  97 

reason  of  pain  in  my  head,  which  greatly  increased 
until  one  o'clock  in  the  night,  being  the  hardest  at- 
tack I  ever  had.  Great  was  my  bodily  distress.  I 
looked  toward  my  dissolution,  and  had  nothing  to 
struggle  with  but  bodily  pain.  Blessed  be  the  Lord, 
^othing  appeared  in  my  way.  Toward  morning,  I 
..  was  relieved  by  the  application  of  plasters  of  shoe- 
maker's wax,  made  of  rosin  and  tallow,  applied  to  the 
hollow  part  of  my  feet :  which  I  continued  to  use 
with  great  success,  for  a  considerable  time. 

llth  mo.  28tli,  1805.  I  have  passed  through  much 
distress  and  pain  of  body  for  a  considerable  time  past, 
so  that  I  have  been  able  to  attend  but  few  meetings. 
Was  to-day  at  our  week-day  meeting,  which  was 
greatly  blessed  to  me;  and  when  I  have  not  been 
able  to  get  out  through  indisposition,  the  Lord  has 
condescended  to  favour  me  with  his  life-giving  pre- 
sence, whilst  waiting  upon  him  in  reverential  silence. 
1  have  been  learning  to  be  content  in  all  conditions, 
ascribing  unto  him  thanksgiving  and  praise,  even  for 
the  sharpest  afflictions  dispensed  to  me. 

For  some  days  past,  I  have  had  a  renewed,  com- 
fortable evidence  that  my  sins  are  forgiven,  and  that 
my  soul,  through  adorable  mercy,  will  be  admitted 
amongst  the  redeemed  followers  of  the  Lamb,  where 
all  sorrow  will  for  ever  cease. 

I  am  certain  man  must  be  a  co-worker  with  the 
grace  of  God,  otherwise  he  will  have  received  it  in 
vain.  The  Holy  Spirit  may  be  resisted,  quenched, 
and  disobeyed,  till  man  procures  his  own  destruction. 
But  if  he  yields  unreserved  obedience  to  the  grace 
that  is  given  him,  it  will  draw  him  nearer  and  nearer 
unto  God.  He  will  experience  more  and  more  of 
the  blessed  tempers  of  patience,  meekness,  and  calm 

I 


98  ISAAC  iMartin's  journal.  [1811 

resignation,  to  abound  in  him,  and  thus  become  con- 

fornr 

ther. 


formed  in  all  things  to  the  will  of  his  Heavenlv  Fa 


6th  7no.  I2th,  1811.  I  resume  my  pen,  after  de- 
clining to  write  any  account  of  my  life  for  several 
years.  They  have  been  years  of  much  bodily  afflic- 
tion. I  believe  I  have  not  been  seven  miles  from 
home  in  all  that  time,  until  within  a  month  past,  but 
have  endeavoured  to  attend  our  own  meeting,  when 
strength  admitted;  perhaps  have  been  at  about  one 
in  four  in  that  space  of  time. 

I  now  come  to  a  relation  of  the  most  afflictive  part 
of  my  life — the  loss  of  my  dearly  beloved  wife.  She 
had  been  afflicted  with  an  asthmatic  cough  for  more 
than  ten  years;  but  no  alarming  s^nnptoms  appeared 
until  the  2d  month,  1810,  when  she  took  a  severe 
cold,  which  greatly  reduced  her  strength.  After  be- 
ing confined  nearly  three  months,  she  grew  better,  so 
that  in  the  course  of  last  summer  she  attended  four 
meetings,  though  still  very  weak.  Cold  weather  com- 
ing on,  her  disorder  increased,  until  she  became  se- 
riously ill. 
During  her  sickness,  many  precious  words  proceeded 
from  her  mouth;  frequently  saying,  "All  is  well  with 
me."  And  again,  "All  will  be  well  with  me.  I  feel  that 
which  satisfies  me."  One  day,  as  I  was  sitting  by 
her,  she  said,  "Give  my  dear  love  in  the  gospel,  to 
all  my  dear  friends,  and  tell  them,  all  will  be  well 
with  me."  A  few  days  before  her  death,  her  voice 
being  very  low  through  w^eakness,  I  queried  what 
kind  of  drink  she  would  have;  she  then  spoke  audibly 
thus:  "I  want  to  be  within  the  walls  of  the  New  Je- 
rusalem."    The  same  day,  on  a  similar  occasion,  she 


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said,  "  I  want  to  be  in  heaven."  In  the  morning  she 
told  me  the  Lord  had  been  very  gracious  to  her,  the 
preceding  night. 

Throughout  her  sickness,  she  was  much  retired, 
waiting  upon  the  Lord,  expressing  her  desires  to  be 
resigned  to  his  will,  and  that  she  was  in  no  wise 
alarmed  at  the  prospect  of  death.  She  said  her  great- 
est trial  was,  to  leave  me  in  such  a  poor  state  of 
health;  but  had  no  doubts  of  the  Lord's  protecting 
care  over  me;  and  hoped  we  should  meet  again, 
never  more  to  part.  And  when  she  understood  that 
I  was  enabled  to  resign  her  up,  she  said  it  increased 
her  joy. 

She  gave  much  excellent  advice,  on  divers  impor- 
tant subjects,  to  several  Friends  who  came  to  see 
her;  particularly  to  parents,  urging  the  necessity  of 
bringing  up  their  children  in  plainness,  consistent  with 
our  holy  profession,  and  showing  the  duty  incumbent 
on  them  to  restrain  them,  when  suitable  advice  and 
counsel  were  rejected. 

She  departed  this  life,  the  14th  of  the  2d  month, 
1811,  in  a  blissful  state  of  mind,  without  a  groan  or 
struggle,  in  the  fifty-fifth  year  of  her  age  ;  and  I  have 
not  the  least  doubt  has  entered  into  that  glorious 
kingdom  of  rest,  prepared  for  the  righteous.  I  have 
often  blessed  the  Lord,  who  brought  us  together,  for 
giving  me  so  precious  a  companion  ;  and  now,  for 
wise  purposes,  has  taken  her  from  me.  May  the  aid 
of  his  holy  spirit  be  mercifully  granted  me,  to  bear 
up  my  soul  under  this  trying  dispensation. 

Having  been  for  several  months,  much  confined  to 
the  house  with  the  pain  and  distress  in  my  head,  whiclj 
I  had  laboured  under  for  more  than  thirty  years,  and 
which  had  increased  for  the  last  ten  or  twelve  years, 


100  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1811 

a  few  weeks  before  the  death  of  my  dear  wife,  my 
right  eye  began  to  be  very  painful.  A  high  state  of  in- 
flammation ensued,  and  the  pain  was  excrutiating,  com- 
parable, I  thought,  to  a  pin  being  run  through  the  ball. 
Through  the  violence  of  my  distress  I  slept  scarcely 
any  for  several  days  and  nights,  till  nature  seemed  al- 
most exhausted.  At  length  there  was  a  great  discharge 
of  water  from  it  day  and  night;  and  when  I  got  a 
little  sleep,  my  eye-lids  would  stick  together,  confin- 
ing the  watery  humour,  so  that  I  soon  awoke  in  ex- 
treme misery,  with  the  pain.  Ten  weeks  passed  in 
this  deeply  trying  condition,  and  I  had  persons  to 
watch  with  me  for  near  four  of  them ;  having  dis- 
covered that  when  I  slept  but  one  hour  at  a  time,  my 
eye-lids  were  more  easily  separated,  and  a  smaller 
quantity  of  water  collected,  so  as  to  occasion  less 
pain. 

During  this  affliction,  the  distress  in  my  head  was 
often  so  great  that  it  unfitted  me  for  calmly  waiting 
upon  my  God,  for  the  renewal  of  my  strength.  I  had 
passed  through  scenes  of  great  bodily  affliction  before, 
but  now  it  seemed  more  than  doubled  upon  me.  My 
soul  was  also  depressed,  and  I  cried  unto  the  Lord, 
and  said ,  "  O  Lord,  thou  knowest  that  I  love  thee 
above  all  visible  enjoyments.  Support  my  poor  soul, 
and  let  me  not  perish,  I  beseech  thee."  Sometimes 
however,  I  was  favoured  with  the  presence  of  my 
God,  for  a  short  season ;  but  most  of  the  time  I  felt  a 
sense  of  great  desertion.  But  as  the  dispensations  of 
the  Almighty  are  most  wise,  and,  I  believe,  intended 
for  good ;  so  I  desire  to  improve  thereby,  and  trust 
that,  sooner  or  later,  substantial  benefit  will  be  pro- 
duced. 

In  about  six  weeks  after  the  death  of  my  wife,  I 


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was  able  to  walk  to  the  street  door — the  pain  left  my 
eye,  though  the  sight  was  impaired — and  the  distress 
and  dizziness  in  my  head  very  much  abated,  supposed 
to  be  by  reason  of  the  discharge  of  water  from  my 
eyes,  so  that  my  sufferings  from  that  source  became 
less  than  they  had  been  for  some  years. 

Having,  heretofore,  found  great  benefit  from  a  sail 
up  the  North  river,  as  soon  as  my  strength  of  body 
permitted,  being  about  the  middle  of  the  5th  month,  I 
went  to  New  York,  and  thence  on  board  a  boat  going 
to  Newburgh,  my  kind  friend  J.  N.  accompanying  me. 
We  were  set  ashore  at  New  Cornwall  landing,  and 
went  to  visit  my  dear  friend,  David  Sands.  Also  at- 
tended Cornwall  week-day  meeting,  w^ich  was  a 
heavenly  time  to  me,  not  having  been  at  a  meeting 
for  nearly  five  months.  I  likewise  staid  meeting 
there  on  First-day  following  ;  and  notice  having  been 
spread,  considerable  many  attended.  The  Lord  was 
with  me,  as  in  days  past ;  and  strengthened  my  soul 
with  heavenly  might,  to  sound  forth  his  salvation. 

20th  of  5ih  month,  in  company  with  David  Sands, 
I  returned  to  New  York,  by  boat,  and  attended  meet- 
ings there  on  fourth  and  fifth  days,  in  which  I  felt 
Divine  help  in  a  precious  degree  attend  my  soul,  and 
was  renewedly  strengthened  and  animated,  after 
months  of  almost  constant  depression  of  spirit.  The 
loss  of  my  much  loved  companion,  and  extreme  bo- 
dily misery,  had  almost  overwhelmed  me  ;  but  through 
these  severe  trials,  the  Lord,  the  mighty  God  alone, 
preserved  me  from  sinking  into  despair.  Let  living 
praises  be  ascribed  to  his  most  adorable  and  glorious 
name.  I  also  attended  several  sittings  of  the  Yearly 
Meeting,  and  was  much  comforted,  in  the  company 


102  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURIVAL.  [1811 

of  many  dear  friends,  collected  from  different  and 
distant  parts. 

The  1st  of  the  6th  month  I  came  home,  and  for 
several  days,  felt  sensibly  benefitted  by  the  journey, 
with  an  increase  of  appetite  and  strength.  I  attended 
our  meeting  on  First-day  morning ;  and  next  day, 
visited  several  of  my  neighbours  and  friends,  to  my 
comfort.  Shortly  after,  I  was  attacked  with  a  rheu- 
matic affection,  that  prevented  my  getting  out  much, 
for  some  time.  I  have  had  much  of  this  disorder,  for 
a  number  of  years ;  and  have  thought  the  distress  in 
my  head,  though  originating  from  a  broken  skull, 
when  I  was  a  child,  was  often  increased  by  therheu- 
matism.     ^ 

Of  latter  time,  I  have  had  some  glorious  seasons  of 
Divine  enjoyment,  wherein  all  fear  of  death  has  been 
taken  away,  with  a  belief  that  my  name  is  written  in 
the  Lamb's  book  of  hfe ;  so  that  sometimes  I  have 
found  it  difficult  to  suppress  desires  to  be  released 
from  the  conflicts  of  mortality,  before  the  allotted 
time.  May  the  Lord  of  heaven  continue  to  preserve 
my  tribulated  soul,  through  the  few  remaining  days 
appointed  me,  until  my  warfare  is  accomplished,  and 
my  spirit  divinely  prepared  to  join  with  angels  and 
archangels,  in  ascribing  glory,  honour  and  praise, 
unto  Him  that  sits  upon  the  throne,  and  unto  the 
Lamb  for  ever  more.     Amen. 

1th  mo.  2d.  This  morning,  on  reflecting  upon  my 
past  life,  I  was  ready  to  conclude,  that  in  bearing  a 
faithful  testimony  against  the  spirit  of  the  world,  par- 
ticularly as  manifest  in  the  pride  of  life,  it  had  been 
amongst  the  greatest  trials  of  my  life.  For  many 
years  I  was,  on  this  account,  straitened  in  my  busi- 
ness.    When  extraordinary  prospects  of  obtaining 


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wealth  were  presented,  I  was  under  the  necessity  of 
decUning  them,  for  the  sake  of  sweet,  heavenly  peace 
of  mmd.  Many  have  been  my  straits;  deep  and 
painful  my  provings.  I  have  been  a  spectacle  to  an- 
gels and  to  men ;  few,  very  few,  to  strengthen  my 
hands.  Yet  the  eternal  God  hath  been  my  refuge ; 
and  the  little  "  meal  in  the  barrel,"  and  the  "  oil  in 
the  cruise,"  have  not  failed.  I  frequently  think  that 
half  an  hour  in  heaven  will  richly  compensate  for  a 
life  of  many  afflictions  and  trials. 

1th  mo.  Sd.  Many  years  of  my  life,  beginning  at 
the  age  of  nineteen,  I  was  not  free  to  use  West  India 
sugar  and  molasses,  nor  to  trade  therein.  But  for 
several  years  past  have  felt  more  liberty  to  use  those 
articles,  on  account  of  my  very  poor  state  of  health. 
I  much  desire  that  Friends  may  attend  to  tlieir  reli- 
gious scruples  and  the  mind  of  Truth  herein ;  and  by 
all  means  do  that  which  will  make  for  their  peace; 
not  too  implicitly  following  the  example  of  others 
herein,  but  weighing  the  subject  in  the  balance  of 
truth  and  righteousness,  manifested  in  their  own 
hearts.  Thus  will  they  be  wisely  directed  what  to 
choose,  and  what  to  refuse ;  and  how  to  support  the 
testimony  of  Truth  in  their  own  particular.  Several 
other  kinds  of  produce,  raised  by  the  labour  of  the 
unhappy  and  degraded  slaves,  are  marked  as  con- 
nected with  the  gain  of  oppression.  Wisdom,  pure 
wisdom,  will  instruct  the  rightly  concerned  how  far 
to  go,  and  where  to  draw  the  line.  Faith  may  be 
tried — love  may  be  proved ;  but  the  great  object 
must  be  kept  in  view,  to  do  the  things  that  will  make 
for  peace. 

It  is  cause  of  thankfulness,  that  the  great  trade  to 
Africa  for  slaves  is  aboUshed,  both  in  Great  Britain, 


104  ISAAC    MARTIX'S    JOURNAL.  [1812 

and  in  these  American  states.  Behold,  how  great  a 
blessing  has  resulted  from  the  exercise  and  faithful 
labours  of  (at  first)  a  very  few  individuals  of  our  so- 
ciety, whose  hearts  were  deeply  affected  with  the 
cruel  oppression  of  that  people. 

9th  rno.  \2lh,  1812.  I  again  take  up  the  pen  to  give 
some  further  account  of  my  life.  During  last  winter 
I  was  confined  at  home,  about  two  weeks,  through 
indisposition  ;  being  ill  with  a  fever.  Tow^ards  spring 
a  concern  weightily  attended  my  mind,  that  as  soon 
as  health  admitted,  I  must  appoint  meetings  in  divers 
places,  within  a  few  miles  of  Railway.  Accordingly 
I  had  four  such  meetings,  and  was  laid  by  for  some 
time  with  the  rheumatism — when  I  recovered,  I  ap- 
pointed three  more.  All  of  which  were  satisfactory, 
fav^ourcf'.  opportunities,  except  one.  The  people  ap- 
peared solid  and  satisfied,  and  my  soul  was  renewed- 
ly  strengthened  to  praise  the  Lord.  Soon  after,  I 
went  to  New  York  and  Westchester,  by  water,  and 
was  at  several  meetings,  much  to  my  comfort.  After- 
wards was  at  Flushing  on  Long  Island,  and  staid 
near  a  week  attending  meetings.  Then  returned  home, 
and  in  a  short  time  after  went  to  Philadelphia,  and 
to  see  my  son,  about  four  miles  further.  Attended 
Arch  street  meeting  in  the  city,  and  was  strengthen- 
ed to  publish  the  gospel  of  salvation.  Oh!  the  precious 
savour  that  attended  me,  when  I  was  led  to  declare 
liberty  to  the  captive,  and  the  opening  of  the  prison 
to  them  that  are  bound.  The  mourners  in  Zion  were 
comforted,  and  a  precious  remnant,  who  are  near  to 
my  life,  were  encouraged  to  confide  in  the  name  and 
power  of  Israel's  God. 

A  few  days   after  the  meeting,  I  left  my  son's  in 
order  to  return  home ;  but  suffered  mnch  bodily  pain 


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and  fatigue  in  the  journey :  so  that  after  arriving  at 
my  own  habitation,  I  was  confined  to  my  bed,  most 
of  the  time  for  five  days. 

The  prospect  of  having  meetings  among  those  not  of 
our  society  continuing  with  me,  and  increasing,  I  left 
home  the  11th  of  the  1st  month,  1813,  and  had  sever- 
al appointed  meetings  from  among  Friends,  at  and 
about  New  Brunswick,  Scotch  Plains,  and  several  other 
places,  this  concern  spreading  more  extensively  than 
I  had  before  known.  Divers  of  these  were  favoured 
opportunities,  there  being  great  openness  to  hear  gos- 
pel truths  declared.  After  I  returned  home,  a  woman, 
who  Hved  near  our  village,  sent  an  invitation  to  me 
to  attend  the  burial  of  her  husband  and  preach  a 
funeral  sermon.  I  returned  answer,  that  I  never  had 
gone  to  a  meeting  with  intention  to  preach  there ;  it 
was  inconsistent  with  my  ideas  of  the  ministry  to  take 
thought  beforehand  what  to  say  to  the  people.  I 
however,  attended  the  funeral; — a  holy  solemnity 
prevailed  ; — the  gospel  of  Christ  was  preached  freely, 
and  Truth  reigned  gloriously.  A  number  of  Me- 
thodists were  present,  and  divers  of  them  expressed 
satisfaction  with  my  communication.  May  the  Lord 
have  the  praise  ;  to  whom  only  it  is  due.  In  his  love- 
ing  kindness  he  hath  divinely  aided  me  in  all  those 
meetings,  which  were  appointed  in  his  fear.  To  him 
I  desire  to  devote  the  residue  of  my  days,  for  he  is 
worthy  to  be  served  and  adored  forever. 

In  the  4th  month,  I  concluded  again  to  take  a  sail 
up  the  North  river,  for  the  benefit  of  my  health.  It 
also  appeared  to  me  that  a  further  service  for  Truth, 
would  be  required  of  me,  in  the  journey  by  the  appoint- 
ment of  meetings  from  place  to  place,  amongst  those 
not  of  our  society.     As  I  gave  up  to  this  concern,  a 


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precious,  heavenly  tranquillity  pervaded  my  mind, — 
and  a  quietude,  that  human  reason  was  utterly  in- 
competent to  produce,  attended  me.  Before  I  became 
resigned  to  this  prospect,  my  mind  had  been  much 
distressed  from  divers  causes  and  circumstances  ;  but 
now  they  were  not  suffered  to  annoy  me.  Blessed 
be  the  name  of  the  Lord,  which  is  indeed  a  strong 
tower. 

In  company  with  my  dear  friend  Henry  Shotwell, 
and  with  the  unity  of  our  friends  at  home,  set  out  the 
1st  of  the  5th  month,  and  got  on  board  a  boat  bound 
for  Sing-Sing,  where  w^e  landed  the  next  afternoon. 
On  the  voyage,  had  some  very  interesting  religious 
conversation  with  some  of  the  passengers,  who  I 
believed  had  been  with  Jesus,  spiritually.  The  Lord's 
children  are  made  near  and  dear  to  each  other, 
although  they  frequently  differ  wdth  respect  to  the  out- 
ward forms  of  religion,  and  may  have  adopted  differ- 
ent modes  of  worshipping  the  Soverign  of  heaven  and 
earth.  Oh  !  that  all  might  labour  to  feel  after  God, 
if  happily  they  may  find  him,  a  teacher  in  their  hearts. 
How  many  glorious,  heavenly  seasons,  would  many 
enjoy,  were  they  enough  watchful  unto  prayer  !  Men- 
tal prayer — entering  into  the  closet,  and  shutting  to 
the  door  of  the  heart — introduces  the  soul  into  the 
presence  of  an  omnipresent  Being  ;  who  w^ould  often 
condescend  to  bless  with  the  overshadowing  of  his 
love,  if  he  was  sufficiently  sought  and  w^aited  upon  ; 
and  thus  would  enable  us  to  offer  up  living  prayers 
and  praises  unto  him  the  living  God  w^ho  is  ever 
worthy. 

Next  day,  though  very  poorly,  I  attended  Shappa- 
qua  meeting,  to  my  great  consolation.  The  Lord's 
power  arose,  and  strengthened  me  in  body  and  mind. 


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Praised  be  his  holy  name.  In  the  evening  of  the  3d, 
had  a  meeting  in  the  Presbyterian  meeting  house,  at 
Sing-Sing.  I  beUeve  I  stood  near  two  hours,  and  the 
people  were  very  attentive.  After  meeting,  the  priest 
used  some  expressions  which  indicated  he  thought 
our  meeting  held  too  long ;  but  a  considerable  num- 
ber of  his  hearers  were  so  much  dissatisfied  with  his 
reflections  on  us,  that  they  left  him  in  disgust,  signi- 
fying that  they  could  have  been  wilUng  to  stay  at  our 
meeting  all  night. 

I  continued  in  these  parts  about  nineteen  days,  ap- 
pointing meetings  in  villages,  and  other  places ;  w^as 
also  at  four  meetings  of  Friends.  I  was  often  very 
unwell,  but  the  power  of  the  Lord  strengthened  me, 
at  times,  in  a  manner  I  had  never  before  experienced. 
The  gospel  was  preached,  I  trust,  to  the  warning  of 
some  and  the  comforting  of  others.  Truth  was  in 
dominion,  and  my  soul  magnified  the  Lord,  who  was 
a  present  helper  in  the  needful  time.  I  may  here  note 
that  during  this  journey,  I  have  had  a  longer  respite 
from  the  distressing  feelings  in  my  head,  than  for  eight 
or  nine  years  before ;  and  I  ascribe  it  to  the  Lord's 
goodness,  marvellous  in  mine  eyes.  But  I  have  been 
learning  to  be  thankful,  as  well  for  the  most  trying 
dispensations  of  his  providence,  as  for  the  greatest 
comforts  that  ever  my  soul  enjoyed.  Oh!  that  I  may 
ever  abide  here ;  as  I  don't  conclude,  by  any  means, 
that  I  am  out  of  the  reach  of  danger,  but  am  sensible 
the  holy  watch  must  be  kept  up,  during  my  continu- 
ance here  in  this  probationary  state. 

On  the  22d  of  the  5th  month,  I  returned  to  New 
York  by  water,  in  company  with  divers  Friends,  on 
their  way  to  the  Yearly  Meeting.  I  felt  a  concern 
to  have  a  meeting  on  board  the  sloop  w4th  the  pas- 


108  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1813 

sengers,  several  who  were  not  members  being  pre- 
sent, and  a  good  season  it  was.  I  staid  in  New  York, 
and  attended  nearly  all  the  sittings  of  the  Yearly 
Meeting.  It  was  a  comfortable,  favoured  meeting, 
and  I  was  strengthened  with  my  dear  friends.  Oh! 
how  precious  is  that  love  which  unites  the  Lord's 
children,  when  met  together !  and  when  separated, 
they  are  as  epistles,  written  on  one  another's  hearts, 
which  neither  length  of  time,  nor  distance  of  place, 
can  erase. 

About  a  week  after  my  return  home,  I  felt  a  con- 
cern to  appoint  a  meeting  at  New  Brunswick.  It 
was  held  in  the  court  house,  in  the  evening.  The 
Presbyterian  priest  and  about  one  hundred  and  forty 
of  the  inhabitants  attended ;  and  it  was  a  blessed,  good 
meeting.  The  prejudices  of  people  in  this  place  are 
much  removed,  and  they  are  much  more  disposed  to 
attend  our  meetings  than  was  the  case  some  years 
ago.  I  am  sometimes  induced  to  believe  there  will 
be  a  meeting  of  Friends  in  this  city,  there  being  now 
about  seven  families  and  parts  of  families  of  Friends 
there. 

During  the  6th  month,  I  appointed  several  meetings 
with  those  not  of  our  society;  one  about  two  miles 
from  our  village,  another  at  Westfield,  about  five 
miles :  also,  one  at  Woodbridge,  and  was  at  a  meet- 
ing at  Bound  Brook  appointed  by  E.  K.  of  Philadel- 
phia. Most  of  these  were  held  in  the  Presbyterian 
meeting  houses,  and  I  had  conversation  with  several 
of  their  priests  to  my  satisfaction.  The  3d  of  7th 
month,  had  a  meeting  at  Metutching,  where  there 
never  had  been  a  Friends'  meeting  held.  By  desire 
of  the  priest,  it  was  held  in  the  Presbyterian  meeting 
house;  I  don't  remember  that  I  ever  enjoyed  the  Di- 


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vine  presence  in  so  eminent  a  degree  in  any  meeting 
ing  1  ever  appointed,  as  in  this.  The  glorious  gospel  was 
preached  to  several  states,  and  honour  and  praise 
were  ascribed  unto  God  most  high.  The  priest,  at 
whose  house  I  took  some  refreshment,  was  very  kind, 
and  said  he  hoped  what  had  been  communicated 
would  prove  a  blessing  to  his  congregation.  He  has 
been  a  remarkably  exercised  man,  and  I  am  told, 
does  not  feel  free  to  study  his  sermons. 

1th  mo.  20th.  I  w'as  led  to  devote  more  time  than 
usual  in  my  chamber,  in  waiting  upon  God;  w^ho 
was  graciously  pleased,  after  some  days  veiling  his 
presence  in  a  great  measure  from  my  soul,  to  appear 
again  in  glorious  power,  enabling  me  to  praise  his 
Divine  Majesty,  in  awful,  reverential  silence. 

29th.  My  old  disorder  of  pain  and  dizziness  in  my 
head,  has  returned,  as  severe  as  ever,  so  that  I  have 
found  it  very  difficult,  at  times,  to  keep  my  mind 
stayed  upon  the  Lord.  But  he  has  not  left  me  com- 
fortless; no — his  arm  hath  wrought  my  salvation.  I 
have  no  wish  to  have  my  health  otherwise.  An  all- 
merciful  God  is  my  helper;  he  makes  hard  things 
easy,  and  bitter  things  sweet.  In  him  will  I  put  my 
trust. 

Yesterday,  I  wrote  the  following  letter  to  a  young 
woman  in  poor  health — her  disorder  thought  to  be  a 
consumption,  now  making  a  rapid  progress. 

Rahway,  7th  mo.  28th,  1813. 
My  dear  Friend — Being  lately  informed  that 
ihou  wast  in  very  ill  health,  and  not  having  it  in-  my 
power  to  visit  thee  personally,  as  T  am  confined  to  my 
bed,  with  much  bodily  pain  and  great  weakness,  I 
thought  best  to  address  thee  with  a  few  lines,  in  the 
K 


lid  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1813 

love  of  the  gospel ; — desiring  that  the  present  afflictive 
dispensation  of  Divine  Providence,  maybe  submitted 
to  in  humility,  patience,  and  resignation. 

Oh  !  what  an  unspeakable  blessing  will  redound  to 
thy  soul,  from  the  present  bitter  cup  of  affliction,  if 
thou  humblest  thyself  before  the  Lord,  and  implores 
the  aid  of  his  grace  to  enable  thee  to  do  his  blessed 
will.  Thus  thou  may  bring  glory  to  him,  by  doing 
those  things  which  are  well  pleasing  in  his  sight.  For 
the  Lord  thy  God  is  willing  to  strengthen  thy  weak 
endeavours  to  serve  him. 

I  have  no  doubt,  dear  friend,  that  thy  mind  has 
been,  at  times,  very  seriously  affected  in  viewing  the 
progress  of  thy  disorder.  But  how  many  poor  crea- 
tures are  taken  out  of  time,  and  scarce  a  moment's 
warning  allowed  them  to  prepare  for  an  endless  state; 
their  conduct,  when  in  health,  being  such  as  dis- 
honoured the  Lord!  Thou  hast  time;  and  thou  hast 
a  merciful  Creator,  who  is  willing  to  help  thee.  Avail 
thyself  of  the  high  favour  conferred  on  thee.  Resign 
thyself  to  his  will  as  much  as  is  in  thy  power.  Be 
faithful  to  every  intimation  of  duty,  made  known  to 
thee. 

Thus,  as  thou  submittest  thy  will,  and  resignest  thy- 
self unto  the  Lord  thy  God,  he  will  bring  thee  by  a 
way  that  thou  knew  not,  and  lead  thee  in  paths  that 
thou  hast  not  known.  He  will  make  darkness  light 
before  thee,  and  thou  wilt  know,  by  blessed  expe- 
rience, that  "these  light  afflictions,  which  are  but  for 
a  moment,"  will  work  for  thee  "  a  far  more  exceed- 
ing and  eternal  weight  of  glory." 

I  feel  much  solicitude  that  the  present  trial  may  be 
blessed  and  sanctified  to  thee.  Oh!  wait  upon  the 
Lord ;  seek  him  within  thee  ;  enter  the  closet  of  thine 


1813]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  Ill 

heart,  and  pray  unto  him :  there  he  is  to  be  found ; 
there  his  glorious  power  and  presence  is  to  be  felt, 
supporting  through  all,  and  blessing  every  trial  of 
faith  and  patience,  to  the  confirmation  of  those  who 
love  him. 

The  common  enemy  of  man  may  suggest,  that 
thou  hast  too  long  delayed  time, — that  thou  didst  not 
early  enough,  follow  the  Guide  of  thy  youth, — and 
that  he  has  forsaken  thee.  But  believe  him  not.  He 
loves  to  discourage  every  appearance  of  good.  Draw 
nigh  unto  God,  and  I  fully  beheve  he  will  draw  nigh 
unto  thee,  and  help  thee  from  his  holy  sanctuary. 

With  desires  for  thy  present  and  eternal  felicity,  I 
remain  thy  affectionate  friend, 

ISAAC  MARTIX. 

The  26th  of  the  8th  month,  this  dear  young  woman 
departed  this  life,  in  a  comfortable  state  of  mind ;  having 
expressed  that  she  had  no  desire  to  stay  here.  On 
the  28th  I  attended  the  funeral.  It  was  a  large  gath- 
ering ;  in  which  after  being  deprived  of  the  opportu- 
nity of  attending  meetings  for  more  than  six  weeks, 
the  Lord  dealt  bountifully  with  me  ; — filling  my  heart 
with  heavenly  love,  and  enabling  me  again  publicly 
to  espouse  his  cause.  It  was  a  heart  tendering  season 
and  I  trust,  will  not  soon  be  forgotten  by  some.     • 

Next  day  being  First-day,  I  attended  our  meeting^ 
at  Rahway  ;  where  after  about  an  hour's  silent  wait- 
ing on  the  Lord,  in  which  my  mind  was  sweetly 
favoured  with  the  enjoyment  of  heavenly  good,  I 
thought  it  right  for  me  to  stand  up  and  express  these 
words:  "There  is  a.  way  which  seemeth  good  unto 
a  man,  but  the  end  thereof  is  death."  I  soon  felt  the 
withdrawings  of  hfe,  but  could  not  see  my  way  to, 


112  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1815 

''close,  so  stood  a  few  minutes  longer,  endeavouring  to 
keep  my  eye  to  the  Lord.     But  the  power  of  grace 

1.  and  truth  not  rising,  but  decreasing,  I  took  my  seat. 

r  Afterward  my  mind  became  deeply  afflicted  on 
account  of  my  offering,  and  I  was  ready  to  wish  I 
had  expressed  no  more  than  the  text  above  mentioned; 
knowing  the  Lord  can  bless  a  little  as  well  as  much. 
The  idea  of  ministering  to  the  people,  without  the 
precious  savour  of  Divine  life  attending,  has  always, 
since  capable  of  proper  reflection  on  the  subject, 
appeared  very  awful  to  me.  For  although  a  man 
may  utter  the  words  of  Christ,  yet  if  they  are  not  at- 
tended with  Christ's  spirit,  they  cannot  bring  souls  to 

^  Christ. 

The  following  reflections  occurred,  on  an  aflfecting 
case  of  outgoing  in  marriage. 

Oh !  the  great  loss,  which  we,  as  a  society,  have 
sustained  by  mixed  marriages.  Hereby,  a  foundation 
has  often  been  laid,  for  great  trouble  and  sorrow  to 
the  parties  thus  connected.  The  husband  sometimes 
going  to  one  place  of  worship,  and  his  wife  to  another. 
And  if  they  should  be  blessed  with  children,  the  difli- 
culty  then  increases.  If  the  parents  are  religiously 
concerned,  the  father  often  desires  the  children  to 
attend  with  him,  and  the  mother  with  her ; — each 
solicitous  on  account  of  their  children's  welfare,  and 
each  partial  to  their  own  mode  of  worship  ;  as  if  they 
thought  the  everlasting  welfare  of  themselves  and 
their  children  was  nearly  concerned  therein.  The 
solemn  engagement,  into  which  the  parents  have  enter- 
ed of  being  loving  to  each  other  until  death,  is  now 
brought  to  the  test.  May  the  consideration  of  these 
things  have  timely  place  on  the  minds  of  all  concern- 


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ed  in  this  weighty  affair,  so  as  to  prevent  the  evils 
that  otherwise  may  follow. 

In  the  lOlh  month,  my  health  being  better,  I  set 
out  to  visit  Kingvvood  meeting  and  some  other  places. 
Was  at  Kingwood  on  First-day,  'where  Truth  was  in 
dominion.  Had  also  two  appointed  meetings,  one 
on  second  day,  at  the  house  of  a  person  called  Major 
Everitt,  where  perhaps  sixty  people  of  other  societies 
attended,  who  appeared  soUd,  and  divers  were  serious- 
ly affected.  The  other  was  at  Pottstown,  a  blessed 
season  ;  and  on  fifth  day  was  at  their  monthly  meet- 
ing. Then  went  on  to  Hardwich,  where  I  had  not 
been  for  about  fourteen  years.  On  First-day  was  at 
meeting  there,  and  a  precious,  heavenly  season  it 
was.  My  God  was  strength  in  weakness  :  he  richly 
compensated  me  for  my  bodily  suffering  in  riding 
here,  and  Friends  were  glad  to  see  me  once  more. 
Next  day,  through  some  difficulty,  I  reached  Mend- 
ham,  and  had  a  meeting  there  in  the  afternoon,  which 
was  favoured,  so  that  it  made  up  for  all  the  trials  in 
getting  to  it.  The  liOrd  is  good ; — a  never  failing  help- 
er to  all  who  put  their  trust  in  him. 

After  getting  home,  I  was  at  meeting  a  few  times, 
but  grew  worse  in  health,  so  that  I  was  prevented  at- 
tending meetings  for  about  three-quarters  of  a  year. 
After  which,  recovering  a  little,  I  felt  a  concern  for 
the  coloured  people,  living  within  reach  of  our  meet- 
ing house,  where  they  were  collected  on  First-day 
afternoon,  to  a  considerable  number.  I  imparted  to 
them  such  counsel  as  the  Lord  enabled  me,  and  felt 
much  relief  and  comfort  in  the  opportunity. 

Soon  after,  a  weighty  concern  attended  my  mind 
on  account  of  a  tax  on  shop  keepers,  who  dealt  in 
foreign  articles,  to  be  appropriated  towards  carrying 


114  '       ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1813 

on  the  war  against  England.  I  felt  much  scrupulous 
in  my  mind,  respecting  the  consistency  thereof  with 
our  peaceable  principles.  For  about  ten  years  I  had 
kept  an  apothecary  shop  ;  which  business  suited  my 
inclination  and  capacity ;  being  from  my  youth  cir- 
cumscribed, both  in  shop-keeping  and  my  trade  of  a 
hatter,  on  account  of  the  prevailing  fashions.  After 
much  seeking  to  the  Lord  for  counsel  and  direction, 
I  believed  my  peace  of  mind  would  be  affected,  if  I 
paid  the  said  tax.  So  I  resigned  myself  to  the  Lord's 
will,  let  the  event  be  as  it  may.  But  scarcely  a  day 
passed,  that  I  had  not  to  turn  customers  away,  who 
applied  for  articles  which  I  had  on  hand,  but  could 
not  sell,  on  account  of  the  heavy  penalty.  But  I  am 
well  satisfied,  feeUng  the  testimony  against  war  to  be 
very  precious,  and  worth  suffering  for,  if  thereby  the 
peaceable  government  of  the  Messiah  may  be  pro-^ 
moted. 

How  shocking  the  carnage  and  miseries  of  war  !  I 
am  informed  that  within  about  two  years  and  a  half, 
near  fifty  thousand  lives  have  been  lost  in  the  present 
wars  between  this  country  and  England.  How  awful 
the  reflection,  that  so  many  precious  souls  should  be 
thus  hurried  into  an  endless  eternity,  to  meet  the 
Judge  of  quick  and  dead  I  Where  shall  we  find  the 
least  spark  of  Christian  love,  in  the  spirit  of  war  ?  Nay 
a  diabohcal  spirit  is  the  author  and  promoter  thereof; 
and  it  tends  mightily  to  strengthen  the  kingdom  of 
darkness,  and  to  lay  waste  every  Christian  virtue, 
every  spark  of  redeeming  grace  and  love  in  the  souls 
of  those  who  are  instrumental  in  promoting,  or  carry- 
ing it  on.  Yet,  Oh  how  lamentable  !  that  those  who 
assume  the  title  of  Christ's  ministers  should  aid  in 
person,  and  by  what  is  called  preaching !  Some  of 


[1815  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  115 

whom,  if  not  all,  I  believe  know  better  than  they 
practise  ;  but  the  fear  of  man,  or  perhaps  the  loss  of 
their  yearly  salary,  turns  the  scale  of  true  judgement 
in  their  hearts.  Thus,  the  leaders  of  the  people  cause 
them  to  err,  and  the  blessed  cause  of  truth  and  right- 
eousness in  the  earth  is  frustrated  by  them. 

2dmo'nthy  1815.  In  looking  over  my  Journal,  find 
I  have  frequently  mentioned  my  being  much  indis- 
posed with  pain  and  dizziness  in  my  head;  I  may 
here  give  some  account  of  the  cause.  Before  I  was 
•five  years  old,  I  fell  out  of  a  second  story  window 
into  the  street,  and  by  the  fall  my  skull  was  broken. 
A  skilful  surgeon  trepanned  me ;  but  as  the  fracture 
extended  down  my  head,  within  about  one  inch  of 
my  eye,  he  concluded  to  leave  a  little  of  the  fracture 
nearest  the  eye,  without  extracting  it,  apprehending, 
if  he  did,  I  should  lose  the  sight  of  that  eye ;  but 
thought  I  might  enjoy  pretty  good  health  with  leaving 
it  in.  It  has  proved  a  source  of  great  suffering  through 
life,  to  the  present  time.  After  three  or  four  hours 
sleep  at  night,  the  blood  hath  not  circulated  freely, 
and  a  numbness,  with  excruciating  pain,  hath  often 
ensued ;  so  that  many  times  I  have  been  unable  to 
rise  and  dress  myself  for  several  hours. 

My  mind  having  been  impressed  for  many  months 
with  a  belief,  that  my  duty  to  a  most  gracious  Crea- 
tor constrained  me  to  enter  upon  the  service  of  ap- 
pointing meetings  in  many  places,  among  different 
societies  of  professing  Christians;  I  had  become  so  en- 
tirely weaned  from  my  home,  that  I  felt  it  more  like 
a  prison  to  me,  than .  a  comfortable  habitation.  I 
therefore  left  it  on  the  3d  of  the  12th  month,  1815, 
being  a  very  cold  day,  and  rode  to  Plainfield.  Next 
day,  attended  their  week-day  meeting  in  silence.     In 


116  ISAAC    MARTIN'S    JOURNAL.  [1815 

the  evening  had  an  appointed  meeting  at  the  house  of 
a  Baptist,  where  I  had  one  several  years  before. 
Many  young  people  of  the  neighbourhood  being  pre- 
sent, as  well  as  those  more  advanced,  we  had  a  ten- 
dering season  together.  Precious  was  the  influence 
of  Divine  love,  qualifying  me  to  declare  gospel  truths 
among  them.  A  sweet  solemnity  prevailed,  I  believe, 
on  almost  every  mind.  Blessed  be  the  Lord,  my  m.ost 
merciful  helper,  who  thus  confirmed  me  in  the  behef 
that  he  had  called  me  forth  to  labour  in  his  vineyard 
for  the  good  of  souls. 

I  continued  about  five  weeks  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  Plainfield  ;  attended  their  First-day  and  week-day 
meetings  in  course,  and  had  sixteen  appointed  meet- 
ings within  about  fourteen  miles  distance ;  also  at- 
tended the  burial  of  a  person  who  had  once  belonged 
among  Friends  :  in  which  opportunity  my  heart  was 
filled  with  the  power  of  the  Word  of  Life.  I  stood 
forth  among  them  under  its  heavenly  influence,  and 
was  enabled  to  proclaim  the  Lord's  controversy 
against  sin  and  iniquity,  and  divers  vices  which  alien- 
ate the  soul  from  God ;  showing  also  the  inconsistency 
of  wars  and  fightings,  with  the  purity  of  the  gospel 
dispensation.  I  told  them  I  would  much  rather  that  my 
life  was  taken  from  me,  than,  in  endeavouring  to  save 
it,  I  should  be  the  means  of  plunging  a  fellow  crea- 
ture, unprepared,  into  an  endless  eternity. 

In  the  evening,  I  had  a  meeting  in  the  Presbyte- 
rians' house  at  Bound  Brook.  The  weather  was  very 
cold,  3^et  many  attended.  I  felt  considerable  relief, 
hut  not  so  much  as  at  some  other  times.  The  priest, 
being  unwell,  was  not  able  to  attend.  Next  morning 
I  went  to  see  him.     He  informed  me  he  had  never 


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been  at  a  Friends'  meeting,  having  lately  removed 
here,  from  Berkley,  in  Virginia.  He  also  interrogat- 
ed me  on  various  important  subjects  relating  to  our 
religious'  principles,  I  thought  more  from  a  desire  of 
information,  than  disputation.  He  appeared  pretty 
well  satisfied  with  my  answers,  till  the  subject  of  war 
was  mentioned.  He  then  said,  "You  .know  we  are 
commanded  to  submit  to  every  ordinance  of  man,  for 
the  Lord's  sake."  I  replied,  I  remember  the  passage 
well.  But  I  also  remember  that  Darius,  king  of  the 
Modes  and  Persians,  had  ordained  that  no  petition 
should  be  made  to  any  god  or  man,  for  the  space  of 
thirty  days,  save  unto  him,  upon  the  penalty  of  being 
cast  into  the  lion's  den :  and  thou  may  find  that 
Daniel  did  not  submit  to  his  decree,  because  it  op- 
posed his  duty  to  his  God.  Neither  could  those  call- 
ed the  three  children,  Shadrach,  Meshech,  and  Abed- 
nego,  submit  to  the  ordinance  of  king  Nebuchadnez- 
zar, in  falling  down  and  worshipping  the  golden  image 
he  had  set  up;  although  a  dreadful  punishment  was 
to  follow,  even  to  be  cast  into  a  burning  fiery  furnace. 
Also,  the  apostles,  when  it  was  ordained  that  they 
should  not  teach  nor  preach,  in  the  name  of  Jesus, 
did  not  submit  to  the  ordinance,  but  answered.  We 
ought  to  obey  God,  rather  than  men.  I  concluded 
with  saying — It  is  not  in  thy  power,  nor  in  the  power 
of  any  man,  to  support  war,  upon  the  principles  of 
Christianity.  He  then  said,  "  I  wish  the  whole  world 
were  of  your  principles  in  that  respect." 

He  then  informed  me  there  was  to  be  a  society 
meeting  that  evening  in  the  academy,  and  wished  I 
would  stay  and  attend  it.  I  told  him  I  would  rather 
not  interfere  with  the  religious  worship  of  other  so- 
cieties.    A  little  while  after,  he  said,  the   meeting 


118  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1815 

would  be  composed  of  the  more  religious  part  of  his 
congregation,  and  if  I  could  see  my  way  to  attend 
with  them,  he  should  be  glad.  I  answered  much  as 
before.  After  a  pause,  he  said.  If  you  will  attend 
meeting  this  evening,  I  will  give  up  the  service  wholly 
to  you.  After  weighing  the  subject,  I  informed  him 
I  should  be  willing,  upon  those  terms.  He  then  went 
to  the  academy,  and  made  the  arrangement  for  a 
meeting  on  my  account. 

In  the  course  of  our  conversation,  he  spoke  much 
in  favour  of  the  necessity  of  the  influence  of  the  holy 
Spirit,  in  religious  concerns  ;  and  stated,  that  he  had 
divers  times  stood  up  to  preach  to  the  people,  when 
he  felt  very  unfit,  for  want  thereof.  He  appeared  to 
lament  this  lack  of  Divine  assistance,  but  said  the 
people  expected  preaching  and  prayer,  and  would  be 
much  disappointed  without  these  exercises.  He  also 
said,  that  sometimes  he  felt  this  sacred  influence  to 
attend  his  mind,  or,  as  he  termed  it,  "  the  spirit  to 
move  him;"  and  he  then  felt  like  another  man;  being 
much  more  strengthened  and  authorized  when^  he 
could  enjoy  it.  In  which  I  believe  he  was  very  sin- 
cere. 

At  dinner,  he  proposed  to  me,  to  perform  the  usual 
ceremony  of  what  is  called  saying  grace.  I  told 
him,  I  felt  a  thankful  heart  for  the  blessing  of  food 
before  usr  but  could  not  publicly  invoke  the  Divine 
Being  without  a  special  influence  of  grace  to  enable 
me.  I  spent  about  two-thirds  of  the  day  with  him, 
to  considerable  satisfaction.  In  the  evening  he  went 
with  me  to  the  academy,  where  I  obtained  some  re- 
lief to  my  mind,  but  not  abundant.  The  priest  ex- 
pressed his  satisfaction  with  the  meeting. 

Next  day,  which  was  very  cold,  I  rode  to  Spring- 


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field,  and  put  up  at  the  house  of  one  who  had  once 
been  a  member  among  Friends  ;  there  being  no  other 
in  that  thriving  town  professing  with  us,  and  never  a 
Friends  meeting  held  ■  there,  though  Daniel  Offley  of 
.Philadelphia,  accompanied  by  David  Cooper,  in  the 
2nd  month,  1788,  had  one,  a  littlQ  out  of  the  town, 
which  I  then  attended.  The  friends  who  went  with 
me,  went  out  to  obtain  a  place  for  a  meeting.  The 
priest  and  one  or  two  other  noted  persons  proposed 
the  academy,  but  mentioned  that  a  deaconwho  lived 
at  the  upper  end  of  the  town  waato  have  a  society- 
meeting  that  evening.  He  was  applied  to,  but  refused 
to  give  it  up.  After  dinner  it  came  weightily  on  me 
to  accompany  Friends  and  the  priest,  to  see  the  deacon. 
As  we  rode  along,  I  asked  the  priest  whether  he  had 
ever  attended  Friends'  meeting.  He  replied  once, 
in  the  northern  parts  of  New  York  State ;  in  which, 
he  said  a  man  spoke  a  few  sentences,  and  was  follow-^ 
ed  by  a  woman  who  appeared  very  animated,  and 
her  discourse  suitably  adapted.  I  told  him  the  man 
might  have  been  an  eminent  minister  of  the  gospel, 
though  he  then  said  but  few  words ;  for  it  sometimes 
so  happened.  Our  ministers  can  speak  only  as  the 
Spirit  gives  them  utterance ;  sometimes  it  may  be 
but  a  few  minutes,  at  other  times,  several  hours. 

When  we  arrived  at  the  deacon's  house,  the  priest 
and  he  entered  into  conversation  for  some  time.  Par- 
tial notice  had  been  given  of  the  meeting  in  the  even- 
ing, and  the  afternoon  being  short,  I  grew  uneasy. 
So  when  they  stopped  a  few  moments,  I  inquired  re- 
specting the  meeting ; — the  deacon  still  said  he  ex- 
pected to  have  a  society  meeting  that  evening.  I  told 
him  it  was  with  me  a  duty  which  I  held  more  dear 
than  my  natural  life,  to  appoint  these  meetings,  and 


120  ISAAC    MARTINIS   JOURNAL.  [1815 

had  felt  great  peace  in  so  doing ;  that  I  knew  nothing 
of  their  arrangements  before  coming,  or  I  might  have 
waited  till  another  time.  He  then  said,  "  I  will  drop 
my  meeting  till  next  week,  so  as  to  be  no  obstruction 
to  you."  He  then  questioned  me  what  kind  of  preach- . 
ing  Friends  practiced ;  whether  it  was  practical,  or 
doctrinal.  I  told  him  it  was  both ;  and  added — it  is 
sometimes  practical,  and  sometimes  doctrinal;  at 
other  times  both. 

r  The  priest  then  said,  "  Why  don't  Friends  call  the 
scriptures  the  word  of  God?"  (Several  of  the  dea- 
con's family  being  present,  his  wife  and  children  with 
their  eyes  fixed  on  me,)  I  said, "  Christ  is  the  Word  of 
God.  It  is  written  in  the  Revelation,  '  Out  of  his 
mouth  goeth  a  sharp  sword:  and  his  name  is  called 
The  Word  of  God.'  And  in  the  first  chapter  of  John, 
it  is  written,  '  In  the  beginning  was  the  Word,  and 
the  Word  was  with  God ;  and  the  Word  was  God.' 
And  again,  '  The  Word  of  God  is  quick  and  power- 
ful, and  sharper  than  any  two-edged  sword,  piercing 
to  the  dividing  asunder  of  soul  and  spirit,  and  of  the 
joints  and  marrow,  and  is  a  discerner  of  the  thoughts 
and  intents  of  the  heart.'  Now,  all  this  would  be 
very  absurd  to  apply  to  the  holy  scriptures  ;  although 
we  consider  them  the  best  book  that  ever  was  writ- 
ten, and  press  the  diligent  perusal  of  them."  He  re- 
plied, "Be  sure — take  all  the  words  from  Genesis  to 
the  Revelations,  and  call  them  the  word  of  God,  I 
don't  know  that  it  would  be  correct.  I  don't  know 
^that  there  is  much  difference  between  us."  He  then 
attacked  me  on  the  subject  of  war.  I  made  some 
apologies  respecting  my  feeble  state  of  health,  and  a 
wish  to  have  a  little  repose  before  the  meeting,  as  the 
time  was  short,  nevertheless  that  I  was  willing  to 


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answer  any  question  he  might  ask  as  far  as  I  was  ca- 
pable. I  then  recited  the  words  of  Christ  on  that 
subject,  namely — loving  our  enemies,  doing  good  for 
evil,  praying  for  them  that  persecute  us  &c.;  also  the 
expressions  of  the  apostle  James,  "  Whence  come 
wars  and  fightings  among  you?  Come  they  not  hence, 
even  of  your  lusts  that  war  in  your  members  ?"  And 
feeling  myself  divinely  strengthened,  I  said  to  him,  "  it 
is  not  in  thy  power,  nor  that  of  any  other  man,  to 
support  war  upon  the  principles  of  Christianity."  He 
then  informed  the  company  how  he  had  been  conscien- 
tiously straitened  in  his  mind,  some  time  ago,  on  a 
subject  of  a  military  nature.  After  some  further  con- 
versation we  parted. 

In  the  evening,  I  attended  the  meeting,  which  was 
crowded,  the  priest  and  deacon  also  being  there.  I 
very  soon  felt  the  Shepherd  of  Israel  near ; — his 
blessed  presence  was  in  dominion  in  my  soul.  •  Divers 
subjects  were  treated  on,  and  divers  states  addressed, 
in  the  power  of  the  gospel.  Much  tenderness  and 
brokenness  appeared,  especially  among  the  youth. 
Near  the  close  of  my  communication,  I  addressed 
those  who  of  latter  time,  had  been  under  Divine  visi- 
tations,— who  had  felt  the  holy  influence  of  the  religion 
of  Jesus,  in  their  hearts,  producing  some  change  in 
them,  and  who  had  at  times,  felt  its  consoling  effects; 
entreating  them  not  to  lay  too  great  stress,  or  put  too 
much  dependence  upon  past  experience  :  for,  it  was 
not  enough  for  them  who  had  once  known  the  holy, 
benign  influence  of  grace  upon  their  souls,  to  conclude 
they  ever  shoul-d  remain  in  it;  for  this  cannot  be  the 
case,  but  through  much  watching  and  prayer  ; — closet 
prayer,  shutting  the  door  of  the  heart,  so  that  no 
earthly  objects  may  enter.  Hereby  an  intercourse  witii 

L 


122  ISAAC  Martin's  journal.  [181  G 

the  Father  of  spirits  is  experienced,  and  the  soul  is 
kept  alive  and  fruitful,  being  renewedly  strengthened 
to  ^maintain  the  warfare,  until  all  evil  is  overcome. 
Oh!  this  secret  silent  prayer  and  travail  is  greatly 
wanting,  even  among  the  better  kind  of  people. 
Many  glorious  opportunities  of  divine  enjoyment  are 
missed,  for  want  of  patiently  continuing  therein,  from 
day  to  day,  and  many  weaknesses  gain  the  ascendeo- 
cy  over  the  soul,  for  lack  thereof. 

When  I  took  my  seat,  the  priest  addressed  the 
people,  expressing  his  belief  that  the  mind  may  be 
profitably  employed  in  times  of  silence,  and  fully  con- 
curring with  what  I  had  said.  After  which  my  mind 
was  clothed  with  a  heavenly  feeling,  w^hich  I  can  no 
more  obtain  of  myself,  than  I  can  command  the  clouds 
to  drop  down  rain  ; — under  the  influence  of  which  I 
kneeled  down,  and  my  heart,  through  Divine,  conde- 
scending goodness,  was  drawn  forth  to  supplicate  the 
Throne  of  grace  for  a  more  general  pouring  forth  of 
the  Holy  spirit,  upon  the  sons  and  daughters  of  men  ; 
that  thereby  truth  and  righteousness  might  gloriously 
abound  in  the  earth,  and  the  knowledge  of  the  Lord 
be  spread  far  and  near. 

After  the  meeting  closed,  I  spent  a  few  minutes 
with  those  dear  little  children,  whose  hearts  had  been 
greatly  wrought  upon  by  the  power  of  truth,  so  that 
they  wept  exceedingly.  As  I  spoke  to  them,  to  com- 
fort and  encourage  them,  a  number  of  those  who  had 
left  the  meeting  returned  again.  I  then  left  the  place 
with  a  thankful  heart,  and  returned  to  my  lodging, 
though  kindly  invited  by  the  priest  and  deacon,  to 
tarry  with  them. 

These  society,  or  prayer-meetings  among  the  Pres- 
byterians, are  frequently  appointed  by  the  deacons, 


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and  have  lately  increased  in  divers  places.  They 
allow  their  women  to  pray  in  them ;  and  in  this  town, 
I  am  told  there  are  more  than  a  dozen  females,  who 
frequently  visit  families  and  exhort  them,  as  they  see 
occasion,  or  pray  among  them.  I  am  apprehensive 
some  of  these  pious  women  will  enter  upon  preaching 
unawares;  for  I  was  told  by  a  friend  who  heard  one 
of  them  exhorting  a  man  of  immoral  conduct,  that 
her  communication  was  suitably  adapted  and  feelingly 
delivered.  It  seems  one  step  towards  their  getting 
over  Paul's  words,  which  they  used  to  lay  so  much 
stress  on  ;  "  Let  your  women  keep  silence  in  the 
church."  Doubtless  intended  for  that  particular  oc- 
casion, and  not  to  lay  a  general  prohibition  upon 
others,  so  as  to  prevent  them  from  exercising  the  gifts 
which  the  Lord  had  bestowed  on  them. 

A  few  weeks  since  I  visited  a  woman,  a  member 
of  the  Baptist  society.  In  a  few  minutes,  after  sitting 
down  with  her,  a  heavenly  sweetness  spread  over  my 
mind,  of  which  I  informed  her,  and  had  to  speak  com- 
fortably to  her,  as  believing  her  sun  would  set  in 
brightness,  she  being  far  gone  in  a  consumption.  She 
several  times  attempted  to  tell  me  the  comfortable 
hope  she  had;  but  it  exhausted  her  strength.  It  was 
a  precious  season  and  we  were  mutually  thankful  for 
the  opportunity.  I  understood  she  had  often  felt  strong 
impressions  of  duty  on  her  mind,  to  exhort  the  people 
at  funerals,  and  on  other  occasions,  but  had  given  way 
to  discouragements,  through  fear  and  the  prejudice 
of  custom ;  by  which  she  had  incurred  condemnation 
for  omitting  her  duty. 

What  a  pity  that  any  human  law  or  custom  should 
prevent  the  word  of  God  from  having  free  course  in 
the  heart,  and  hinder  females  from  exercising  the 


124  ISAAC    MARTIN'S    JOURNAL.  [1816 

gifts  which  the  Lord  hath  bestowed  on  them,  in  order 
publicly  to  promote  virtue  and  discourage  vice!  I 
have  no  doubt  that  many  females  have,  at  times,  been 
divinely  influenced  to  pen  their  several  writings ;  and 
that  they  might  have  been  instruments  in  the  Lord's 
hand,  in  speaking  in  public  assemblies  to  edification, 
exhortation,  and  comfort  to  the  glory  of  God,  if  there 
had  not  been  existing  rules  and  laws,  to  prevent  them : 
for  this,  I  believe,  has  been  the  case  in  all  religious 
societies  but  Friends.  But  I  believe  light, — the  light 
of  the  everlasting  gospel  is  rising,  and  will  shine 
brighter  and  brighter,  so  as  to  dispel  the  mists  of  pre- 
judice from  the  minds  of  the  people.  •  I  also  beheve 
that  the  prophecy  of  Joel,  adverted  to  by  the  apostle 
Peter,at  tlie  day  of  pentecost,  will  be  more  fully  accom- 
plished, that  the  Lord  will  pour  out  of  his  spirit  upon 
all  flesh,  and  that  sons  and  daughters  shall  prophecy: 
which  not  only  includes  foretelKng  future  events,  but, 
as  defined  by  the  apostle  Paul,  has  a  more  extensive 
signification ;  even  speaking  to  edification,  exhortation, 
and  comfort. 

I  rejoice  in  believing,  that  notw^ithstanding  the 
abounding  iniquities  of  the  present  day,  the  cause  of 
Truth, — even  the  pure  religion  of  Jesus  Christ,  is  gain- 
ing ground,  in  the  hearts  of  thousands.  Principles 
more  congenial  with  the  purity  of  the  gospel,  are 
spreading.  Peace  societies  are  multiplying;  and  may 
the  Lord  Almighty  bless  their  endeavours,  if  consis- 
tent with  his  will,  to  the  convincement  of  many  ten 
thousands,  and  showing  them  the  horrible  effects  of 
war,  that  cruel  engine  of  satan; — than  which,  I  be- 
heve there  is  nothing  contributes  more  to  strengthen 
his  kingdom,  and  to  unfit  men  for  becoming  true 
members  of  the  church  of  Christ,  the  peaceable  Mes- 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  125 

siah.  The  indulgence  of  the  spirit  of  war  and  cruelty, 
most  certainly  gives,  as  it  were,  a  death  blow  to  all 
the  sacred  duties  of  Christianity,  and  also  to  every 
social  relation  w^hich  unites  man  to  his  fellow-crea- 
tures, tending  to  promote  the  comfort  and  happiness 
of  the  human  family,  as  children  of  the  same  universal 
Parent. 

The  belief  in  the  necessity  of  the  immediate  in- 
fluence of  the  Holy  Spirit,  as  an  essential  qualifica- 
tion in  matters  purely  religious,  is  more  and  more  as- 
sented to :  whereas,  formerly,  they  were  derided  as 
blind  enthusiasts  who  held  to  the  absolute  necesssity 
thereof.  The  abolition  of  the  slave  trade  to  Africa, 
both  by  Great  Britain  and  America,  and  divers  Eu- 
ropean powers  approbating  it,  is  also  occasion  of 
praise  and  thanksgiving  to  the  Author  of  all  good. 

Shortly  after  my  return  home  from  Plainfield,  I 
entered  upon  the  same  service,  in  divers  places  with- 
in eight  miles  of  our  village ;  had  fifteen  appointed 
meetings,  one  being  for  the  coloured  people,  and  also 
attended  a  funeral.  At  all  these  places,  as  also  in 
nearly  all  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Plainfield,  I  was 
considerably  enlarged  in  the  ministry,  except  at  a 
meeting  in  the  evening  at  our. meeting  house,  where 
I  was  silent :  near  the  close  I  informed  the  people 
how  it  was  with  me,  and  though  it  was  not  pleasant 
to  me  as  a  man  to  convene  such  a  number  together, 
and  have  nothing  to  say,  yet  I  durst  not  attempt  any 
thing  in  the  way  of  preaching,  without  a  divine  quali- 
fication. 

I  have  often  had  sweet,  heavenly  meetings  in  si- 
lence; in  which  I  have  felt  such  Diwne  influence  as 
I  shall  esteem  a  great  blessing,  if  my  soul  is  favoured 
therewith,  when  drawing  near  the  close  of  my  time. 


126  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1816 

Yet,  at  many  of  these  seasons,  I  have  felt  no  neces- 
sity to  arise  and  speak  to  the  people. 

9ih  mo.  \4ith,  1816.  A  religious  concern  weightily 
impressing  my  mind,  to  visit  Friends,  and  appoint 
meetings,  principally  among  other  societies  within  the 
limits  of  New  York  Yearly  Meeting.  I  broke  up 
house-keeping,  and,  with  the  approbation  of  Friends, 
left  home  and  proceeded  to  New  York.  Next  day, 
the  15th,  was  at  the  morning  meeting  at  Liberty  street, 
where  the  spirit  of  prayer  and  praise  was  given  me 
from  on  high,  and  my  spirit  was  contrited  before  the 
Lord.  It  was  a  solemn  time;  blessed  be  his  name. 
In  the  afternoon,  was  at  Pearl  street,  which  was  also 
a  favoured  season.  My  God  was  mouth  and  wis- 
dom to  me,  and  the  meeting  closed  under  a  heavenly 
solemnity. 

Between  this  and  the  18th,  I  made  divers  satisfac- 
tory social  visits  among  my  friends,  having  had  very 
little  opportunity  of  doing  so  for  many  years  past,  on 
account  of  bodily  indisposition.  I  attended  the  two 
week-day  meetings  in  course,  and  was  at  Pearl  street 
meeting  the  ensuing  First-day  morning,  where  I  was 
Hvingly  and  sweetly  drawn  forth  in  pubUc  prayer  and 
praise  to  the  Lord  Almighty.  In  the  afternoon  I  at- 
tended a  meeting  with  the  prisoners  at  the  state  pri- 
son, which  was  very  crowded,  a  number  of  the 
citizens  being  present,  with  about  six  hundred  pri- 
soners. I  soon  felt  an  evidence  that  I  was  in  my 
proper  place,  and  under  the  protecting  care  of  Israel's 
Shepherd.  I  was  drawn  forth  in  exhortation,  admo- 
nition, and  solemn  warning  among  them ; — had  also 
to  encourage  some,  who,  I  believe,  were  deeply 
humbled  under  a  sense  of  their  present  forlorn,  un- 
happy condition.     The  meeting  ended  to  the  relief  of 


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my  mind — to  the  Lord  be  all  the  praise,  for  his  mer- 
cies endure  for  ever. 

Next  day,  had  a  meeting  at  the  Bowery,  being  at 
the  further  part  of  the  city.  On  the  morning  of  the 
24th,  had  a  large  and  satisfactory  meeting  at  Brook- 
lyn, and  the  next  evening  one  betvv^een  Manhattan- 
ville  and  Harlaem,  in  which  I  felt  peace.  Then  went 
on  Long  Island,  and  had  a  number  of  meetings  in  va- 
rious places;  also  attended  Friends'  meetings  there. 

lOih  mo.  Sd.  Attended  Jericho  meeting.  It  was  a 
favoured  meeting ;  the  Lord  is  still  mine  helper. 
Went  home  with  my  much  esteemed  friend  Elias 
Hicks,  who  for  many  years  has  been,  and  continues 
to  be  a  diligent,  faithful  labourer  in  the  gospel.  After 
this  I  had  meetings  -at  Jerusalem,  Bethphage,  West- 
hills,  Huntington,  Oyster  Bay,  Setawket,  Smith-town 
Babylon,  and  divers  other  places.  Then  attended 
the  Quarterly  meeting  at  Flushing,  after  which  had 
/neetings  at  Flat-bush  and  Gravesend ;  the  latter 
very  trying,  by  reason  of  the  unsettled  state  of  tiie 
people's  minds,  about  one  third  of  them  leaving  the 
meeting,  three  or  four  at  a  time,  while  I  was  on  my 
feet  declaring  gospel  truths-  among  them.  But  I 
felt  the  consoling  evidence  that  I  was  in  my  proper 
place,  endeavouring  faithfully  to  follow  my  Divine 
Master. 

10^^  mo.  28///.  Was  at  Newtown  in  the  evening. 
A  blessed  glorious  meeting  it  was.  Truth  was  in 
dominion,  and  divers  present  were  much  afiected  with 
its  testimony.  Such  was  the  effect  of  his  glorious 
presence  in  my  soul,  that  sometimes  I  had  to  stop,  in 
the  utterance  of  some  sentences  in  my  public  testi- 
mony, as  also  in  vocal  supplication;  with  which  the 
meeting  closed.     The  next  evening  had  a  meeting  at 


128  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1816 

Flushing.  The  Lord  gave  me  a  searching  testi- 
mony against  those  who  were  walking  in  the  broad 
way  of  libertinism  ;  while  the  rightly  exercised  were 
encouraged  to  a  holy  perseverance  in  the  narrow 
way  that  leads  to  life. 

I  liave  been  greatly  favoured  in  my  health  since 
leaving  home,  near  seven  weeks  past,  so  that  I  have 
not  laid  by  one  day,  through  indisposition.  Blessed 
be  the  Lord. 

llth  mo,  Ist.  Rode  to  Huntington,  and  had  a  small 
meeting  in  the  evening  being  the  third  in  that  place, 
since  I  came  on  the  Island.  The  people  there  are 
very  backward  in  attending  Friends'  meetings.  The 
next  evening  had  a  highly  favoured  opportunity  at 
Henry  Scudder's,  at  which  many  attended ;  also  the 
following  evening,  one  at  Jacob  Harned's.  We  then 
went  on  toward  the  east  end  of  Long  Island,  and  on 
the  way,  had  a  meeting  in  the  Presbyterian  house  at 
Southampton  ;  also  one  in  a  school  house  at  Bridge- 
hampton,  both  of  which  were  large  and  favoured, 
especially  the  last,  which  closed  in  solemn  supplica- 
tion. 

llth  via.  9i/i.  Ha^l  a  meeting  at  Easthampton, 
which  was  well  attended  and  a  highly  favoured  sea- 
son. I  suppose  I  stood  an  hour  and  a  half,  declar- 
ing gospel  truths  among  the  people ;  and  having  no 
suitable  place  to  rest  my  hands  on,  was  very  much 
exhausted.  The  people  were  soHd  and  attentive  and 
appeared  well  satisfied. 

During  the  day  preceeding  very  many  meet- 
ings that  I  have  appointed,  for  a  considerable  time 
past,  my  mind  has  generally  been  much  stripped,  and 
deprived  of  the  sweet  incomes  of  Divine  love.  And 
while  the  people  have  been  gathering,  I  have  felt 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  129 

mu3h  inward  travail  and  exercise,  with  fervent  de- 
sires that  I  might  glorify  my  dear  Lord  and  Master, 
in  such  way  as  would  best  please  him.  As  I  have 
continued  in  this  travail,  he  has  blessed, my  soul  with 
the  light  of  his  countenance ;  removing  every  fear 
and  doubt,  and  emboldening  me  to  stand  forth,  and 
advocate  his  glorious  cause.  I  could  then  experi- 
mentally tell  the  people,  that  my  reward  was  infinite- 
ly better  than  silver  and  gold  ;  (which  I  never  covet- 
ed ;) — and  that  my  recompense  consisted  in  that 
sweet  and  heavenly  peace  of  mind,  which  is  a  con- 
soling evidence  of  being  in  the  discharge  of  my  duty 
to  that  gracious  Being,  who  had  called  me  forth  from 
all  that  was  near  to  me  in  this  world,  to  labour  for 
the  good  of  others. 

lOt/i.  Being  First-day,  we  came  to  Sagg-harbour, 
The  Presbyterian  and  Methodist  meetings  having  just 
broken  up,  we  inquired  for  some  of  the  leading  mem- 
bers. We  first  called  on  the  Methodist  minister.  I 
told  him  my  business,  and  showed  him  my  certificate ; 
which  he  read,  and  kindly  invited  us  to  dinner.  This 
invitation  we  declined  accepting,  because  it  was 
needful  to  see  the  Presbyterian  priest,  before  he  went 
again  to  his  meeting.  The  Methodist  minister  agreed 
to  dispense  with  his  evening  meeting,  and  proposed 
tiieir  meeting  house  for  us  to  meet  in,  and  that  he 
would  spread  information  at  the  close  of  their  after- 
noon meeting,  to  which  I  agreed.  We  then  went  to 
the  Presbyterian  priest.  I  informed  him,  as  I  did  the 
Methodist,  that  from  an  apprehension  of  religious  duty 
I  had  been  engaged  in  appointing  meetings,  in  many 
places  on  this  island — that  I  wished  to  have  one  in 
that  town  in  the  evening,  and  should  be  glad  if  he  would 
give  notice  of  it  at  the  close  of  his  this  afternoon.    He 


130  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1810 

readily  consented,  and  then  added,  he  presumed  I 
would  be  willing  to  hold  the  meeting  in  their  house. 
I  told  him  I  had  committed  myself  already  ; — that  the 
Methodists  had  offered  their  house,  and  I  had  acceded 
to  it  He  objected,  and  urged  much  that  I  should 
have  theirs,  his  wife  also  joining  him  in  it,  and  saying, 
that  many  of  his  congregation  would  not  attend  if  it 
was  held  at  the  Methodists'.  I  told  him  it  was  not 
owing  to  any  partiality  in  me ; — that,  had  I  come  to 
him  first,  I  should,  no  doubt,  have  accepted  his  offer. 
He  still  urged  me  pressingly,  and  at  length  said  he 
could  do  nothing  to  promote  the  meeting  I  had  in 
prospect. 

We  then  put  up  our  horses  at  a  tavern^  and  took 
dinner;  were  afterwards  informed  that  notice  was 
given  at  the  close  of  the  ^lethodist  meeting,  but  not 
at  the  Presbyterians'.  About  candle  hght  we  went 
to  the  house,  found  it  sufficiently  lighted,  and  soon  it 
was  well  filled;  supposed  upwards  of  six  hundred  as- 
sembled, and  a  number  went  away  for  want  of  seats. 
A  Presbyterian  deacon  was  there,  and  it  was  thought 
most  of  the  members  of  their  meeting.  Almost  as 
soon  as  I  took  my  seat.  Almighty  help  was  graciously 
vouchsafed,  and  I  arose  in  about  fifteen  or  twenty 
minutes,  with  the  consohng  evidence  of  being  hei'e 
by  Divine  appointment.  The  universality  of  Divine 
grace, — and  the  inconsistency  with  the  goodness  of 
the  Almighty,  of  his  decreeing  every  thing  that  comes 
to  pass, — were  subjects  largely  treated  on,  in  Truth's 
authority.  Romans  i.  28.  was  mentioned  in  opposi- 
tion to  unconditional  election  and  reprobation,  viz. 
♦*£ven  as  they  did  not  Hke  to  retain  God  in  their 
knowledge,  therefore  God  gave  them  over  to  a  repro- 
bate mind,  to  do  those  things  which  are  not  conve- 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  131 

nient."  This  being  the  sole  cause  of  man's  reproba- 
tion from  the  beginning  of  the  world,  and  would  con- 
tinue to  be  to  the  end  of  time.  Again,  Rom.  xi.  22. 
"  Behold,  therefore,  the  goodness  and  severity  of  God : 
on  them  which  fell,  severity;  but  toward  thee,  good- 
ness, if  thou  continue  in  his  goodness:  otherwise  thou 
also  shalt  be  cut  off."  The  cause  of  the  Jews'  re- 
jection was  their  unbelief  "Well;  because  of  un- 
belief they  were  broken  off,  and  thou  standest  by 
faith.  Be  not  high  minded,  but  fear:  for  if  God  spared 
not  the  natural  branches,  take  heed,  lest  he  also  spare 
not  thee."  See  here,  in  how  clear  a  hght  the  cause 
of  reprobation  is  placed.  And  again,  the  holy  martyr, 
Stephen,  says,  "Ye  stiff  necked  and  uncircumcised 
in  heart  and  ears,  ye  do  always  resist  the  Holy 
Ghost:  as  your  fathers  did,  so  do  ye."  So  it  is  plain, 
they  and  their  fathers  had  the  Holy  Ghost,  but  re- 
sisted it:  consequently  they,  and  all  other  sinners,  who 
continue  to  resist  it,  are  the  cause  of  their  own  de- 
struction. 

The  unfaithful  were  exhorted,  admonished,  and  so- 
lemnly warned,  and  the  exercised  travellers  were 
encouraged.  Near  the  close  of  my  communication, 
I  mentioned  the  inconsistency  of  wars  and  fightings 
with  the  purity  of  the  gospel  dispensation;  and  to 
make  it  more  impressive,  supposed  two  large  armies, 
each  composed  of  Churchmen,  Presbyterians,  Me- 
thodists, and  Baptists,  drawn  up  in  battle  array; — 
men  professing  to  worship  the  same  Almighty  Crea- 
tor;— men  professing  faith  in  the  same  Divine  Sa- 
viour;— men  professing  the  same  rehgious  principles: 
who  never  until  then  had  seen  each  other,  and  owing 
each  other  no  ill  will  whatever:  but,  as  soon  as 
the  word  of  command  is  given,  the  horrible  work  of 


132  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [181G 

death  must  begin.  It  was  queried,  What  heart  so 
hard  as  not  to  be  affected  with  the  shrieks  and  groans 
of  the  wounded  and  dying?  And  how  many  millions 
have  been  precipitated  into  an  endless  eternity,  un- 
prepared, without  a  m.oment's  time  to  repent,  or  even 
to  call  for  mercy  upon  their  poor,  immortal  souls? 
The  subject  was  treated  on  in  such  a  manner,  as  I 
believe,  produced  assent  in  many  minds.  A  heart 
tendering  suppHcation  closed  the  meeting,  and.  we 
parted  affectionately.  It  w^as  a  blessed,  good  meet- 
ing; and  1  thought  had  I  rode  a  hundred  miles  to  at- 
tend that  one,  I  should  have  been  richly  compensated. 
Next  morning  we  left  Sagg-harbour,  and  came" 
back  by  way  of  Patchogue,  where  we  had  a  meeting* 
the  13th  of  11th  month;  in  w^hich  I  felt  exceedingly 
tried  for  some  time,  with  a  sensible  want  of  feeling 
that  powder  which  is  the  life  and  authority  of  meet- 
ings, and  the  true  sustenance  of  holy  souls.  At  length 
a  little  light  arose,  and  I  found  some  relief;  but  Truth 
did  not  rise  into  such  dominion  as  at  some  other 
times.  After  this  meeting,  we  pursued  our  journey 
by  way  of  Islip,  to  Jerusalem;  and  on  the  17th,  be- 
ing First-day,  had  two  meetings ;  one  at  Rainertown, 
and  the  other  at  Samuel  Carman's,  in  the  evening. 
Next  day  visited  the  sick  and  afflicted ;  and  the  day 
following  had  a  good  meeting  at  Jerusalem. 

20th.  Attended  Westbury  monthly  meeting,  to  a 
good  degree  of  satisfaction ;  and  next  day  a  funeral 
of  a  Friend,  where  was  a  large  gathering  of  people. 
The  weather  being  mild,  seats  were  made  out  doors, 
to  accommodate  the  people  at  the  house,  where  I  was 
largely  drawn  forth  in  gospel  testimony  among  them, 
as  also  in  a  heart  tendering  supplication.  The  Lord 
hath   dealt  bountifully  with   my    soul,  and   greatly 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  133 

strengthened  my  feeble  body,  to  undergo  the  fatigue 
of  travelling,  thus  far. 

Next  day,  in  the  evening,  had  a  pretty  large  meet- 
ing at  Thomas  Whitson's,  near  three  miles  from  Cow- 
neck.  Rested  at  E.  Pryor's  on  Seventh-day,  and 
was  at  Cowneck  meeting  on  First-day,  which  held 
from  eleven  till  two  o'clock;  about  three-fourths  of 
which  time  I  was  engaged  in  public  service  amongst 
them.  The  Lord  my  God  was  mouth  and  wisdom ; 
and  to  him  be  ascribed  all  the  praise. 

24th.  Had  a  meeting  at  Rockaway,  which  was  a 
good  time.  The  next  day,  rode  to  my  cousin  Samuel 
Parsons',  at  Flushing,  where  I  was  kindly  received, 
and  rested  the  day  following.  His  wife  is  a  descend- 
ant of  John  Bowne,  mentioned  in  Joseph  Besse's  ac- 
count of  Friends'  sufferings.  He  was  banished  from 
here  to  Holland,  while  the  Dutch  had  possession  of 
New  York,  on  account  of  his  keeping  up  a  meeting 
for  Friends  at  his  house.  The  house  is  yet  standing, 
and  is  inhabited  by  the  mother  and  sisters  of  Samuel 
Parsons'  wife,  and  from  its  appearance  may  continue 
a  good  habitation  for  many  years.  The  present  meet- 
ing-house at  Flushing,  appears  to  have  been  buih  in 
the  year  1694;  it  is  still  in  good  condition,  and  may 
probably  continue  many  years.  In  this  neighbour- 
hood, I  saw  a  copy  of  a  letter  from  George  Fox  to 
Wilham  Caton,  who  was  then  at  Amsterdam ;  where- 
in George  requested  Willliam  to  join  with  Friends  of 
that  city  in  an  application  to  those  in  authority,  on 
behalf  of  the  said  John  Bowne,  who  was  banished 
there ;  and  who,  he  said,  was  an  honest,  upright 
hearted  man.  The  year  after  he  was  banished,  the 
English  took  New  York,  and  he  returned  to  his  house 
iand  farm,  which  has  been  in  the  family  ever  since ; 

M 


134  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1816 

and  where,  for  above  one  hundred  and  fifty  years, 
great  numbers  of  Friends  have  been  very  kindly  and 
comfortably  entertained. 

28th.  I  attended  the  week-day  meeting  at  Flush- 
ing, which  was  comfortably  owned  with  the  Divine 
presence.  In  the  afternooon,  visited  the  sick.  Next 
day,  my  cousin  took  me  to  New  York ;  and  on  First- 
day,  12th  mo.  1st,  I  was  at  Liberty  street  meeting 
both  morning  and  afternoon.  My  mind  was  brought 
under  much  exercise,  from  a  sense  of  the  great  im- 
portance of  the  work  I  was  engaged  in,  and  my  spirit 
was  bowed  before  the  Lord  in  secret  prayer  for  his 
assistance.  In  this  state  I  went  to  the  afternoon  meet- 
ing; where  there  were  a  number  attended  of  other 
societies.  I  soon  felt  an  evidence  that  Israel's  Shep- 
herd was  near.  His  blessed,  consoling  presence  was 
mercifully  vouchsafed,  and  my  way  clearly  opened 
to  advocate  the  cause  of  righteousness.  I  commenced 
with  these  words :  "  That  which  letteth,  will  let,  until  it 
be  removed  out  of  the  way."  Those  who  hitherto 
had  given  w^ay  to  things  w^hich  obstructed  their  spi- 
ritual progress,  were  faithfully  laboured  with;  and 
the  rightly  exercised  were  encouraged  to  persevere 
in  their  Christian  warfare.  I  was  also  led  to  treat 
upon  the  doctrine  of  unconditional  election  and  repro- 
bation, in  its  various  parts.  The  idea  or  notion  that 
many  have  erroneously  adopted,  that  the  Most  High 
has  decreed  every  thing  that  comes  to  pass, — was 
testified  against:  because  it  exhibits  a  Being  of  in- 
finite power,  wisdom,  mercy,  justice,  and  goodness, 
as  more  cruel  than  the  most  cruel  tyrant  that  ever 
existed;  it  charges  him  with  introducing  millions,  or 
myriads  of  human  beings  into  this  state  of  existence, 
and  depriving  them  of  grace  to  effect  their  salvation; 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  '         135 

and,  after  a  life  of  many  conflicts,  dooming  them  to 
eternal  misery  for  what  they  could  not  avoid, — for 
being  just  as  wicked  as  his  decrees  compelled  them 
to  be.  Every  thing  needful  for  man  has  been  done. 
The  grace  of  God  that  brings  salvation  hath  appear- 
ed unto  all  men:  those  who  are  passive  under  its  ope- 
rations, and  do  not  draw  back,  experience  it  to  draw 
them  nearer  and  nearer  unto  the  Lord; — they  grow 
in  grace,  advancing  from  one  degree  of  stature  to 
another.  On  the  contrary,  those  who  do  not  Hke  to 
retain  God  in  their  knowledge,  who  cease  from  watch- 
ing and  praying, — fall  into  a  reprobate  mind,  and  are 
the  cause  of  their  own  destruction. 

I2th  mo.  2d.  I  had  an  evening  meeting  at  Jersey 
city,  opposite  New  York, —  in  which  I  was  led  to  set 
forth,  that  many,  almost  as  soon  as  they  felt  the 
power  of  Divine  grace,  sweetly  influencing  and  tend- 
ering their  hearts,  considered  from  thence,  that  they 
were  of  the  number  of  the  elect,  and  that  they  could  not 
fall.  Thus,  persuading  themselves  that  they  were 
safe  and  out  of  danger,  they  abated  in  their  Christian 
watchfulness  and  prayer  to  such  a  degree,  as  gradu- 
ally to  relapse  into  a  state  of  lukewarmness  and  indif- 
ferency,  and  the  loss  of  that  sense  and  savour  of  re- 
ligion, which  they  had  once  been  blessed  with ;  and 
which  would  have  increased,  had  they  kept  in  a  low- 
ly, humble,  watchful  state,  breathing  unto  the  Lord 
for  strength  and  preservation. 

4th,  Attended  the  monthly  meeting  in  New  York, 
chiefly  in  silence.  Was  so  unwell,  as  to  have  to  leave 
before  it  closed.  Next  day  better,  so  as  to  make 
several  social  visits — the  day  following  went  to  New- 
burgh,  in  a  steam-boat ;  had  much  conversation  with 
several  of  the  passengers  on  the  subject  of  war  ;  and 


136  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1816 

was  glad  in  believing  that  the  minds  of  many  people 
are  increasingly  illuminated  to  see  its  inconsisteney 
with  the  purity  of  the  gospel.  My  soul  rejoices  in 
beholding  the  progress  of  the  peaceable  spirit  of 
Christ,  in  the  earth.  May  the  Lord  Almighty  hasten 
tlie  day,  when  the  nations  will  learn  war  no  more, 
and  the  glorious  and  peaceful  reign  of  the  Messiah 
spread  more  and  more  among  the  kingdom.s  of  men. 

Landed  at  Newburgh  in  the  morning,  and  rode 
about  five  miles  to  David  Sands'.  He  has  laboured 
abundantly  in  the  service  of  the  gospel,  in  different 
parts  of  Europe  and  America,  within  forty  years,  and 
many  have  been  convinced  through  his  powerful, 
heart-tendering  ministry.  He  is  now  about  seventy- 
one  years  old.  May  the  Lord  bless  the  evening  of 
his  life. 

8th.  Attended  the  meeting  at  New  Cornwall,  and 
had  an  evening  meeting  about  six  miles  further.  I 
was  much  enlarged  in  gospel  testimony  in  them — 
David  Sands'  accompanying  me.  I  then  had  meet- 
ings at  J.  Cromwell's,  Monro,  Bloomingrove,  Goshen, 
and  Chester.  At  the  latter  place,  I  went  to  the  house 
of  a  Presbyterian  Deacon,  and  when  a  meeting  was 
proposed  to  him,  it  was  some  time  before  he  could  speak, 
his  heart  was  so  rejoiced;  for  he  had  been  for  some 
time  wishing  for  a  Friends'  meeting  there.  I  had  much 
interesting  conversation  widi  him,  and  found  him 
convinced  of  the  inconsistency  of  wars  and  fightings ; 
and  that  he  disapproved  of  the  doctrine  of  uncondition- 
al election  and  reprobation.  We  discoursed  consid- 
ably  on  the  necessity  of  feeling  the  Divine  influence, 
either  to  pray,  preach,  or  sing  ;  with  which  he  united, 
saying  that  he  had  sometimes  refused  to  pray  at  their 
society-meetings,  when  solicited  thereto,/or  want  of  a 


1817  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  137 

right  qualification.    He  appeared  well  satisfied  with 
my  visit,  and  with  the  meeting  in  the  evening. 

20M..  Had  an  evening  meeting  at  Newburgh,  which 
was  small — concluded  to  have  another  next  evening, 
which  was  likewise  small  in  numbers,  yet  I  was  glad 
I  was  there.  A  great  deal  of  trade  and  business  is 
carried  on  here,  and  the  people's  minds  are  too  much 
absorbed  in  it.  On  First-day,  22d,  was  at  a  good 
meeting  at  New  Cornwall,  where  the  Lord  was  my 
helper.  Next  day,  Truth  arose  in  glorious  dominion 
at  meeting  at  the  Valley. 

24:th.  Had  an  evening  opportunity  at  William  Edy's, 
an  ancient  friend,  who  appeared  near  his  close,  but 
in  a  comfortable  state.  It  was  a  favoured  season, 
and  I  believe  all  present  were  sensible  of  it.  Next 
day  attended  Marleborough  monthly  meeting,  where 
I  met  with  my  dear  friends  Thomas  Titus,  and  Naomi 
Halstead,  valuable  ministers.  The  two  following 
evenings,  I  had  meetings,  one  at  Middletown,  the 
other  in  a  school-house  ;  which  was  crowded.  Great 
is  the  openness  amongst  the  people  of  diflferent  socie- 
ties ;  their  prejudices  being  wonderfully  removed  ; 
and  they  often  acknowledge  to  what  they  have  heard, 
being  glad  of  the  opportunities  thus  furnished.  The 
priests  and  deacons  often  give  notice  of  our  meetings, 
and  in  divers  instances  have  discovered  a  favourable 
disposition  towards  them.  I  generally  have  evening 
meetings,  because  they  are  much  better  attended,  ac- 
commodating labourers,  mechanics  and  others,  whose 
business  in  the  day  time  might  sufl^er  if  not  attended  to. 
l5^  mo.  1st,  1817.  Have  been  at  four  meetings  at 
Marleborough,  and  the  village,  also  one  at  Latten- 
town. 

2d.   At  the  Valley,  v.licre  was  a  marriage,  and  a 


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large  collection  of  people.  The  Lord's  power  was 
in  dominion  :  and  in  the  strength  thereof,  gospel  truths 
were  delivered  among  them.  Next  evening  had  a 
meeting  at  Daniel  Lawrence's.  First-day  at  Platt- 
kill  meeting ;  next  at  the  funeral  of  William  Edy.  7th 
an  evening  meeting  at  Paltz,and  next  day  attended  meet- 
ing there,  also  had  an  evening  meeting  at  Springton. 
The  day  following  was  at  Rosendale  Plains  meeting, 
and  another  in  the  evening  there.  Then  had  a  meet- 
ing at  Little  Esopus,  in  the  court-house,  and  after- 
wards attended  the  Quarterly  meeting  at  Cornwall. 
18th,  an  ev^ening  meeting  at  Smith's  Clove.  Next 
day,  being  First-day,  at  Friends'  meeting  there  in  the 
morning,  and  one  next  evening  at  a  factory.  Thence 
to  Kakiat,  where,  and  in  the  neighbourhood,  I  had 
four  evening  meetings,  but  was  too  unwell  to  attend 
Friends'  meeting  there  on  First-day.  This  is  the 
second  I  have  omitted  through  indisposition  since  I 
left  home ;  and  all  the  appointed  meetings  I  have 
been  able  to  attend,  which  I  esteem  a  great  favour 
from  the  Lord,  for  my  bodily  health  and  strength  are 
such  that  I  have  scarcely  rode  a  mile,  with  comfort, 
nor  had  one  good  night's  rest,  or  as  much  sleep  as 
nature  craved,  since  I  left  home.  But  the  will  of  the 
Lord  be  done. 

21th.  A  family  opportunity  at  Jonathan  Seaman's, 
Kakiat.  I  never  remember  having  my  heart  so  filled 
with  the  Divine  power  and  presence,  as  at  this  time. 
My  spirit  was  greatly  contrited,  so  that  I  could  sing 
praises  to  the  Lord  our  God,  who  is  ever  worthy. 

28i^.  Had  an  evening  meeting  at  Haverstraw, 
near  the  North  river — a  highly  favoured  season,  in 
which  the  Lord  dealt  bountifully  with  me,  filling  my 
soul  with  his  blessed  power  and  love,  while  address- 


1817J  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURNAL.  139 

ing  a  mixed  gathering  of  different  societies.  After 
this  I  had  a  meeting  near  Smith's  Clove,  with  the 
Methodists,  in  wh^ch  I  was  concerned  to  hold  up  to 
view  the  necessity  of  waiting  for  Divine  influence  in 
all  religious  services,  from  these  words  of  Christ — 
"Without  me  ye  can  do  nothing." 

Frequently,  during  the  day  preceding  these  even- 
ing meetings,  I  was  much  deprived  of  the  sweetening 
influence  of  Divine  love,  and  could  do  nothing  as  to 
preaching  the  gospel,  until  I  experienced  a  gathering 
into  the  name  of  Christ,  and  felt  the  renewing  of  his 
life  giving  power  in  my  soul.  I  was  then  strengthened 
and  emboldened  to  address  saints  or  sinners,  and  ta 
speak  to  their  different  states  and  conditions.  But 
when  I  felt  this  Divine  virtue  abating,  it  apprized  me 
of  the  time  of  drawing  to  a  close  of  my  communica-- 
tion,  in  which  I  found  safety  and  peace. 

In  the  beginning  of  the  2d  month,  I  was  again  at 
Cornwall;  had  also  another  evening  meeting  at  New- 
burgh,  being  the  third  at  that  place,  and  larger,  as 
well  as  more  comfortable  and  relieving. 

2d  mo.  Sd.  The  weather  being  intensely  cold,  I 
crossed  the  North  river  on  the  ice,  and  had  a  good 
meeting  in  the  evening  among  the  Presbyterians  near 
Fishkill  landing.  I  next  went  to  Fishkill  town,  and 
consulted  the  priest  about  a  place  to  meet  in.  He 
appeared  very  willing  to  promote  my  concern,  and 
assisted  in  spreading  notice.  Tl}e  meeting  was  held 
in  a  large  school  house,  which  was  well  filled,  the 
priest  and  principal  inhabitants  attending.  I  was 
kindly  invited,  after  meeting,  by  a  person  of  note  in 
the  town ;  he  and  his  wife  were  affectionately  dis- 
posed to  assist  in  making  me  as  comfortable  as  they 
could.     The  next  day  rode  to  S.  Dorling's  at  Beek- 


140  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1817 

man,  and  had  a  large,  heavenly  meeting  there  in  the 
evening,  numbers  coming  five  miles  to  it.  On  First- 
day  was  at  Oswego,  where  my  he^irt  was  filled  with 
Divine  virtue,  so  that  divers  times  it  was  with  diffi- 
culty I  could  speak,  being  broken  and  contrited  by 
the  power  of  the  gospel. 

10th.  I  rested  at  the  house  of  my  dear  friend  Da- 
niel Quinby.  Then  was  at  Nine  Partners  week-day 
meeting,  and  had  several  others  a  few  miles  distant. 
The  Lord  was  gracious  to  my  soul,  and  fulfilled  his 
promise  made  in  the  early  part  of  this  journey,  thus : 
In  all  places  where  thou  shalt  have  meetings,  my  pre- 
sence shall  accompany  thee.  Blessed  be  his  name 
now  and  for  ever.  The  weather  being  extremely 
cold,  and  considering  my  feeble  state  of  health,  I  was 
under  much  exercise  for  sqme  days,  in  regard  to  pro- 
ceeding further  in  the  arduous  service.  After  sup- 
plicating for  wisdom  and  strength  to  dedicate  my 
whole  heart  faithfully  to  the  Lord's  service,  I  con- 
cluded to  continue  my  journey;  and  on  the  16th  rode 
to  the  Branch.  Next  day,  attended  Oblong  monthly 
meeting,  but  was  too  unwell  to  sit  to  the  close.  Grow- 
ing better  in  health,  I  had  three  evening  meetings  in 
the  neighbourhood,  the  last  of  which  was  at  Sher- 
man, in  the  state  of  Connecticut,  attended  by  the 
priest,  who  expressed  his  satisfaction  with  the  oppor- 
tunity, and  pressed  me  to  lodge  at  his  house. 

2lst.  Rode  to  Patterson,  and  had  a  small  meeting 
there,  the  roads  being  very  sloppy,  by  reason  of  snow 
and  rain.  A  Methodist  minister  was  much  affected 
under  the  testimony  I  had  to  bear.  I  had  here,  as  in 
divers  other  places,  to  inform  the  people  that  my  first 
business  in  meetings  was  to  gather  into  the  name  of 
Christ,  in  order  to  feel  his  blessed  power  and  presence 


1817]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  141 

to  influence  my  soul,  it  being  the  essential  qualifica- 
tion of  a  gospel  minister,  without  which  I  could  do 
nothing  that  would  conduce  to  the  glory  of  God,  or 
the  good  of  others. 

Next  day  I  rested,  having  taken  some  cold,  by  be- 
ing very  much  exposed  to  the  rain  and  snow.  The 
day  following  being  First-day,  I  was  at  a  meeting 
called  the  Hollow.  Many  of  other  societies  attended, 
and  I  was  led  to  show,  that  preaching,  praying  and 
singing,  under  profession  of  worshipping  the  Divine 
Majesty,  might  be  performed  while  the  minds  of  in- 
dividuals thus  employed  might  be  roving  upon  the 
things  of  this  world ;  and  that  it  could  not  be  other- 
wise, unless  those  engaged  in  these  solemn  acts  felt 
their  hearts  divinely  influenced  by  the  power  of  the 
Holy  Spirit,  to  qualify  them  to  worship  the  Supreme 
Being. 

After  this  I  had  evening  meetings  at  Sommertown^ 
A.  Underbill's,  and  one  near  Tompkin's  mills.  I  have 
been  more  and  more  poorly  of  late;  the  distress  in  my 
head,  sometimes,  very  afllicting,  and  a  poor  appetite 
much  my  lot. 

3d  mo.  \st.  Had  an  evening  meeting  at  a  tavern 
near  Amawalk,  where  many  collected.  I  have  no 
desire  improperly  to  mention  the  state  of  my  mind, 
and  my  views  of  the  different  meetings  I  attend.  Suf- 
fice it  to  say,  the  Lord  my  God  has  dealt  bountifully 
with  me.  I  believe  few,  if  any,  have  travelled  under 
such  bodily  afl^iction  and  suffering,  for  so  long  a  time 
together.  Was  it  not  for  holy  help  in  every  meeting 
I  attend,  I  could  not  persevere  through  such  extreme 
cold  weather,  and  with  such  poor  appetite,  that  I 
frequently  don*t  eat  any  thing  at  meal  times.  But 
the  Lord  is  good ;  blessed  he  his  holy  name  for  ever< 


142  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1817 

On  First-day,  the  2d  of  3d  month,  attended  Friends' 
meeting  at  Croton  Valley ;  also,  had  meetings  in  the 
evenings  at  Elihu  GritHn's,  Sing-Sing,  and  in  the 
court  house  at  White  Plains — the  latter  for  some  time 
very  trying,  but  ended  well.  Next  day  rode  to  West- 
chester, and  was  at  meeting  there  on  First-day;  also, 
in  the  evening,  at  a  village  near  Thomas  Walker's. 
Thence  to  New  York,  and  so  home  on  the  15th,  after 
an  absence  of  six  months.  Blessed  be  the  Lord  my 
God  for  his  fatherly  care  over  me,  both  spiritually 
and  temporally.  May  I  devote  to  him  the  residue  of 
my  days,  is  the  desire  of  my  soul. 

5tli  mo.  2Sd.  I  again  left  home,  and  attended  the 
Yearly  meeting  held  in  New  York.  After  which 
went  on  board  a  Hudson  packet,  and  had  meetings 
with  the  passengers  on  the  way,  in  which  I  was  com- 
forted. Arrived  at  Hudson  on  the  2d  of  6th  month, 
and  had  a  meeting  there  the  next  evening.  After 
which  had  meetings  at  Athens,  Hudson,  Klinckill,  Cla- 
veruk  and  Catskill.  Thence  to  Stanford,  North  East, 
Little  Nine  Partners,  and  divers  meetings  at  private 
houses. 

In  some  of  these  meetings  I  had  to  testify  against 
taking  the  Lord's  name  in  vain,  and  to  hold  up  to 
view  the  dreadful  consequences  resulting  from  the  too 
free  use  of  spiritous  liquors ;  likewise  the  impropriety 
of  too  familiarly  or  formally  discoursing  about  reli- 
gion ;  for  that  people  might  talk  of  religion  for  hours 
together,  and  be  gratified  in  hearing  each  other's  sen- 
timents ;  but  if  the  Lord  reigned  not  in  their  hearts, 
bringing  their  wills  into  subjection  to  his — if  self  pre- 
dominated, and  they  loved  the  world  more  than  their 
Creator,  he  would  not  be  glorified  nor  their  souls  edi- 
fied.    But  those  that  fear  the  Lord,  and  think  often  on 


1817]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  143 

his  name,  frequently  speak  one  to  another  in  his  fear, 
and  "  they  are  mine  saith  the  Lord,  and  when  I  make 
up  my  jewels  I  will  spare  them  as  a  man  spareth  his 
own  son  that  serveth  him."  These  are  true  Chris- 
tians, who  have  known  Christ  formed  in  them ;  and 
through  obedience  to  the  teachings  of  his  spirit  in 
their  hearts,  worship  God  in  spirit,  daily  breathing 
unto  him  in  secret,  that  their  souls  may  enjoy  his  con- 
soling presence,  which  he  graciously  manifests,  some- 
times after  seasons  of  great  seeming  desertion,  by  the 
breaking  of  heavenly  bread,  to  their  rejoicing. 

In  the  beginning  of  the  7th  month,  was  at  the 
Creek,  and  Crum-Elbow  meetings  ;  also  had  meetings 
at  Pleasant  Valley,  Hyde  Park,  and  Poughkeepsie. 
Not  feeling  satisfied  with  the  opportunity  at  the  last 
place,  I  w^ent  with  tw^o  friends  to  the  sheriff  and  clerk 
of  the  court,  to  obtain  liberty  to  hold  a  meeting  in  the 
court-house.  They  hesitated  some  time,  having  re- 
fused it  to  a  congregation  some  time  before,  and  were 
afraid  of  giving  offence.  I  told  the  sheriff,  I  believed 
it  was  a  Divine  requisition  that  I  should  appoint  meet- 
ings in  many  towns  and  villages ;  but  unless  a  suita- 
ble place  to  contain  the  people  could  be  procured,  it 
would  be  very  difficult  for  me  to  fulfil  my  duty.  He 
then  appeared  willing,  but  referred  us  to  the  Judge 
who  could  give  permission.  We  went  to  him  and  he 
soon  consented,  saying  he  would  take  the  responsi- 
bility on  himself — so  a  meeting  was  appointed  to  be 
held  at  six  o'clock  in  the  afternoon,  when  the  court- 
house was  soon  much  crowded,  and  I  felt  the  Lord's 
presence  to  strengthen  me,  (having  been  very  poorly,) 
but  was  enabled  to  discharge  my  duty  toward  this 
numerous  assembly. 

1th  mo.  IQth.  Left  Poughkeepsie,  and  rode  to  Fish- 


144  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1817 

kill  Landing.  Had  a  meeting  there,  and  another  at 
Pecks-kill,  though  under  much  distress  in  my  head. 
Thence  to  Amawalk,  on  First-day — after  which  rest- 
ed a  few  days,  and  was  favoured  with  Divine  tran- 
quillity. Thanks  be  to  the  Shepherd  of  Israel,  for 
this  favour.  Was  again  at  Amawalk  meeting,  also 
at  Salem,  and  Shappaqua ;  I  likewise  attended  a 
meeting  there  in  the  afternoon  appointed  for  B.  P. 
from  New  England.  Then  visited  the  widow  and 
children  of  Caleb  Underbill,  a  valuable  minister  deceas- 
ed. The  three  following  days,  was  at  the  Quarter- 
ly meeting  at  Purchase.  In  the  last  of  which,  as  a 
parting  opportunity,  the  service  of  the  ministry  fell  to 
my  lot,  to  our  mutual  satisfaction. 

This  was  the  conclusion  of  my  labours,  within  five 
Quarterly  meetings,  of  this  Yearly  Meeting — which 
have  occupied,  altogether  between  eight  and  nine 
months.  My  God  has  been  graciously  pleased  to 
furnish  me  with  ability  for  this  service.  He  has  been 
strength  in  weakness,  both  of  mind  and  body ;  the  lat- 
ter under  daily  suffering.  But  the  will  of  the  Lord 
be  done;  he  gives  and  takes  away;  blessed  be  his 
holy  name  for  ever. 

In  this  journey,  most  of  the  meetings  I  have  had 
among  other  societies  have  been  held  in  the  evenings ; 
the  few  held  at  other  times  have  been  mostly  small, 
not  half  the  number  attending  as  at  early  candle 
light.  In  some  instances,  I  have  known  the  number 
to  be  in  a  six  or  eightfold  proportion  greater  in  the 
evening.  Where  not  more  than  forty  or  fifty  people 
could  be  collected  in  the  day-time,  in  the  same  towns 
I  have  had  meetings  in  the  evening,  when  a  hundred 
and  fifty  to  two  hundred  have  attended.  And  I  have 
never,  in  a  single  instance,  heard  of  any  improper 


1816]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  145 

behaviour  after  these  opportunities.  I  am  therefore 
persuaded,  that  in  most  places,  for  those  classes  of 
people,  evening  meetings  are  best,  as  they  are  thereby 
accommodated  in  their  business*  To  me,  however, 
it  has  appeared  right,  and  I  have  peace  therein. 

On  the  2d  of  the  8th  month,  I  arrived  at  my  home 
in  Rahway,  and  v^ent  to  see  my  sister  Abigail,  at 
Plainfield,  the  same  day:  she  being  very  ill,  but  fa- 
voured M^ith  great  patience,  and  even  innocent  cheer- 
fulness. Next  day,  attended  Plainfield  meeting  in  the 
morning,  and  had  an  appointed  meeting  in  the  after- 
noon at  Scotch  Plains,  among  the  Baptists,  to  their 
and  my  ov^^n  satisfaction.  On  the  14th,  my  dear  sis- 
ter departed  this  life,  and  I  trust,  made  a  peaceful 
close.  About  a  week  after,  I  set  out  to  visit  my  son 
Joseph  and  family,  resting  at  Port  Elizabeth,  in  the 
lower  part  of  this  state.  On  the  way  attended  meet- 
ings morning  and  afternoon  at  Trenton,  in  which  I 
had  the  consoHng  evidence  of  that  peace,  w  hich  is 
more  to  my  soul  than  all  visible  objects. 

In  passing  through  Philadelphia,  I  called  to  see  our 
ancient  and  valuable  friends,  Samuel  Smith  and  Re- 
becca Jones ;  who  were  both  confined  to  their  beds 
with  illness.  I  had  a  sweet,  comfortable  time  with 
each,  in  waiting  upon  the  Lord,  at  their  bed-sides, 
and  imparting  encouragement  to  them.  Dear  Sam- 
uel expressed,  that  such  visits  were  A^ery  comfortable 
to  him,  and  that  he  should  be  glad  there  were  more 
such  opportunities ;  and  dear  Rebecca  appeared  much 
tendered  at  parting.  When  I  returned  to  the.  city 
about  two-weeks  after,  Iwas  informed  that  Samuel 
Smith  was  deceased,  a  few  days  before ;  and  I  have 
no  doubt,  has  gone  to  receive  the  reward  of  well- 

N 


146  ISAAC    MARTIIV'S    JOURNAL.  [1817 

doing,  in  that  kingdom  of  glory,  prepared  for  the  faith- 
ful followers  of  Jesus  Christ. 

In  the  10th  and  11th  months,  1817,  with  the  con- 
currence of  my  friends,  I  was  at  divers  meetings  in 
East  and  West-Jersey,  and  in  Bucks  county,  Pennsyl- 
vania, mostly  among  other  societies.  The  last  ap- 
pointed meeting  was  at  Princeton,  to  which  many  of 
the  collegians,  and  students  of  divinity,  (so  called,)  at- 
tended. It  was  a  large  and  solemn  meeting.  Truth 
was  in  dominion,  and  I  believe,  reached  many  hearts. 
The  Presbyterian  preacher  of  the  place  came  to  me 
at  the  close,  and  very  kindly  invited  me  home  with 
him  ;  but  I  excused  myself — it  not  being  convenient 
At  this  place,  they  have  lately  erected  a  large  build- 
ing called  Tlieological  Hall,  intended  to  prepare  young 
men  for  preaching ;  which  appears  to  me  to  be  a  re- 
lic of  popish  darkness,  that  I  believe,  in  the  Lord's 
time,  will  be  scattered  by  the  arising  of  pure,  evan- 
gelical Light,  which  only  can  quahfy  sons  and  daugh- 
ters, to  preach  the  plain  doctrines  of  Christianity. 
There  is  no  need  of  learning  Latin,  Greek,  and  He- 
brew, in  order  to  enable  preachers  to  address  the  peo- 
ple in  a  manner  adapted  to  their  understandings,  and 
to  show  them,  that  if  they  w^ill  be  Christ's  disciples, 
they  must  take  up  his  cross  daily,  and  follow  him  in 
the  regeneration,  subduing  the  propensities  of  their 
nature, — the  lust  of  the  flesh,  the  lust  of  tlie  eye,  and 
the  pride  of  life. 

The  next  day,  I  rode  in  a  chaise  about  thirty-six 
miles,  and  the  day  following  attended  our  select  meet- 
ing at  Shrewsbury.  Next  day  the  Quarterly  meeting 
for  the  business  of  the  church.  After  which  I  re- 
turned home  by  way  of  Plainfield,  the  20th  of  11th 


1819]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  147 

month,  and  was  at  our  monthly  meeting  at  Rah- 
way. 

2d  mo.  20th,  1819.  I  have  been  at  home  a  Uttle 
more  than  a  year  ;  and  have  been  enabled,  through 
the  Lord's  goodness,  to  attend  our  meetings  most  of 
that  time,  a  few  instances  excepted.  But,  for  three 
months  past,  have  been  much  tried,  early  in  the  morn- 
ings, with  difficulty  of  breathing  ;  the  phlegm  collect- 
ing after  a  few  hours  sleep,  I  have  to  cough,  and 
raise  considerably,  accompanied  with  pain  and  sore- 
ness in  my  breast,  and  some  fever,  from  which  I  con- 
clude I  have  entered  into  a  consumption,  and  am 
much  debilitated,  but  I  feel  the  Shepherd  of  Israel 
near,  and  through  his  great  mercy  I  have  nothing  to 
fear ;  for  perfect  love  has  cast  out  all  fear  of  death. 
I  humbly  trust  in  his  goodness,  that  he  will  yet  be  my 
Comforter  in  sickness,  as  he  has  often  been  from  my 
youth,  and  that  he  will  give  me  victory  over  deathy 
hell,  and  the  grave. 

23d.  I  still  feel  my  dear  Redeemer  near,  comfort- 
ing my  soul  with  the  incomes  of  his  love.  I  have  ex- 
perienced the  truth  of  that  declaration,  "  Thou  wilt 
keep  him  in  perfect  peace  whose  mind  is  stayed  on 
thee,  because  he  trusteth  in  thee."  A  divine  tran- 
quihty  and  sweetness  attends  me  through  the  day ; 
and  I  feel  the  love  of  God  shed  abroad  in  my  heart, 
enabling  me  to  praise  his  holy  name. 

4th  mo.  21  si.  This  day  my  housekeeper  had  a  fall 
of  about  seventeen  feet,  by  the  giving  way  of  my 
back  }X)rch ;  but  was  marvellously  preserved  from  in« 
stant  death,  or  even  from  being  very  seriously  in- 
jured. Weak  and  poorly  as  I  was,  I  ran  to  her  as- 
sistance. I  hope  this  awful  event  will  prove  a  bless- 
ing to  her  and  her  young  acquaintance,  to  excit« 


148  ISAAC    MARTIN*S    JOURNAL.  [1820 

them  wisely  and  timely  to  prepare  for  death,  seeing 
life  is  so  A^ery  uncertain.  My  heart  was  filled  with 
thanksgiving  and  praise  to  the  Lord  Almighty  for 
this  wonderful  deliverance. 

5tk  mo,  25th.  My  fever  rarely  leaves  me.  The 
Lord  my  God  is  still  very  gracious  unto  my  soul ; 
giving  me  an  unshaken  evidence  that  my  name  is 
written  in  the  Lamb's  book  of  life ;  and  that  when 
the  immortal  spirit  is  set  free  from  this  afflicted  ta- 
bernacle, I  shall  join  the  glorious  company  who  are 
clothed  in  white  raiment,  and  palms  in  their  hands, 
saying  with  a  loud  voice,  Salvation  to  our  God,  who 
sitteth  upon  the  throne,  and  unto  the  Lamb. 

6t?i  mo.  2d.  These  four  days  past  have  been  very 
painful;  have  slept  but  about  eight  hours  in  that 
time  ;  the  last  night  but  one  passed  without  any  sleep, 
but  it  was  one  of  the  most  comfortable  of  my  Yife.  I 
did  not  regret  the  loss  of  sleep,  nor  the  pain  which 
prevented  it ;  for  my  dear  Lord  sweetly  comforted 
my  soul  with  his  love,  confirming  me  in  the  belief 
that  there  was  a  mansion  of  glory  prepared  for  me. 
I  have  frequent  opportunities  to  communicate  import- 
ant truths  to  Friends  and  others  who  come  to  see 
me,  now  in  my  sickness.  May  the  Lord  bless  every 
season  and  service  of  this  kind  to  his  glory  and  the 
good  of  souls. 

Gth  mo.  \8thy  1820.  I  am  still  continued  in  muta- 
bility. About  ten  months  ago  there  were  fourteen  of 
us  labouring  under  apparent  consumption,  within  one 
mile  of  my  house.  Thirteen  of  these  are  taken  hence, 
and  I  am  left  still  longer  to  struggle  with  the  conflicts 
of  mortahty.  Praised  be  the  Lord,  who  is  just  in  all 
his  ways,  and  righteous  in  alliiis  works.  Many,  very 
many,  have  been  the  tedious  days  and  wearisome 


1820]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  149 

nights  I  have  had  to  pass  through.  If  it  contributes 
to  thy  glory,  O  my  God  and  King,  (as  I  trust  it  does,) 
that  I  should  be  continued  a  considerable  time  longer, 
enduring  sharp  bodily  pains,  thy  will  be  done.  Thou 
hast,  from  time  to  time,  blessed  my  soul  with  glorious 
prospects ;  and  again,  this  day,  hast  sweetly  consoled 
thy  afflicted  servant — granting  me  an  unshaken  be- 
lief, that  in  thy  blessed,  appointed  time,  my  soul  will 
join  thy  holy  angels,  archangels,  and  glorified  spirits, 
in  singing  endless  praises  to  thee  and  thy  beloved  son, 
the  Lamb,  through  an  endless  eternity,  in  the  new 
Jerusalem,  where  there  is  no  need  of  the  sun  or  moon, 
for  thy  glory,  O  King  of  saints,  and  the  glory  of  the 
Lamb,  is  the  light  thereof.  There  shall  I  behold  the 
holy  patriarchs,  prophets,  apostles,  and  martyrs,  and 
eternally  unite  with  them  in  singing,  Hallelujah, 
blessing,  honour,  glory  and  praise,  unto  Thee,  who 
sits  upon  the  throne,  and  unto  thy  beloved  son,  the 
Lamb,  for  ever  and  ever.     Amen. 

25th.  Under  much  bodily  suffering,  night  before 
last,  and  yesterday  morning,  my  faith  was  more  than 
usually  proved.  Thoughts  presented  to  my  mind, 
that  J  may  languish  a  long  time  yet.  I  appealed  to 
my  God,  saying,  Thou  knowest  that  I  love  thee  ; — that 
I  am  willing  (thy  grace  assisting)  to  obey  thee  in  ev- 
ery thing,  and  to  glorify  thee.  O  Heavenly  Father  1 
enable  me  to  endure  trials,  and  to  keep  the  word  of 
thy  patience.  The  Beloved  of  my  soul  heard  my  cry, 
and  after  much  depression,  again  lifted  up  the  light 
of  his  glorious  countenance  upon  mc.  My  great  pain 
became  more  moderate,  and  I  was  enabled  again  to 
bless  and  praise  his  glorious  name,  who  makes  hard 
things  easy.  He  also  increased  my  faith  in  him  and 
in  his  dear  son,  Christ  Jesus,  whose  precious  blood 


150  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  [1821 

flowing  into  the  souls  of  his  children,  redeems  them 
unto  God,  of  every  nation,  kindred,  tongue,  and  peo- 
ple. Thus  the  blood  of  Christ  cleanses  from  all  sin, — 
also  sanctifies  them,  and  make^  them  fit  temples  for 
the  holy  spirit,  the  Comforter,  to  dwell  in. 

Oh !  how  wretched  would  be  my  condition,  in  this 
sore  probation,  had  I  an  angry  God  before  my  eyes, 
condemning  me  from  day  to  day  !  But  thanks  and 
praises  be  ascribed  to  the  King  of  saints,  it  is  other- 
wise ;  and  I  feel  constrained  to  pen  these  lines,  in 
hopes,  that  when  my  body  is  in  the  silent  grave,  they 
may  tend  to  the  encouragement  of  some  of  Zion's 
travellers,  to  put  their  trust  in  the  Lord  Jehovah. 
O  thou  tribulated  follower  of  the  Lamb  !  though 
thy  faith  and  patience  may  be  tried  to  the  uttermost, 
don't  cast  away  thy  confidence,  in  this  time  of  deep 
probation.  The  Lord  thy  God  is  nearer  to  thee 
than  thou  art  aware  of;  and  in  due  time  will  "  ap- 
point unto  thee  beauty  for  ashes,  the  oil  of  joy  for 
mourning,  and  the  garment  of  praise  for  the  spirit  of 
heaviness;"  therefore  put  thy  trust  in  him,  and  pa- 
tiently wait,  and  quietly  hope  for  his  salvation. 

In  the  11th  and  12th  months,  my  health  was  so 
much  better,  that  I  was  able  to  attend  our  meeting, 
at  Rahway,  five  times.  But  during  the  winter  my 
bodily  distress  was  again  very  severe.  Several 
nights,  I  sat  by  the  fire,  instead  of  lying  down,  in 
order  to  prevent  the  severe  attacks  of  pain  in  my 
head,  and  difficulty  of  breathing;  which  had  a  good 
effect. 

6^^  mo.  lOth,  1821.  These  two  nights  past,  I  have 
sat  up  by  myself  alone,  until  the  day  dawned,  on  ac- 
count of  bodily  diseases.  Not  having  much  need  of  as- 
sistance, I  enjoy  myself  much  better  sitting  up  in  the 


1823]  ISAAC  martin's  journal.  151 

night,  than  going  to  bed, — sometimes  sleep  two  hours 
in  the  morning,  but  mostly  awake  with  the  pain  and 
oppression.  Thou,  O  Lord,  knowest  what  is  best  for 
me.  Oh  !  strengthen  me  to  endure  these  trials,  and  to 
bear  with  holy  patience  and  resignation,  these  afflic- 
tions, wherewith  thou  sees  meet  to  try  me.  Not  my 
will,  but  thine,  O  Father,  be  done.  Support  me  upon 
this  bed  of  languishing  ;  so  that  in  all,  and  through  all, 
my  soul  may  bless,  praise,  and  adore  thy  most  glori- 
ous Majesty  ;  and  in  the  night  season  while  thousands 
and  tens  of  thousands  of  my  fellow  creatures  are 
asleep,  let  my  soul  ascend  unto  thee,  in  the  heavens, 
in  prayer,  thanksgiving  and  praise.     Amen. 

6th  mo.  ISth.  1823.  Two  years  and  eight  days 
have  passed  since  writing  the  above.  They  have 
been  days  and  nights  of  affliction,  except  about  ten 
weeks,  preceeding  the  1st  of  3d  month  last.  In  which 
time  the  Lord,  in  a  miraculous  manner,  removed 
my  complicated  disorders  of  chills,  fever,  cough,  short- 
ness of  breath,  and,  nearly  so,  the  pain  in  my  head, 
of  more  than  forty  years  continuance.  But  attend- 
ing a  funeral,  on  that  day,  above  three  miles  from 
home,  and  the  weather  being  extremely  cold,  the 
exposure  was  too  much  for  me ;  though  I  went  to  meet- 
ing next  day,  I  was  obliged  to  leave  it,  and,  have 
since  been  confined  to  my  house — all  the  above  men- 
tioned disorders  have  returned,  and  my  whole  sys- 
tem is  more  completely  disorganised  than  ever  before. 

But  blessed  be  the  Lord,  none  of  these  things  move 
me.  He  knows  what  is  best  for  me.  His  holy  will 
be  done.     Amen. 


After  writing  thus  far,  it  does  not  appear  that  Isaac 
Martin  made  any  additions  to  his  Journal.   For  seve- 


152  ISAAC    MARTINIS    JOURNAL.  [1828 

ral  years  previous  to  his  death,  his  bodily  powers 
gradually  declined.  The  pain  and  distress  in  his 
head,  to  which  several  allusions  are  made  in  his  me- 
morandums, continued  to  afflict  him ;  so  that  some- 
times, for  several  months  together,  he  was  unable  to 
get  out  to  any  meetings.  At  some  intervals,  when 
his  health  was  a  little  better,  he  attended  a  few  meet- 
ings at  Rahway;  although  he  frequently  had  to  leave 
them  before  their  conclusion. 

His  ministry  was  considered  sound  and  edifying, 
and  he  generally  had  a  good  flow  of  words  in  his 
communications.  He  was  an  example  and  a  lover 
of  plainness  and  simplicity,  and  frequently  bore  his 
testimony  against  gaudy  apparel  and  superfluities. 

As  he  drew  near  thevclose  of  life,  on  being  asked 
how  he  felt,  he  answered,  "  I  have  no  fear  of  death- 
It  will  be  no  terror,  but  rather  a  joyful  messenger  to 
me :  then  I  shall  be  released  from  all  trouble."  At 
another  time,  a  friend  inquired  whether  there  appeared 
to  be  any  thing  in  his  way  ?  He  said  "  No ;  not  a 
cloud.  My  work  has  gone  to  judgment  before  me. 
I  have  nothing  to  do  but  to  die."  Again,  he  said,  "I 
have  fought  a  good  fight ;  henceforth  there  is  a  crown 
of  righteousness  laid  up  for  me,  eternally  in  the  hea- 
vens." 

He  departed  this  life  the  9th  of  the  8th  month, 
1828,  in  the  seventy-first  year  of  his  age,  having  been 
an  approved  minister  about  thirty-eight  years. 


ISAAC  martin's  journal.  153 


A  TESTIMONY  TO  THE  SILENT  WORSHIP  OF  GOD,  IN 
SPIRIT  AND  IN  TRUTH. 

I  HAVE  considered  it  a  duty  I  owe  to  my  great 
Creator  and  my  fellow  creatures,  to  commit  to 
writing  some  of  my  own  experience  respecting  silent 
worship.  "  God  is  a  spirit ;"  and  according  to  the 
declaration  of  his  beloved  son,  "  they  that  worship 
him  must  worship  him  in  spirit  and  in  truth :  for  the 
Father  seeketh  such  to  worship  him." 

Now,  in  relating  my  experience  concerning  this  si- 
lent adoration  of  the  Supreme  Being,  I  have  not  the 
least  doubt  that  I  communicate  the  experience  of 
thousands  who  have  fallen  asleep  in  Christ,  and  of 
many  that  are  still  in  the  body. 

It  pleased  the  Lord  to  visit  my  soul  with  the  day- 
spring  from  on  high,  in  the  sixteenth  year  of  my  age ; 
when,  from  day  to  day,  he  broke  in  upon  me  with 
the  overshadowings  of  his  love,  causing  me  to  rejoice 
in  his  salvation — melting  my  heart  and  contritingmy 
spirit  before  him,  and  making  known  to  me,  through 
the  medium  of  his  Holy  Spirit,  what  to  do  and  what  to 
leave  undone.  Although  from  much  younger  life,  I 
sometimes  felt  his  powerful  spirit  at  work  in  my  soul, 
yet  now  in  the  fall  of  the  year  1773,  it  became  a  daily 
visitation,  and  has  so  continued  ever  since ;  notwith- 
standing I  have  not  every  day  enjoyed  the  like 
spiritual  consolations,  as  in  the  day  of  my  espousals 
unto  Christ,  my  sovereign  Lord.  Though  many  a 
bitter  cup  of  poverty  and  suffering  hath  been  wisely 
dispensed  to  me,  yet  as  the  word  of  God's  patience 
hath  been  abode  in,  these  seasons  of  probation  and  re- 


154  ISAAC    MARTI.V'S    JOURNAL. 

fining  have  been  succeeded  by  times  of  refreshment 
from  the  presence  of  the  Lord. 

In  these  early  visitations  of  heavenly  love,  I  went 
to  meetings  in  a  very  different  state  of  mind  from 
what  I  had  done  in  the  time  preceding.  I  felt  the 
Beloved  of  my  soul  to  draw  my  attention  from  every 
worldly  thought,  and  to  centre  my  mind  on  him,  the 
object  of  my  adoration  and  praise.  Even  when  emi- 
nent ministers  attended  our  meeting,  I  felt  restrained 
by  the  Holy  Spirit  from  indulging  a  wish  to  hear  the 
gospel  pubUcly  preached ;  but  secretly  and  fervently 
was  I  engaged  to  pray  unto  the  Lord  for  help  to  draw 
nigh  unto  him,  and  worship  him  acceptably,  in  spirit 
and  in  truth.  He  begat  these  prayers  in  my  heart, 
and  he  answered  them  ;  again  and  again  lifting  up  the 
light  of  his  blessed  and  glorious  countenance  upon  my 
soul,  and  preparing  the  offerings  of  praise  and  thanks- 
giving with  much  tenderness  and  brokenness  of  spirit 
before  him. 

Here  I  was  fed  with  the  bread  of  life,  which  nou- 
rishes and  strengthens  the  Lord's  children.  I  enjoyed 
what  those  valuable  messengers  of  the  Lord  partook 
of  before  they  rose  to  minister  to  the  people — even 
the  presence  of  the  great  I  Am.  He  made  himself 
known  by  the  breaking  of  bread  ;  he  gav^e  us  to  drink 
of  the  new  wine  of  his  kingdom  ;  he  satisfied  our  souls 
with  his  love.  Being  gathered  together  in  the  name 
of  Christ,  those  ministers  were  anointed  to  preach  the 
gospel  to  the  people,  in  the  demonstration  of  the  spirit, 
and  with  power.  The  precious  savour  of  life  attending 
their  ministry,  and  uniting  with  the  same  Divine  influ- 
ence in  rny  heart,  like  face  answering  face  in  a  glass, 
tended  to  strengthen  and  build  me  up  in  the  most 
holy  faith.     Thus  in  the  silent  part  of  the  meeting, 


ISAAC  martin's  journal,  155 

previous  to  any  vocal  testimonies,  pure  and  spiritual 
worship  was  performed  to  him  who  Hves  for  ever, 
and  my  soul  was  edified  and  refreshed.  Blessed  be  the 
Lord  my  God,  who  hath  made  me  and  thousands  more, 
experimental  witnesses  of  his  life-giving  presence,  in 
those  seasons  of  holy  sequestration  from  every  earthly 
object.  A  holy,  spiritual  communion  with  the  Father 
and  the  son,  hath  been  abundantly  witnessed,  and  our 
souls  have  abounded  with  thanksgiving  and  praises 
to  him  who  sitteth  upon  the  throne,  and  to  the  Lamb, 
who  is  W'Orthy  thereof  for  ever  more.     Amen.    • 

After  some  years'  experience  in  this  silent,  spiritual 
worship,  I  felt  a  necessity  publicly  to  espouse  the 
cause  of  truth  and  risrhteousness.  But  I  dared  not 
engage  in  this  very  important  work  of  the  ministry, 
without  gathering  into  the  name  of  Christ,  and  wait- 
ing to  feel  his  power  and  presence  to  wariu  my  heart, 
and  influence  it  with  the  love  of  the  gospel.  Here,  in 
reverential  silence  before  the  Lord,  a  renewed  quali- 
fication hath  been  given,  from  time  to  time,  to  preach 
the  glad  tidings  of  redeeming  grace.  Many  times 
previous  to  appointing  meetings  amongst  those  not 
professing  with  us,  I  have  been  tried  with  great  in- 
ward poverty.  But,  as  I  never  determined  in  my 
mind,  beforehand,  that  I  w^ould  preach  when  I  came 
to  the  meeting,  and  being  utterly  unprepared  as  to 
words,  I  have  sat  down  with  my  mind  turned  inward 
to  the  Lord  in  mental  prayer,  knowing  that  without 
him  I  could  do  nothing  ;  aiid  he  hath  graciously  ap- 
peared in  my  silent  waiting,  furnishing  me  with  strength 
and  ability  to  olier  matter,  suitable  1  trust,  to  the  states 
of  many  or  most  present.  For  unless  I  had  felt  his 
blessed  presence  to  strengthen  and  qualify  me,  1  would 
rather  have  laid  down  my  life,  than  have  attempted  to 


156  ISAAC    MARTIIV'S    JOURNAL. 

minister  to  the  people  by  virtue  of  any  parts  or  abilities, 
natural  or  acquired,  which,  as  a  man,  I  might  pos- 
sess. So  that  I  have  always  found  it  necessary  to 
be  engaged  in  silent  worship,  for  a  season,  before 
public  preaching  or  praying,  in  the  assemblies  of  the 
people. 

"  The  preparation  of  the  heart  in  man,  and  the  answer 
of  the  tongue  is  from  the  Lord."  And  again,  "  They  that 
wait  upon  the  Lord  shall  renew  their  strength :  they 
shall  mount  up  with  wings,  as  eagles:  they  shall 
run  and  not  be  weary,  and  they  shall  walk  and  not 
faint."  A  blessed  and  glorious  privilege  indeed !  real- 
ized, in  an  especial  manner,  in  the  experience  of  those 
who  have  none  but  the  Lord  for  their  helper. 

Great  is  the  loss  sustained  by  those  who  profess  to 
be  ministers  of  the  gospel,  for  want  of  patiently  wait- 
ing for  the  necessary  qualification  of  being  endued 
with  power  from  on  high,  before  they  attempt  to  ut- 
ter gospel  truths  to  the  people.  Such  is  the  present 
degenerated  custom,  that,  however  many  acknow- 
ledge the  excellency  of  being  actuated  by  the  holy  spir- 
it, in  matters  purely  religious,  they  do  not  avail 
themselves  of  it,  by  huinbly  and  patiently  waiting  up- 
on the  Lord,  for  the  aid  thereof  A  person  of  this 
class  once  said  to  me,  "I  have  often  been  ashamed, 
when  I  have  arisen  off  my  kness,  in  meetings :  have 
not  you  ?"  I  told  him  no :  and  asked  what  made  him 
ashamed.  "  Because  (said  he)  my  mind  was  upon  the 
things  of  the  world,  whilst  at  prayer."  I  told  him  there 
was  a  cause  for  that.  Thou  did  not  wait  upon  the 
Lord,  to  feel  the  spirit  of  prayer,  poured  out  upon 
thee.  That  would  have  kept  thy  mind  from  wander- 
ing upon  the  things  of  the  world,  and  would  have 
fixed  it  upon  the  true  object  of  adoration.     It  would 


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have  been  better  for  thee,  not  to  have  attempted  to 
appear  in  prayer,  at  those  times.  A  lamentable  ac- 
knowledgment indeed ! — mere  mockery  !  A  form  of 
godliness,  without  the  power !  and  that  which  could 
not  profit,  but  might  do  a  real  injury  to  the  people, 
by  setting  them  down  in  an  empty  form  of  wor- 
ship. 

"  This  people  draweth  nigh  unto  me  with  their 
mouth,  and  honoureth  me  with  their  lips,  but  their 
heart  is  far  from  me,"  was  a  complaint  of  the  Most 
High,  formerly,  and  may  include  all  such  as  do  not 
experience  the  power  of  Divine  love  to  influence  their 
hearts,  and  enable  them  to  worship  the  Lord  in  the 
beauty  of  holiness. 

Another  person  informed  me,  with  apparent  con- 
cern, that  divers  times  he  had  felt  utterly  unfit  for  the 
sacred  work  of  preaching,  for  want  of  feeling  the  in- 
fluence of  the  Holy  Spirit ;  and  yet,  in  that  state,  he 
went  through  the  service,  because  the  people  ex- 
pected it.  A  third  said,  he  felt  more  like  falhng  down 
on  the  floor  than  preaching,  and  that  he  would  rather 
have  been  following  the  plough. 

It  is  clear  and  evident,  that  in  such  momentous 
concerns  the  Lord's  presence  ought  to  be  waited  for, 
to  enable  the  preacher  to  speak  in  the  demonstration 
of  the  spirit  and  with  power,  and  to  baptize  the 
hearers,  so  that  they  might  be  strengthened  and  edi- 
fied together. 

If  people  were  but  acquainted  with  this  inwardly 
drawing  nigh  unto  God, — or  as  Paul  said,  "  Seek  the 
Lord,  if  haply  they  might  feel  after  him  and  find  him, 
though  he  be  not  far  from  every  one  of  us ;"  no, 
verily,  he  is  near  us,  he  is  in  us,  by  his  Holy  Spirit, — 
they  would  be  much  less  anxious  to  hear  preaching. 

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Being  gathered  under  the  heaUng  wings  of  the  Prince 
of  peace,  and  having  bread  in  their  own  houses,  and 
water  in  their  own  cisterns,  what  more  could  they 
desire  ?  In  this  state  of  naind  they  would  often  be  fa- 
voured with  a  blessed  assurance  that  their  sins  were 
forgiven,  and  that  their  souls  were  brought  into  a 
state  of  acceptance  with  God,  their  Creator.  All 
fears  and  doubts  would  be  removed,  and  renewed 
cause  would  often  be  given  to  magnify  the  Lord,  and 
to  rejoice  in  God  their  Saviour. 

William  Law,  who  wrote  largely,  in  an  instructive 
manner,  on  many  religious  subjects,  hath  these  words: 
"  To  speak  with  the  tongues  of  men  or  angels  on  re- 
ligious subjects,  is  a  much  less  thing  than  to  know 
how  to  stay  the  mind  upon  God,  and  abide  with  him 
in  the  closet  of  our  hearts,  observing,  loving,  adoring 
and  obeying  his  holy  powder  within  us."  Again,  he 
says :  "  1  hurt  myself,  and  am  only  acting  a  part,  if 
I  speak  to  persons  on  spiritual  matters,  either  sooner 
or  further,  than  the  spirit  of  God  (which  bloweth 
when  and  where  it  listeth)  would  be  resisted  in  me,  if  I 
held  my  peace."  And  Bernard  saith :  "All  prayer  is 
lukewarm,  which  hath  not  an  inspiration  preceding 
it." 

It  hath  not  unfrequently  happened,  among  some 
professing  Christians,  that  when  their  preacher  has 
been  indisposed,  or  on  some  other  account  absent 
from  his  place  of  worship,  that  the  meeting  has  been 
discontinued.  What  a  pity  that  so  great  dependence 
has  been  put  upon  one  man ;  as  though  his  presence 
was  indispensable  in  performing  spiritual  worship  to 
the  Most  High  ;  as  though  that  blessed  declaration  of 
Christ  could  not  be  realized  unless  the  preacher  was 
present,  "  Where  two  or  three  are  gathered  together 


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in  my  name,  there  am  I  in  the  midst  of  them." — 
Surely,  it  appears  too  much  like  limiting  the  Holy 
One  of  Israel. 

Now,  if  the  people  in  those  places  had  been  ac- 
quainted with,  and  delighted  in  gathering  or  turning 
the  mind  inward  to  feel  after  God,  they  might  have 
sat  together,  and  no  doubt  often  would  sit  together,  in 
heavenly  places  in  Christ  Jesus,  and  know  their 
hearts  divinely  prepared  4o  worship  and  adore  the 
Majesty  in  the  heavens,  and  be  much  more  spiritually 
refreshed  and  strengthened,  than  to  hear  the  best 
words  that  man  could  utter. 

Preaching,  under  the  influence  of  the  Holy  Spirit, 
is  good,  and  a  blessing  to  the  church ;  but,  persuaded 
I  am,  that  if  the  people  generally  were  disposed  to 
receive  strength  from  the  pure  Fountain  of  everlast- 
ing love,  opened  in  their  hearts,  there  would  be  but 
little  necessity  for  it.  Many  instances  have  doubtless 
occurred  of  people  living  far  from  any  who  were 
considered  ministers  of  the  gospel,  and  have  been 
visited  with  great  bodily  indisposition,  so  that  their 
dissolution  has  been  fully  expected — to  whom  then 
could  they  apply,  but  to  the  Lord  alone,  who  is  a  God 
hearing  prayer.  And  as  they  have  fervently  sought 
him,  as  upon  the  bended  knees  of  their  souls,  surely 
he  hath  heard  their  secret  cries,  and  granted  them 
their  hearts'  desire — even  peace,  sweet,  heavenly 
peace,  and  an  assurance  that  their  sins  were  washed 
away  by  the  blood  of  the  Lamb. 

Such  is  the  nature,  such  the  blessed  effects,  of  che- 
rishing an  intercourse  with  Heaven.  Truly,  the  ad- 
vantages are  unspeakable.  Would  to  God,  that  the 
people,  every  where,  dehghted  therein  ;  and,  by  yield- 
ing up  their  hearts  to  God,  in  the  first  place,  they 


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would  often,  from  day  to  day,  out  of  meeting  as  well 
as  in  meetings,  have  a  spiritual  communion  with 
Him,  who  is  the  chiefest  of  ten  thousands.  An  evi- 
dence, renewed  from  time  to  time,  would  be  granted 
them,  that  when  their  warfare  here  on  earth  is  ac- 
complished, they  will  be  admitted  to  join  the  innume- 
rable company  of  the  heavenly  host,  in  ascribing 
blessing  and  praise,  glory  and  honour,  unto  Him  that 
sitteth  upon  the  throne,  and  unto  the  Lamb  for  ever. 
Amen. 

ISAAC  MARTIN. 

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